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Wednesday, June 27, 2012
We had never fail to quarrel. Just tonight, I burst out my emotion. Been trying to be much more understanding & supportive with his decision base on various circumstances. I guess it's reaching my peak point that I need to explode myself to ventilate.
I wish he could put himself in my shoe and not trying to reinforce me with selfish action which I had never demanded for it.
1st time encounter this strong sentence which make me speechless for what I felt is not so good.
"Grown up adult" ! Nice .. It mean do it & be responsible for your act.
I'm a grown up adult, I can do whatever I feel like doing without sparing a thought for what other feel? Nice, very gracious.
To be supportive over something that I dun agree much ... ? When that happen teach me how u can do it next time.
Why not trying to spare a thought and be more sensitive a little for me before u act on it ? Not like I'm forbidding u totally.
Why should I give in & behave well for u? Why should I feel guilty when I can't gave u what u wan but end up stepping back for u?
A punch on the wall awoke me. Where have my plan gone to ? It will be less painful if I din abort it earlier on. I need an exist road. A back up plan for my future.
I don't believe you anymore.
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Yes ah ! Slowly adapting. Time to be much selfish & think for myself. Make my thing, my stuff as priority.
I do wonder, Why some people can do it. But why can't we ? *laugh*
Saturday, March 10, 2012
原来你从来没快乐过。 Haix
Friday, March 02, 2012
四天没见, 两天没听到你的声音, 真的好想你。
希望在六天后能见到你. ((:
Sunday, February 26, 2012
想了想, Even if I have my wrong, I still find him unreasonable. All this while, he want me to understand his unforeseen circumstances at work (schedule) ... I tried to understand and whine lesser over it over the period in this rs. When he couldn't answer my call or SMS me fast during working period 我也罢了。wait till he free, he wan call den call and talk. He wan go oversea, I arrange my roster as much as I could to fit into his as much as possible. At least spend a quality and quantity time with him. Weekday when I morning shift, he have to do his assignment or do his stuff, 我也罢了. Nv go his hse find him. Arrange time with him only when he is really free to meet. My al, he was super busy during weekday, with work with school, 我也罢了. At least weekend he can make it for KL trip. Understand he really have a lot commitment. I'm already not saying much thing over it. 想想看,也心疼他. Finally we met up over the weekend again since I'm off, thought we could spend time together. His cousin suddenly say meet up for gathering. 为了他,我也ok Le. Cos I know he flying off soon. Today, because of something I'm not clear of, and I told him about his time management, he super piss off & dun even want to talk to me.super attitude.
To him, whatever he do, I'm not happy. To me, whenever I voice up, he will say he didn't wan that. Or else, after so long, u still couldn't adapt.
好心痛. Haven I did my part ?Being in a relationship is a bull shit thing. Everything, became the other wise.
Being in a relationship is a bull shit thing. Everything, became the other wise.