I love Rainbow <3

2012-01-18T07:36:00.001-08:00

总觉得，
你对她比我还要细心体贴多了。

2012-01-17T09:17:00.001-08:00

好想咬人!
这一切是理由或借口 ... !
可恶。

2012-01-04T23:24:00.001-08:00

The difference between a male and female drove me crazy at time. I had a debate with silly over our friend issue, which we have a different view point.

Male doesn't have limitation to everything they do. They do what they want to do. Considering the interest in smoking, drinking, gambling, clubbing.

Smoke as and when they want (social smoking, the feel of doing it, the habit)
Drink as and when they want (chill out, business related issue, habit)
Gamble in term of buying 4D/toto (seeing nice number/wanted to win a big one)
Club (social issue, relaxing, bonding).

So now, guys do things with feel or being asked.

The gals view point is the need of reinforce to the guys not to over do it. for the sake of their future, for the sake of concerning the other parties ...

Which the guys start to feel, my gf is too much, my gf is controlling me, my gf is not allowing me to do this and that. This is my life, I have the right.

So now the issue is, who is at fault? The guy who has no limitation in everything they do/ always come out with reasons to do it, or the gals out of courtesy,fear and concern for the guy she love ?

What if, this particular guy is a perfectionist. He took pride with his work and things he do. He has a much healthy habit to relax, only go drinking, smoking with client. Gamble once twice a month or during festive season. And his gf is those who has no limitation with what she wanna do. Isn't the guy gonna nag at her as well ?

2012

2011-12-26T10:48:00.001-08:00

2012 wanted list to be achieve:

Since I can't afford a helmes bag,
I shall go for a substitution like Coach/LV... And that will be my very first "branded" next year.

Last & not least,
decided to get myself a diamond ring for my next shopping trip :D
*blinkblink*
(Ger, I'm not going to wait for u :p)

To give my parent & god parent a super good buffet treat beginning of the months.

To sign up for golf course

To plan for my 2013 education plan & tour trip to Australia.

Looking forward
Heh heh !

2011-12-23T13:04:00.001-08:00

婚姻，
不是我说就算。
也不是，你想就要。。。

有些事也许是我想多了。
不过是个男／女人罢了，
何必为了保留而结婚呢？

是你的谁也抢不了，
你认同吗？

2011-12-17T09:30:00.001-08:00

Today I felt awesome!

Initiate to help his mum with some "Time intensive" lontong & yong da fu preparation ... Seriously, it's been quite some time since I last step into the kitchen. And I've never want to be in the same kitchen with his mum for the past 1 year with silly. Just fear of doing something stupid inside :x

Now that it proved me wrong, she was rather friendly in kitchen and willing to guide. Enjoy this half day spent inside the kitchen with silly and his mum.

I'm beginning to speak a little more with his cousins during the gathering. Oh well~ I need longer time to feel comfortable & be more talkative to people than anyone else...

Anyway I'm really glad that silly and his mum had finally reconcile after a quarrel. ((: I guess I did a good job with his cousin yx ! :p

And of course, the both parties who is willing to give in after clearing up the misunderstanding..

"Now it seem more like a family"

Mission completed !

2011-12-05T13:39:00.001-08:00

Sleepy ttm !
Xmas is round the corner,
Bought gift for beloved nephews
Mr adorable jayden & Ayden

((:

Gonna arrange for a Xmas gathering with the princesses on 15 dec , a nice dinner out in town with little celebration ... Teehee :D

Advance Xmas gathering with sweetie & cutie pie on 22 dec !
Cooking, bubble tea, wii & gift xchanging. Is kind of fun though!

Last & not least,
My 2nd Xmas eve celebration with silly..
Wonder how will it be like.. Hmmm !
Weet weet ~!

2011-11-28T09:03:00.001-08:00

My first experience on road with silly was fun & "not too bad". Driving at 80-95km/hour on expressway was my first time. Moreover, it's my first try out with auto car. Believe it or not, auto is darn easy & relaxing ttm la even though i need time to get use to it.

Seriously, manual car rawk all the way!
So much easier to control -.-'

Driving license

2011-11-22T08:20:00.001-08:00

Never felt this way for a very long time.

I'm officially a driver after 5 months of training which consist of 40 days of driving lessons. In which include 4 times of circuit training. I will definitely miss circuit, it's like a playground to enhance your skill.

My tester was being label as a difficult person. So much so that many instructor didn't like him. Nag at you when u did a mistake, comment a lot when he feel that u should do this or that. . .

Surprisingly, my tester was silent throughout (except for telling me which route to drive). He only asked, how many time have I Practice in circuit. I would have label him as a good Tester if my instructor didn't share with me about this guy.

So his comment was,
All skills are competent. However need to improve my safety skill. Eg having to check my surrounding more before moving off.

(: a great comment which really motivated me !

And thank to supportive friends & silly who share this piece of good news with me. Especially silly, a oversea call (:

2011-11-14T07:16:00.001-08:00

I know I should be humble,
But there are things I should be proud about myself after hearing the feedback that brother gave.

Knowing that I'm learning driving (manual). He was pretty amazed that I didn't learn Auto car which majority of the ladies would probably be taking. For 1 reason, I wanna took up this challenge. Who say auto car is design for ladies and manual is for guy uh ? Like what my instructor said, "learning auto is = driving a toycar in a playground". (Sorry if it sound offensive to some of you). End of the day, everyone has every right to choose which type of car they wanna learn. But please, dont show off your auto driving license around. That doesnt reflect very well on yourself.

Next, how many people out there are capable to self sponsor for their own studies? How many young adults are getting free sponsorship from their parent? And how many adult are still receiving money from their parent at the age of 22-24 years old?

glad that my parent didn't pamper me when I'm much younger. I learnt to survive, took up the challenge, took up the hardship in life, cos I know this isn't the hardest it gonna be. People often have this mindset, now I receive from parent, next time I will treat them and repay their kindness. Then can I ask, how sure can you be that your parent will still be around by then .. ?

His feedback really boost my confident. At Least I know there are really things that I should really proud of.

2011-11-06T01:04:00.001-07:00

An enjoyable and fruitful weekend spent with ...

Silly, for a wonderful weekend
Princesses, for steamboat session and wedding plan.
Prince, for a wonderful chit chat session @ marina barage
Darling Ger, for a relaxing afternoon
Family, for a steamboat session with silly being invited.

Last & not least,
A nice random chatting with Rei & Hannah :D gonna meet up with them real soon ...

;)

2011-11-04T07:48:00.003-07:00

已经失去方向，不知该往哪走。。。
是时候找回自己

2011-11-03T05:41:00.001-07:00

It ain't about the trust.
it's about the fate you have ...

4 months time.
It will show everything

2011-11-02T01:15:00.001-07:00

Hmm...
Gucci or Prada sunglass ?

2011-10-31T10:00:00.001-07:00

Cos 1, I'm doing it for us
Cos 2, You make me a better person
Cos 3, I need you in my life
Cos 4, I love you
Cos 5, Juz wanna stay with you

2011-10-24T02:06:00.001-07:00

Three words,
I love you

2011-10-04T06:06:00.000-07:00

Naked Urban Decay Palette (:

For sure, i had seen it somewhere.

Unfortunately, i didnt look into it.

Now i know, this product is really recommended.

The best part is,

It's fast sellin & is often Out of Stock !

I'll shop in Sephora more frequent

I want my NYX palette

2011-10-03T12:01:00.000-07:00

"Lady is afterall a lady"

I couldnt denied the fact that lady are vain at time.

Neither can you denied that "Colors Are Really Attractive"
Was browsing through the net

& caught this NYX eye shadows palette to my attention.

Review was pretty good though.

Above is the Caribean Collection.

Pretty much attracted to the #9, awesome color !

Super bright color,

that not everyone is willing to wear it.

I call that Unique !

Above, is the normal color palette.
Very much attracted to TS 11 & TS 14.

TS 11,
Very sweet pinkish to brighten the eye.

TS 14,
Extremely good palette for shading purposes.
Eye liner with Copper eyeshadow simply an awesome combination!

Not forgetting the Nude color in this palette,
making most of the colors easier to match with ~

I will Grab it soon !
Till the day when im bored with my sephora shimmering palette :o

2011-09-25T10:19:00.001-07:00

"once bitten, twice shy"

Never "fully" believe what the person got to say unless it really happen

If that's the case and since thats the way how human work, den I shall just hack care everything, stop planning, stop hoping, stop pursuing &

走一步算一步吧！

Maybe I should love myself more than any one else uh ? Love what I wanna do, love what I want in life, be a more independent ! Yeshiva ! That should be the way.

With whom I wanna hang out with, with what I wanna work as, with what I wanna enjoy. No one should be controlling me.

2011-09-25T10:07:00.001-07:00

Coming to the end of my 2 weeks AL.
Feel super unproductive.
Rest too much on bed, chit chatting & surfing net. Which I dun feel good.

Nevertheless, I still enjoy my AL.

Glad that I'm going back to work for 7 days only. The rest is either on course, PH, plus AL. :D

Last day of Al,
I'm going for shopping spree in town !

2011-08-20T20:43:00.001-07:00

What's happiness?

2011-08-13T11:26:00.001-07:00

How do you define happiness?

I would say,
Able to Sleep & cuddle the one you love;
Hearing his joke & nonsense
Catching a drama or movie @ home
Receiving plentiful of hugs & kisses
& looking right into his eye;
When he tell me "I love you"

That feel really awesome !

2011-07-31T10:55:00.001-07:00

I can feel the "disappointment" coming.
Hope I'm just thinking too much

2011-07-29T08:42:00.001-07:00

Suddenly, miss traveling down to town for window shopping, photo-shooting, dating, movie. Seem like I can't really remember when was my last time doing all this.

Schedule was pretty bad this month. Too many lectures. And having to maintain my "twice a week" driving sessions with instructor. Thank god, driving really de-stress me.

Excited over my 2 weekend off ttm ! Been extremely long since I had 2 weekend off together :D But Just when i thought i could spend this precious weekend off with my silly, I have lectures on both days which accumulate 10 hours in total- how nice uh ?

The best part is, i have to stay back for 2-3 hours to finish up my presentation tml. Can someone just kill me ?

Really need a break for myself.
Just wanna slack on bed, hugging & talking to silly, munching & watching drama or movie...
:(

A wonderful weekend with silly

2011-07-24T22:24:00.001-07:00

Saturday afternoon,
Went over to help up with some spring cleaning with his mum and dad. All thank to the mini renovation which causes the dust everywhere. Frankly speaking this is my first time tidying up, cleaning and washing the entire house so far. Silly join us after his lunch gathering with the German guy. Yesh ! Sound like a bonding session with his parent though ... 5 hours in total ?

Went IMM for dinner & night groceries with silly and his mun. Dinner was on me.

Went home, really tired out myself ttm. Reported work the next afternoon. Lolls

Darling fetched me after my shift
His mum waited for me to have "dinner+supper" Kfc with them.
Really sweet ...

Managed to Plan for a short getaway trip
with silly during my annual leave in Aug.

2D1N in 5-star Avillion Port Dickson, Malaysia. Sound ideal isn't it? A place to relax with the one I love. Really looking forward to this day, hasn't been spending quality time together due to our tight schedule. Last & not least, photo taking !!!!

There goes a wonderful overnight session @ his house. This morning, silly send me to jurong east for driving lesson before he goes off to work. This feel really sweet !

Had my 11th lesson today. Learnt about parallel parking. And yeah ! I did so much better than the other day. Parking seem fun to me now ... Hehe ! Next lesson on wonderful Friday ...

A little update

2011-07-23T21:42:00.001-07:00

Here come a little update;

Photography on hold; guess I'm too busy to have the "feel" of snapping around. When I'm out of town, it gonna be a "sure thing". Its a Must-Do thing in my travel list.

Wondering when these day will come ...

Still deciding if I should get a compact camera.
Haha ! Sound funny from someone who already had a DSLR ?

School had started, attended some lectures and tutorials. Everything seem so weird. I miss Ngee Ann & wonderful classmates of mine. Everything is so much better back then. Whats kept me going is, I wanna have a feel of it. A feel of taking up a great challenge to be a part time student & full time employee. My stand is still strong, and that is by the time I finish my degree, I'm done with my 3 years bond in SGH. Probably, will take up sponsorship for advanced diploma in critical care or med sur , but it really depend on my progression for the next two years. Hopefully things will get on track.

Likewise, I'm done with 10 sessions of driving, time to practice parking and get ready for TP, Aiming to book a test date in October (during my al). Exactly 2 more months to work on it from now! Hey,Manual car is really fun & that im really loving it!

2011-06-02T21:21:00.001-07:00

So excited !
Finally I'm gonna apply for PDL & start my driving practical !
Delayed for quite some time though.

Next, I'm gonna submit and make payment for my degree! A cost of 16k. Good news is that, I'm going for July intake this year. Now everything is back on track as planned.

It gonna be hard to struggle between work and school and driving @ at the same time. It gonna be juz a 1 yr 6 months torture yea ? Jy jy !

Just You & Me

2011-05-05T01:16:00.000-07:00

Needed a short getaway with Silly.

10 more days,

to our 2D1N batam trip !

Jasmine wedding

2011-05-02T00:37:00.000-07:00

Jasmine's Wedding

Orchard Hotel

My very first poly friend's wedding.

After 6 years of relationship with her hubby.

Congratulation !

cheers!

SGH Nurses

Yee May & Junping

:)

What are rules & regulation?

2011-04-16T10:53:00.000-07:00

Im not a perfectionist

at work.

Neither am i "rule by rule" or "law by law"

type of person.

What i demand is just a straight rules & regulation.

Tell me & i'll make sure im firm with it.

Stop telling me this rules,

yet i see broken rules handled by superior.

So tell me what you want &

i'll fight my way through.

Dont even think of threatening me to get your way out.

B'cos rules does exist still.

2011-04-09T09:28:00.000-07:00

Was invited but unable to go.

Guess i missed out a lot of fun in Ariel & Belle b'day party

(Silly's niece)

************************************************

Was nominated as JCI champion.

Task is to check case files thoroughly.

Must have this, Must have that.

-___-''

Job is as simple as ABC.

"Check & Put up form to do"

"Check & Stamp my name"

************************************************

Next,

JCI internal Auditing on next wednesday.

Heard from Sharon,

Sister wants all the JCI campion to involve

on this day.

(T.T)

Kinda Stressed Up.

Look like I have to start revising

JCI quiz 2009.

************************************************

Received appraisal from sister for yearly performance.

Feedback "so far so good" haha.

Discuss about further studies.

My plan was to take up degree before advanced diploma

as i have no idea which speciality i wana get into.

Sister advised me the otherwise.

She would recommend me to specialized in "Critical Care"

She said "Seriously, not everyone can do it".

It sound like, "is a rare chance, you have the potential".

But,

i doubt i wanna work in ICU.

I like fast pace, challenging environment,

but once i stress up = screw up.

I dun wanna end up getting screw by doctor. lolls.

Maybe i should consider

Anna's advice.

To go for ICA course in order to try out

High Dependency. urmm.

anyway,

Im still going for degree and that wont change my mind

2011-04-08T09:04:00.000-07:00

My Soul is always willing to be more;

My Mind is always seeking to do more and know more;

My Heart is always longing to love more and have more;

My Senses are always wanting to enjoy more.

Love the way i am

2011-04-05T10:47:00.000-07:00

I think im insane.

So insane that im always doings thing randomly.

yesh, randomly in which i classified it as "feel"

bla bla bla ...

This moment, i can get so serious.

And next moment i can get so cheeky with people.

This moment, i feel like blogging.

And next moment im feeling lazy.

This moment im in love with lip gloss.

And next moment into lipstick.

This moment i can be so plain, so simple,

with a dress code of "teeshirt + short".

And next moment dressing & dolling up like i do care?

haha!!

sometime i do wonder, if i've split personality.

lolls.

pretty much love such an awesome me.

So right now, it doesnt sound like a routine task anymore.

A day trip to batam with his family

2011-03-26T10:58:00.000-07:00

A day trip to Batam

with all his relatives & family.

Sound pretty exciting uh? batam resort?

nah, its the opposite !

pretty ulu ulu area.

First in my life took this. Great experience !

JUST-SOMEWHERE-I-GET-TO-EXPLORE:

Our destination (:

very kampong right?

The unstable bridge we walked through

Half completed yet abandon building

Toilet (:

Background show all the rubbish

being discarded into "abandon" sea.

dont be surprised if you dont see any dustbin.

and their

walk & throw behaviour

i'll come back for a few wedding shot here.

pretty unique.

I love what people hate most (:

LEARNING SESSION:

-Can be eaten raw. It taste like garlic.

- Villager say its good for health.

- Colleagues say, it help to remove toxicity in body.

..PLAY..

Kids in singapore play computer game.

And they play this.

..EAT..

Not much selection of food can be found here.

Going home ...

somewhere i probably wont miss going.

but somewhere that taught me how simple life can be.

Silly & his cousins.

Overall Rating: 4/5

2011-02-03T09:44:00.001-08:00

So many things running on my mind.
Yet i doesn't wan to talk about it.
I guess i just need time to swallow and forget.
Whatever it is, no point clearing the issue. It still bound back to square one. And So what if I did explain ... ? End of the day im just speaking the "impossible" topic. There is no expectation from me if i were to talk about it. So why bother yea?

Anyway, Thank darling for his understanding. I guess somehow my prob has became his main concern. Though he didn't discuss much about it but I know he doesn't feel that good. Sigh.

Just hope I'll get it over soon. Blaa

2011-01-22T09:46:00.001-08:00

Maybe 1 day (a) might ...
Or might not be ...
For good ..

I'm not that fantastic afterall.
And the road ahead is grey ....
I'll keep searching for .... as I grow.

Perhaps what Von said was right
Haa who knows ...

2011-01-12T23:16:00.000-08:00

Felt so weird,

how did all this thing happened?

was facebooking

via iphone,

and wanted to call my fren.

never did i expect i accidentally dial Jaren's number.

my reaction was like

"SHIT SHIT", darn it, hurry cancel.

panicking was the result of unable to end the call

which was dialing.

In which i decided to switch off the whole phone.

i text him

about the accidental call.

while pondering how did it even happened.

so yes

he did replied things like,

happy bday and hope me and my bf would be sweet bla bla.

a part of me felt

he's being hypocrite, so i ask

why act nth happened?

so he replied,

cos he had moved on which i felt happy for him.

likewise,

no one know how i felt.

felt a little happy when he said happy bday?

which i didnt expect or even yearn for.

Is enough to put a smile on my face

nyit feel that i still have feeling for jaren

which i dun.

im happy cos ...

and bcos of some reasons

i hated someone.

22nd bday celebration

2011-01-10T23:35:00.000-08:00

Special thank to Special Someone

for cracking his peas

for this 3 days bday plan for me.

And this special someone,

is none other day Phang Nyit Shen (:

Day 1 [Jan 9, 2011]

Cup Cup Cup & Cup..

you can find it everywhere, at its cheapest rate.

Buying cup is easy,

making one required skills !

Yesh,

now we made our very own cup for each other !

isnt it unique ?

:) Its pretty fun ! (:

My cup

His Cup

Of course, that's not the end of cup making.

shall collect it in 1 month time !

At workshop

Very unique right?

super ulu laa~

One day, i would come back

and learn this

Went darling hse for a short rest,

as tummy wasnt feeling quite well.

Darling woke me at 7 pm +

He surprised me with a table of dishes

specially cooked by him.

omgomg!

and the best part is,

there's chinese menu ! xD

I had never like bittergoud that much.

but now, im in love with this soup!

xiao bai chye with oyster garlic sauce

Japanese Toufu with minced pork

My favourite!

Steamed eggplant with garlic chopped.

Valrhona Choc Truffles

So sweet of him!

He has never cook chinese meal for me.

super touching.

anyway, nice dinner cooked by him!

Den he went to bath,

and asked me to hunt for my bday gift.

Searching high & low,

i failed to find it even though he did hint me.

So this was where he hide !

his mummy cupboard -__-''

It was hidden behind the photo frame !

and the funny part is ...

after i removed the photo frame,

Tiffany & Co gift wasnt what i first saw.

i was pretty much attracted to the cups surrounding it.

i thought he wanted give me cups

as he always joke about it.

Furthermore,

the cups was printed with " Happy Birthday"

lolls.

And so this was the actual gift he wanted to give.

My very first

accessories from tiffany & co !

Its a "J"

when i turn it over ... its a "P"

J + P = Jesyn+Phang

anyway nice gift from darling (:

Day 2 [January 9, 2011]

waking up seeing this bouquet of roses

on my hse dining table.

Its another surprised from darling.

My outfit for the day

I wore the necklace out xD

darling met me at my hse area

as promised, i would bring the flower out for the day (:

and so i did,

walking around in town with pretty flower.

darling so bad,

keep saying many ppl envious me.

like i care? lol :p

Photos taken at 313 somerset.

Went for "high tea" @ fruit paradise

finally tried their tart !

Darling had his banana choc

I had my mix berries

Rose Bud Tea

smell fragrant ! i love tea brewing x)

Darling brought me to this "home business"

restaurant for dinner.

i love it !! yay yay yay !

cos it sell unique food which cant be found elsewhere.

Toufu which doesnt taste like one.

Crispy & non greasy.

Escargot.

yesh eeeeeyerr !

that's what i think so too,

but we both took the gut to try it.

anyway, it taste like mussel lol.

i love the sauce the most !

Crispy Duck.

Outer crispy, inner tender !

the seller say, it take time to make this.

anyway i would rate this 5 out of 6 (:

Clam Aglio Olio.

simply love aglio olio.

omg, the clam is super juicy.

would rate this as 4 out o 6 (:

Next, warm brownie with ice cream.

brownie, not too sweet.

its darling first time singing me

a bithday song !

Thank you darling !

Day 3 [Jan 10, 2011]

Sad to say, i got no off day for this special day of mine.

cos i have training @ workplace.

nevertheless,

im able to celebrate my bday at night.

(: (: (:

Very nice ambience

to chill out.

i will visit here again.

The place where we sat

Oyster Oyster Oyster !

fresh & sweet !

Mushroommmsss !

darling seafood pasta

Sunflower ! lovely sunflower

from my 5 princess.

Gift from 5 princess.

simply love all of you !

Darling surprised me with birthday cake.

Japanese strawberry shortcake.

super soft !

Mushroom that walk

And jump onto anna's head hahaha

Thank anna for coming down after our dinner.

Proposing to anna

simply love the ear ring !

i'll wear that during sharon's rom

Thank Thank Thank

endless Thank to everyone

who wishes me,

who celebrated my bday,

who deliver gifts,

who plan everything for me.

thanks for making this 22nd bday an

memorable one.

2011-01-03T09:57:00.001-08:00

I shall not dwell or think too much.
Everything will be fine. (:

Resolution for 2011:
- be strong & face the fact
- no more looking back to the past
- enroll for degree
- license
- enrichment class
- be happy & optimistic

2010-12-30T22:08:00.001-08:00

Wow this is pretty cool ! Im blogging via iphone! Still trying to get use of iphone but yesh indeed there are lots of function ! Iphone is being loved ! (:

2010-12-29T21:42:00.000-08:00

Soo busy Soo busy !

It gonna be a fruitful week till the arrival of 2011.

Glad that i've 4 wonderful off away from work.

27 Dec- Dinner with Nyit @ Ichiban Sushi

28 Dec- Dinner with sec school 4 eye clique, Minnie, Jermaine & Jessica @ Orchard Central

29 Dec- Dinner & Shopping with colleague, Anna & Joanne @ Far East

30 Dec- Dinner with Girlfriends, Ger & Ping @ D.O.M.E

31 Dec- Dinner with nyit's colleague, Supper with his relative & cousin

1 Jan- Shopping with Nyit, Dinner with his buddies

2 Jan- Sports day with Nyit

It gona be so much fun !

I love my BF, i love my Colleagues, i love my Girlfriends,

i like his colleagues, i like his buddies, i like his family (:

Will upload the photos when i free (:

Upcoming Plan

2010-12-19T02:16:00.000-08:00

My first Bonus (:

Not much but is satisfying already.

Thinking if i should really get iphone 4.

Still find it pretty expensive.

Is TIMES 2-3 more of all the phones that i own.

really considering ...

Upcoming event: Im gonan be so busy!

International Buffet

with jackie, jennifer & Susan on 22 dec 2010.

It gonan be a great catch up for us !

Hahaaa !!

Bought a sleep wear online.

For ward xmas gift exchange.

Party on next Thursday, 23 dec 2010

It gonna be great ! (:

Bought "something" for my 7 princess gift x-change

it gonna be so fun, juz the thought of,

keeping the gift in 1 of the empty locker,

and we will help ourself with the gift on the 27 dec :p

imagine yourself opening the locker with many many pressie,

and there you hunt for your gift lolls.

Post xmas & Pre New Year celebration

with 2 childhood darling Ping & Gerx @ CHIJMES

on 27 dec ... it gonna be fun too !

gift xchange "grin grin grin" !

Last & Not least,

Piggy darling's gift, he spoil one of my plan.

but thank god i got back up plan :p

Gonna work on it already.

with.the.people.i.have.around.me

-i.am.smiling.cos.i.am.happy

Outing with Colleagues

2010-12-15T01:25:00.000-08:00

The Girl's Night

Met up for Sushi Tei @ holland V

for dinner.

First time dine in sushi tei,

afterall so so la.

About the same as sakae sushi.

still prefer ICHIBAN BOSHI

Cindy, Yvonna & Me

Joan & Anna

Next, as planned,

we headed to 2am dessert bar.

Nice ambience.

Quite pricy though, but its okay

to spend such night with the girls.

Let's see,

we shared a bottle of wine.

"Saracco Moscato"

Girls who love sweet stuff would love this.

$80 per bottle

Order 5 different type of dessert.

Tried the popcorn as shown:

No popcorn on it, but it taste like one.

Best to consume it from left to right.

Different sensation for every spoon you try.

"Plain-Sour-Sweet"

Of cos,

it wasnt serve with candle (:

It was anna's advance bdae 22nd celebration.

Pretty surprising.

Her prank gift which i get for her.

"For my hero"

Free condom from Agnes B.

hahhaa !!

Nevertheless, she was so excited upon unwrapping the gift.

Anyway we ain't that bad afterall.

we girls bought her

Agnes B Ear Ring.

(One of her wishlist)

Anyway,

part of the credit goes to her bf

who assist me with finding anna's gift. (:

Nevertherless,

we girls enjoyed the night to the fullest.

Its pretty sad that sharon couldnt make it for the day,

to share our joy & laughter.

So much So that,

im looking forward to January.

- Sharon's Charlet (Big Day)

- Sharon's ROM

It gonna be so fun!

2010-12-13T20:15:00.000-08:00

Is a nice weather

for some photo shooting in town later.

Meeting up with anna & joan

after their work.

-Heel & Bag Hunting,

-Chill Out,

-Photo-taking.

im real serious looking forward to girl night out tml @ 2am.

Dressy Day

awesome off days !

5 days Surprises ...

2010-12-09T19:17:00.000-08:00

5 Days Annual Leave + 6 Days Off.

Surprised, Surprised & more surprised ...

Day 5:

10 December 2010

Wakie at 05.45 Hrs,

took first bus to Silly's house.

-Played with his nephew and niece.

-Chit chat a little with his dad

-Made Smoked Salmon Crumble Egg Toast

-Get the kids to wake darling up at 8 am

P.S, I LOVE THAT BLUR & SURPRISED FACE OF HIS!

Breakfast served with freshly Squeezed orange Juice

Day 4:

9th December 2010

Went to silly's house for an hour to surprise him.

It was 11 Pm when i reached.

Darling was resting on his bed after a long day at work,

I pop in and surprised him with choc cereal.

P.S, I LOVE THAT SHOCKING FACE OF HIS !

Day 3:

8 December 2010

Did inform darling that im meeting him for dinner over at his place.

Had a quick dinner

chased him to bath.

Meanwhile i light up the candle in this bowl of

sesame dumpling.

He was pretty surprised when he step into his room.

Happy 4th Months Anniversary!

P.S, I LOVE THAT SWEET FACE OF HIS!

Day 2:

7 December 2010

I told a lie,

Told silly, im not meeting him today.

Told him im meeting the girls in the afternoon.

In fact, i went up to his place a 5 pm.

Made a pot of

Winter melon white fungus dessert.

waited till 10 pm ..

Silly was on the phone with me during his journey back home.

Was on the line even when he open his room door.

Hide myself right behind his room door.

Pee-a-Boo him.

P.S, I LOVE THE WAY HE HELD ME TIGHT IN HIS ARM.

Day 1

6 December 2010

Lie to silly,

that im heading to work place to settle something,

in which i'll be meeting colleague for tea.

and i'll be meeting him for dinner at his house hawker centre.

In Fact, i went over to his place at 3 PM

to cook a dinner.

1) Minced Pork Vermicelli Soup

2) Baked Cheesy Potatoes

3) Bacon Wrapped with Golden Mushroom

4) Instant Green Curry from Thailand.

At 7 pm, silly thought i was late.

Without fail, managed to Shocked him by hiding behind his main door.

Awesome !

2010-10-15T00:32:00.000-07:00

4 mths old nephew

is currentlt learning how to flip himself !

2010-10-12T09:28:00.000-07:00

yep happily attached with

nyit shen in Aug 2010.

Not long after my last broke up.

too much to update,

if i were to blog all our history.

Let memories be kept in my heart instead ?

The man i love,

is someone who i knew 8 yrs back.

Someone who i cant be bother to entertain in the past.

Someone who doesnt fit into my bf category

But it prove me wrong,

things work out perfectly fine after my last break up.

Eventually we got attached in a unique way.

It's amazing how fate brought us together

how love work bet us.

...

......

if i were to carry on saying, its never ending.

It's all started 8 years back.

tadaa..

this is darling (:

This is me (:

I Love ...

the way he handle things,

the way he shower me with love & care,

the way he pamper me indirectly,

The best part is,

he'll never make me worry (:

The End

2010-09-27T09:00:00.000-07:00

你过得好吗？

你也生病了吗？

请您多关心自记，不用在为我担心.

2010-09-26T11:38:00.000-07:00

25 Sep 2010

Susan's 21st bday.

photo taken outside st jame's power station before we left at 2.30am.

thank to my 3 days night shift,

i wasnt that tired on my sleeping day. lol

Cab back to nyit darling hse.

had a small drinking session with darling.

potatoes chip + liquor.

No no dun worry, nth happened after that. -_-

k.o at 5am plus in the morning.
Met up with rei darling at clark quey after i woke up in the afternoon.

photos will be posted some days later.

Mid Autumn Festival 2010

Darling bought this durian mooncake,

from goodwood park.

My new craving !

Durian + Mango Ice cream.

the durian is like woahhh ~

you wont want to miss it.

My new heel.

simply love it to the max !

woohoo~

ahahahhaha~

4 more days to melacca trip ~

2010-09-12T08:12:00.000-07:00

S.P.E.E.C.H. LESS ...

I dont miss him,

Is the past that i missed.

I Missed our memories. Our beautiful times

Too much to forget.

... G.O.N.E CASE ...

I know what's happening. I trust what i felt.

也许是我害了你吧！

2010-09-06T00:52:00.000-07:00

Reason why im so happy today:

Happy cos ...
Gotten my green highlighter & Black marker
which make my working pocket more completed.

Happy cos ...
im slacking at home.

Happy cos ...
i did some reflection

Happy cos ...
im listening to my favourite music.

Happy cos ...
im having a simple yet fulfilling breakfast.

Happy cos ...
im eating pastamania later.

Happy cos ...
almost all my off days are granted.

Happy cos ...
melacca trip is here, so is my annual leave in 2 mths time.

Happy cos ...
my bro's wedding is near the corner.

Happy cos ...
i had a whole list of shopping list nw.

very very long, never felt tis way.
past few days were madness @ work.
3 out of 5 patients under my care are DIL (dangerous in list).
is either their blood pressure drop, or desaturate, or bleeding non stop.
:/ and here come my night for tml.
wish me luck for a total of 13 patients.

2010-08-22T12:34:00.000-07:00

Nothing to blog

Duno what to blog neither.

update abt little nephew.

he has grown in size ~ 2 mths old.

troublesome baby.

Life Is Good ...

Taking things easy as usual (:

alot of things happened. quite happening though ..

Not updating about where i had been to.

It meant to be a secret :p

feeling free & easy.

Making a sausage lip looking lolls

2010-08-05T10:14:00.000-07:00

I guessed i had finally moved on.
Leaving the past behind.
Felt much happier, much relax now.
Nth about him which concern about me.

There's no turning back.
Juz let me off, since you had agreed to it indirectly.

stop telling me how much you had changed.

change to much understanding and patience guy ...

it does not concern me.

you made me learnt "how to care less & not to bother so much"

2010-08-02T09:29:00.000-07:00

My first experience resuscitating a patient.
What else can i say? panick & lost.

Not to mention, the moment i saw my patient collapse on the bed.
with non rebreather mask off his face.
and leg stuck in between the cord side.
the first thing that came to my mind is what happened?
was he struggling to get out of bed ?
or was he trying to suicide?

15 to 30 mins ago, i went in to check my pt.
everything was fine ...
and when i realised his oxygen level drop,
i went in and found him unconscious.
-___-''
thank god, doc happened to be there,
so need not press code blue for emergency.

scary. its juz too scary!

2010-07-31T06:27:00.000-07:00

anyway, new beginning for me.

had a hair cut. sick of having long hair.

And now im back to single.
back to carefree life ~

probably ppl around him will think i very unreasonable.
For whatever it is,
i choose to keep quiet.
choose not to argue back. wads the pt?
wont make a dif in it.
treat it as my fault ba.

if he think the career issue
is the main contribution to tis break up, juz so be it.
im aware ppl are judging me,
or soon they'll be.
to think i wanted a rich guy
or guy who at least haf a stable job, wif beta future.

mum spoke to me week ago, when she felt sth amiss.
and she's already saying,
muz be my fault.
=.='
see judging me without knowing the detail.
and thank mum,
i seem okay, but pretty much disappointed with you.
nvm, you wont understand.

nevertheless, im feeling much beta now.
yea its a pity to let go a 2 yrs r/s.
but hey, happiness is the most important factor rite?
why together when we both wont be happy?

No matter how much i miss the past,

how sweet the past is, its juz another memories of him & me

i'll smile ahead ...

2010-07-23T09:43:00.000-07:00

work life so far so good.

3 mths over, 3 more mths for confirmation.

one good thing is,

no need counter sign anymore :p

gotten a scolding from one of the specialised nurse manager.

idiot, already explain not my fault,

like seriously, not my fault la?

colleague who didnt did her command, come scold me.

still wan flare everything up.

from point A scold to point B den point C.

she so nonsense.

push all the blame to me.

wanted to fight for my right,

but i knew its an excuse, so guai guai listen her scold,

kept everything to myself.

she say wad, i juz apologies, idiot.

sigh~

and thats when i felt so unfair for getting the blame for nth.

i was so pissed off

til i couldnt withheld my tears infront of my colleagues.

anyway nice hugs from all of them.

lolls.

bahhshss~

for tis once, i felt so innocent @ work

And tis my little nephew.

1 mth old (:

cute hor?

hmmm

tis badge was given to all the missy.

seriously, its sth tat we should be proud of.

but then, is kind of thick skin. lol

bcos it said,

excellence nursing services. lolls

Magnet recognition.

And finally i collected my SNB cert.
And the some kind of pledge

2010-07-15T09:38:00.000-07:00

Dear's 22nd Bdae Plan (Part 1)

after work

went group picnic with gerx & justin.

our first time in

marina barage (:

Dear & IDarling & i

dear & justin
Gerx & i

Our picnic mat ... :P

People fly kite, we fly mat :x

Been quite sometime since we last seen a sunset together

Our mini picnic food.

little but fulfilling for four of us.

Our first picnic

days ago, planned tis with darling ger.

And thank to her & justin, it make things work.

So the bdae celebration goes tis way.

we act as per normal,

seem like going for normal picnic, casual meet up.

Asked Gerx help me buy chicken pie.

dun wan use bdae cake, too common already. hahaha!

and dumb dumb me nv bring candle.

so gerx bought a mini cake which came with a candle lol.

and tadaa ...

i tried to divert his attention,

while justin tried to light up the candle on the pie.

and so it went,

happy bdae to you ~ happy bdae to you ~

(song goes on)

till he make a wish.

(forgot ask him what he wish for :x)

dear & i

Our last photo session for the day.

2010-06-25T03:09:00.000-07:00

Off day off day !

sometime off day make me felt even sleepier.

time to learn to relax.

did some reading,

music therapy at sea side at later timing.

Not to forget my strawberry yoghurt drink for the nite !

Juz some time set aside for myself

doing wad i feel like doing.

Did my first "packing" as an staff nurse.

Death of my patient

create quite a huge impact for me.

i know i did my best.

Nevertheless, i'll get over it soon !

i'll be fine.

Dear 22nd bdae (part 2)

2010-06-16T02:58:00.000-07:00

11 June 2010 (June)

dear's 22nd belated bdae plan (part 2)

A gift for dear.

ps, photo not well taken.
Met up with dear after work.
brought him to sit spore flyer, he didnt noe my plan
till i bought 2 tickets.
heh heh.

weeet !! yesh its spore flyer.
after so long, we finally get the chance to go for it.

Happy belated bdae, dear !

i could say, one day i will sit another round of spore flyer.

too many constuction already.

one day, i will see the beautiful spore (:

perhaps a nite view next round.

Whole event took about 30 minutes.

yesh, 1 min = $1, to be exact.

lolls.

Great experience!
Photo taking session.

sigh, dun talk about it. not much of couple photo

cos i forgot bring tripod !!

only brought 1 part of tripod

irritating.

Our dinner @ popeye !
Our first time, nice to try new stuff.

umm, chicken soso. but mashed potato was
yummy!

corn not bad too.

i wanna peeeeee !!

Happy bdae dear !

sorry that i couldnt celebrate with you on your actual day.

muackx !

2010-06-15T10:31:00.000-07:00

And yesh,

Graduated on 26 May 2010.

Thank darling gerx & dear for coming down

early in the morning.

It was pretty awesome

to haf both of you present on tis day!

All the missy shot !
Gerx, dear & i head to marina sqaure to celebrate.

went to eat yuki yaki.
BBQ food was delicious, steamboat so so.

anyway,

its the fun of cookin your own food.

dun be shock,

that i actually ate alot for tis day.

Our Meaty Pizza
Gift from dear.

(just a random shot)

So i have my nurses watch to use for work!
Our dessert time !

Making your own flavour ice cream.

hahaha!!

does it remind you of frying carrot cake?!?

omg, there's like a lot ah?

i love the durian, strawberry, passionfruit flavour !

Head to marina sand for a walk.

not bad not bad.

though it seem more stressful as compare to the past.

construction everywhere :/

The KPO people

A kiss for dear
A kiss for darling gerx
SEE! its always nice to have 2 lover out.

love them deep deep (:

The memories of marina sand.

Random

2010-06-12T10:00:00.000-07:00

5 days old nephew

Ayden Seah Jia Hong (:

Enjoyable Day with Gerx:

Met up with darling today.

did some window shopping, im so tempted to buy

- schu choc palm shoe

- tube dress

- naraya navy blue bag

- Cap

end up i bought nth, muz control.

anyway bought picard wallet for dear bdae (:

tadaaa ~~

Had pastamania for lunch+dinner.

wooo, 987654321 didnt step into pastamania.

And now

im in love with it again!

Drag darling to bookstore.

cos i wanted to cultivate the habit to read lol.

book book book & more book.

darling influence by me,

cos we find the books interesting.

Days ago.
Dear's grandmother homecook porriage.
its really sweet for dear to deliver porriage for my supper.
really sweet.
thank you dear !

yummy~

dear's mum bought me long skirt and slipper.
kinda like the colour.
quite unique uhh?

and yesh,
last and not least, my cute cute file
for my work !
my colleague + preceptor find it cute too.
heehe

Work life:
still pretty much in love with nursing.
Top 3 favourite: Blood taking, Wound dressing, IV antibiotic.
trying my best to be independent.
more to learn (:

trust me,
when a patient came up to you and said "thankyou"
definitely, you'll feel awww,
despite of how many break you had missed,
Regardless of how many unhappiness you had with patients,
No matter how tough was ur days in nursing.
it juz made ur day.
For this
special someone who came up to me,
made me love nursing more.

2010-05-16T23:13:00.000-07:00

at Graduation Day;

26 May 2010

:) (:

SHOPPING !

Very long never shop.

bought 2 lovely nail polish from faceshop.

simply love it.

(I believe someone going to buy soon).

i love the gold !

thinking of going for the pink too. but quite pricey.

Finally bought high waist black skirt from cotton on.

New design.

Something similar to the one i wanted to purchase online.

heee !

still searching for nice heel.

years after years, im still searching for one lol.

Photo taking session with dear.

Our main objective is to slack there.

dun talk about it, it drizzle, spoil my mood.

2010-05-09T07:33:00.000-07:00

Bought tis bag not long ago.

hee.

inside is red.

thinking if i should get YSL too. hmm.

isolation ward, seem ok to me now.

beginning to accept wad was given to me.

Find my jobscope quite cool actually.

Just pray hard that there'll be no outbreak!

x_x

quite lack of staffs.

a total of 60 staffs in total.

not to forget there are 3 shifts in total.

drop dead.

staffs needed here!

A brand new environement to adapt in.

2010-05-03T06:48:00.000-07:00

Ward allocation is finally out.

Some hug in joy, Some broke down in tears.

Some went up to appeal.

Nt being lucky enough,

to hug someone with joy. Neither did i break down with tears.

feel like, bt i endure throughout.

en will never shed a single tear infront of her fren.

Never.

Not against darling ping, but she got into the ward tat i

was attached to for the past 4 mths.

She's such a lucky one.

yesh, the ward tat i really love,

the one tat i wish to go.

why is my feeling so accurate?

Be it coincident, Be it her "wish came true".

Why do i have tis kinda feeling that day, in HR,

when we wrote down our 3 preference wards.

1 of it, she wrote down the same as mine.

and i asked myself,

what if i dun get in but she does?

trust me, i even told dear about it, he said i think too much.

indeed, it happened.

3 years back,

i pray that i wont contact much with infectious patient.

Somehow i felt it again,

but wasnt much of my concern.

So many kind of discipline in hospital,

perhap i could escape.

And now, im posted to super new ward.

preceptor told me,

its an isolation ward.

Everytime i feel afraid,

i'l hold up to my faith.

A week in SGH.

2010-04-24T09:34:00.000-07:00

(dun ask me why i squat down)

It's time for a 1 + half day WEEKEND BREAK!

totally shagged !

i miss being a student ...

yesh, one week down. a count down?

it'll be a 3 years down the road .. hmm.

lectures are boring. Had fun with my gfs, to kill time.

Having to sit in from 8 to 12, 1 to 4.30, did encourage 1st degree pressure sore .-.

madness ~~

bought mini cushion from diaso :x (kid version)

cute horr ??

Anyway, god gave me the chance to drink koi bubble tea twice.

walkable distance from sgh to chinatown. darn cool ~

my favorite hang out after work. =x

had dessert & yam cake from traditional dessert stall.

yah thank to it, im gaining weight.

been popping in candy, double share breakfast, proper lunch daily.

what worse is, my daily routine turn up to be:

work, eat, sit in lec, lunch, sit in lec, teabreak @ home, sleep, dinner, sleep.

HOW CAN I NOT GAIN WT! omg.

so sinful !

Jessica 21st Bdae Celebration

2010-04-10T11:37:00.000-07:00

9 April 2010 (Friday)

met up with friends to get my nursing liscense.

100 bucks okay!

40 bucks to renew each yr (T.T)

Eat money!

Nite time catch up with rei darling in town.

went to lifespa & tried out sth.

i should drop the idea of buying the package :p

10 April 2010 (saturday)

Venue: Essential brew at holland V.

although theme was pink but i tied a baby pink ribbon

when i reached :p !

i dun look nice in pink top lurh .

*hair stand*

Jermaine & i

Jessica & i

Minnie & i

Aiyue & i

Together

My sec sch clique

3 Tallie are teachers.

Bio, account, math respectively.

It always sweet to catch up with teachers,

talking about the past

and how each other are doing.

Outfit to attend jess 21st bdae.

My very last time painting &

designing own nail.

unless i drop out of nursing :/

West coast (Our first photoshooting session)

2010-04-08T08:30:00.000-07:00

Our picnic :D

Sparkles Sparkles

Light sticks

Botanic Garden & East Coast Park

2010-04-07T10:20:00.000-07:00

7 April 2010 (wednesday)

Picnic in Botanic Garden.

Short meet up with chou ting, jasmine & ping darling.

very humid nowaday. :s

Packed food to gerx hse to eat.

super short meet up, but managed to paint each other nail.

super girly.

Went to Sk to take things from kor.

6 April 2010 ( Tuesday)

Eest coast park for cycling.

its our 3rd anniversary as a darling.

celebrated by having WORK OUT DAY !

went to collect seashell

Dinner in waruku (east coast)