Saturday, December 16, 2006

WHY ?!?!
...WHY ?!?!?!
......WHY ?!?!?!?!
WHY are euu doin tis to mie?
WHY is there a suddened changed in you?
WHY are you always hiding your feeling from mie?
WHY can't euu tell mie what's on your mind?
WHY you always come and go whenever you like?
Have you ever care for my feeling?
I wish to know what's on your mind
and what you are thinking
I wish you could tell mie personally

Last nite i cried again..was telling Bryan about something...he didn't noe tat i cried..cos i was controlling myself..im lost..i duno what i should do. should i just give up or should i just continue with it? I feel like giving up bt the feeling is too strong tat i can't do it.

This morning i dreamt of him while bryan dreamt of jessica..LOL...who knows we both dream at the same time sia..cos both of us dreamt of them in the morning..funny sia..must be last nite we talked and think too much about them le..haish..think of it...i very long din dream about him le..i love the dream soo much..i wish it will happened..cos i'm simple miss him a lot

Woke up at 2pm cos i'm tired...and i dun wish to think soo much early in the morning..the only way to stop mie from thinking about him is to sleep..=x went down at 3 plus to rent korean show "sad love story" it cost mie $15 ...ZzZzz...soo expensive...never mind la..at least got show to watch..cos i'm not working till thursday...=.= Cos wed and thur fully book le..soo bo bian lor...den stay at home beside using computer what else can i do? afternoon also no show to watch...soo might as well rent a show to kill my time? Another reason is i'm sad...soo wanna watch sad show...well tat's mie..when i'm sad i will listen to sad music or watch sad show...cos when i watch tat show i will be sad ma..den i will cry...den i will think of him...den i even more sad den i will cry even more...den i will feel a bit better after tat...weird mie rite?

Get to know 2 guys yesterday...lol..they are my trainer..lol..anything we forget to prepare...da kor kor will come and tell mie...cos they in charge of the tables tat are right beside mine..haha!! then he showed mie where to get things. he really helped mie a lot...=)

yesterday Soo horrible lor...soo many events taking place in mandarin hotel...utensil also not sufficient...=.='' in the end mie and my partner dun have serving gears...soo bo bian have to use different type of spoon...=.='' Round tray also not enough..in the end have to borrow from da kor kor..soo end up 5 table share 2 round trays =.='' Luckily we are still able to managed...hahah!! duno why sia..everytime the table i served confirm will leave before the last course is being serve [dessert]...heh!! den my friend suzanna's table also..like tat also good la..before dessert is serve to other tables...we already finished clearing our table le..so wad we need to do is to stoned there =x nah..we only stoned for 5 minutes onli...cos our manager kicked the two of us down to the other room [wedding]...cos they need people to clear the table ma..LOL..

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THAT LADYY

Name: Jeslyn
Date of birth: 10 Jan 1989
Gender: FeMaLe
Status: In a relationship
Occupation: Missy in SGH

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CopyCat
Smoker who smoke infront of me
Cockroach
Mozzie

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Phang Nyit Shen

Love & Co Ring

Gucci Sunglass by 2013
Louis Vuitton bag by 2012
Lancel Wallet
Macro Len

Degree in psychlogy
Advance dip in critical care
Learn Golf by 2012
Learn Ballroom dance by 2013

Saturday, December 16, 2006

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