Just reach home. Not going to have my lunch todae. Just dun have the mood to eat. See jessica in school soo sad...it realli hurt mie a lot. Not only me, both jermaine and geradine also feel sad for her. haish!! how can we not be sad?? we used to have a crazy day everyday. Always fill with laughter in class..and talk all sort of craps...but todae?? is totally different day to the 3 of us...noe why? our dear jessica was feeling moody and sad the whole day..she din even talk a single word to us..well, i admit that she talked to mie...but den that is during our free period (chinese). And you people wanna noe what did she say?? 3 pathetic words only..." I going library".This is really the first time i see her speak 3 words in a day..Beside that we also noe that she only laugh 3 times today. How pathetic can it be?? Usually the one who laugh the most is her..the one who started laughing is also her...but look at now?? we can even count how many times she had laugh today...But then this times must also thank mrs shanker for making us do group work. If not becos of this group work...i dun think jessica will even laugh today...
During recess both me and minnie go buy some food and bring to the classroom there and eat. well, jessica did not eat anything. I wanna offered her food..but i noe she will say she dun wan. So in the end i did not ask her...After eating, still have some times left before math lesson. So i took out the mp3 and listen tong hua and piano version of stairway to heaven(abit sad). i keep repeat the song cos i doin some reflection...guess wad i had reflected?? i reflected those days that we had soo much fun within the group...hahaa...realli miss that..!! dunno when can we have it again...realli wondering when jessica will be alrite and will really talk to us...aniwae now talk to her also like some stranger like tat...haish!! dunno why also...maybe is because she don't behave like herself...?? hahaa...but i believe time will heal...
hoohoo...when the bell ring...i keep the mp3 into my bag and take out foolscape paper under my desk..den i realised that jessica had wrote mie and jermaine a letter....i read it...out of a sudden i feel like crying...dunno why..maybe her letter too touching already...but dun worry i did not cry...=)
After math lesson, jermaine pass me a letter. Inside the letter are the msg from jermaine and geradine...Actually this letter is not for mie..but is for jessica...haa...it's just that they wan mie to write something on it before passing it to jessica...so i went library and sat beside jessica...i took out the letter secretly and wrote it. Den i pass it to jessica. She was reading her english ten year series...At the same time i was listening to the piano version of stairway to heaven song. For the moment my eyes turn red...cos my tears really flow down my cheek...OMG...i can't let jessica see it...if not she will feel guilty and sad about it...So i ran to the toilet to cool down...but luckily i din cry...just a few drops of tears only...*I'm strong k??
Todae during chemistry lesson...so funny lo..mr yeo talk until so loud den when he speak...his saliva also come out...eww!! *WE ARE SO DARN BLESS CAN!!* every single lessons from him sure get blessed by him..lolx..hopefully our chemistry will score full marks for O level..!! heehee..like that i also won't mind being bless by him every single lesson!! [lollx]...but todae lee shan blessed the most!! cos we created a path for him by moving back our table...den mr yeo is like so funni!! realli go think that is a path...den keep walking forward...so in the end he is surrounded by the five tables...but poor lee shan..she was directly in front of MR YEO!! the whole class is like keep laughing at us loll..*poor lee shan
Well, look like i won't be going online for these few days..cos my mid year exam are coming...and Noe Wad?? tomorrow is actually my eng paper...lolx..and i happily lost my exam time table...i keep forgeting to copy from my friends...stupid!!
Dunno what to do now. It's just too early for revision..i will only remember what i had study only when i revise at night.