Super happy today..haha..cos i had a real sweet dream...a dream tat i ever wan it to come true..a dream tat i can't wait for it..haha..but i noe it's kinda impossible =x Fat Hope!! nvm la..able to dream it i already very happy liao..hope to continue my episode 2 tonite *dream* heh!! the feeling it's just there...really!! it's just there...and i badly wan it very much..=D
Haish...soo disappointed with my brother can?? he dun look as if he tat sort of person..i'm soo disappointed when i get to know it...noe wad? he no longer a virgin too..haish...cos after lunch...i went to the hall and sit on the sofa...den later i heard a girl yelling...>.<'' i thought i heard wrongly..cos there was a loud music tat came out from my brother room...so in order to clarify it..i stand outside his door...yes..i din heard wrongly...he is doing that with his girlfriend..i can't believe it..i really can't take it...this is the second time he had disappoint mie without knowing it...
1st is he broke up with candy jie to be with this girl...[everyone in the family din noe he will do that and becos of tat everyone in my family seem to have depression]... and fianlly i forgive him after knowing calvin..I'm like took so long to forgive him?? like 1 year like tat?? cos i finally understand taht love cannot be force into it...and now 2nd disappointment is he do "hey sho" with a girl?? and i'm like ??? I'm here asking calvin not to do all these even if he got gf again...And there my own brother is doing it....and he is bringing a girl home to do it??
argh!! I find his bed very dirty!! i dun wanna slp on his bed ever again..cos sometime the sun shine into my room in the afternoon so i actually went to his room and sleep...never gonna slp on his bed again..his bed is darn dirty!! yucks...dun wanna go his room again...
He should count himself lucky that i'm not his elder sister..cos if i am i will ban him from going dating!!
I noe i shouldn't have post this..but i just say everything out in the blog cos there is no one i can talk to