A stroll to keppal bay at 2am
was indeed quiet and peaceful.
been a long time
since i tear along the way, making myself feeling like a fool.
saw an ah pek
staring at me, made me feel like digging his eye.
wrote half completed letter at seaside.
Not knowing how to continue now.
maybe i should throw it away, someone wouldnt care anyway.
still feeling so hurtful.

Sorry dear;
if you happened to see this post.
i noe i hasnt told you anithin abt me sneaking out of hse,
and those night drinking to slp...
i dun wan you to worry.
i noe you're stress at work.
Sorry for not finding you since im free.
cos im not in the mood to.
i seek ur understanding cos i juz wanna be alone.
Sorry darling Gerx;
i noe you did sms me why am i alone outside.
i didnt reply
cos i dun wan you to stay up late.
you haf to work the next day.
What's all this tearing &
emo-in all about?
Should have talk lesser.