Heh!! took 2 pictures of my lao gong!! soo happie!! he allowed mie to touch him again...=D this mean that he forgive mie =D *jumpjump*
ooo...the photos tat i took...is uploaded into my previous entries...past 3 entries =)
kinda tiring todae...after school went to tiong mac to have tuition...guess how long was it?? w3e had 2 and a half hour of tuition =.='' good is good but den very tired!! hahaa..lucky i manage to pull through =x Tomorrow having tuition again...sian!! hahaa...not la..not really..is just that think of math i sian liao...recently forcus too much on math liao..den kana nag by my family...they like sayin math is important...but also no need everyday do math...how about your other subject -.-''
well..about wad i had mentioned about geradine's clique gonna express their feeling to baowei...rite!! she cried...and she's like so upset? Sandy, ai yue and cheryl they are xin ruan...wanna console her..but we stop them from doin it..cos if she get the wrong idea...and she irritate them whenever they together...den cheryl ai yue and sandy couldn't take it..den they confess their feeling again..it will be even worse...
By the way they darn smart lo...the "bomb" in their clique din explode..instead they throw the "bomb" to my clique!! Now baowei is like asking one my my clique member "jessica" this: Sandy their group dun wan mie le..can your group accept mie?? This question was asked during math lesson..and i get to know it during chemistry lesson...i was told by minnie..and i'm like WAD?? Jing ran bei wo shuo zhong!! i dun mind if she ask them..but if she ask mie i really duno wad to do..i dun wanna be mean to her..but if i dun my clique including mie will suffer from her nonsense...i can't stand the questions she asked...i can't stand the sight of her...cos she's always smiling to herself suddenly...-.-'' haish..wad can i do?? praying that she won't ask us again..and dun she ever approach to mie...gonna siam her 1km away =X
After this short period of time...i finally dun miss cal tat much..yes i still love him as much...But i love and miss my lao gong more =) well..am i trying to replace calvin by loving my lao gong more each day?? No matter wad he will always be my laogong...5 years relationship is hard to maintain yea?? Okies...back to the topic..yea..somehow i find it kinda weird..i can feel that he no longer wanna tok or sms to mie..vanessa say maybe he helping me to forget him...hmm..tat's wad i think also..but wat's the real reason behind it no one will noe beside calvin..Hmm..sometime wanna give him a call...pick up the phone and wanna dial..But failed...in the end i still choose to put down the phone..dun wanna disturb him ma..dun wanna make him feel uneasy? I have no idea how he feel towards mie..but i believed he dun wan mie to disturb him like i dun wan adrian to disturb mie tat often?? haha..i'm just gussing..it might not be true?? Ok la..at least i din force calvin to accept mie like wad adrian did to mie..hahaa..this can be really irritating =X Somehow i feel that if you fall for someone it's better not to say anything abt it...well..some might turn up well...but some will turn up the other way round to an extend that you can't even be friend with him...eg: avoiding you, dun wanna tok to you by using lots of reasons etc...No matter wad, i'm just treating him as my "Da Ge Ge" --> Big brother
As for adrian issue...i'm kinda worried for him..he din call mie for 3 days and he refused to pick up my call after i told him tat both of us will never be together ever again..and lastly i dun wanna hear anything from him anymore...cos he asked mie "either i be with him" or "either he will not call mie ever again"..which mean tat we can't even maintain as a frenz u c? So i have no choice but to choose "dun ever call mie again.." He hang up and he sent mie a sms. This sms is somehow sad la..he's like saying thank for bringing him wonderful memorise. And he also said something shocking...and that is he intend to take a risk of death...immediately i sms him but he did not reply me...Hopefully he din do anything silly..dun wan anything to happen to him..Hopefully he's feeling better now...
Haish..if it wasn't mie..all this will not be happening...calvin will not think that he mislead mie -.-'' and adrian will not be feeling heartbroken etc...Just wanna said a BIG SORRY to them..Hope they will forgive mie...No matter wad happen..both of them will always be my da ge ge oh...=)
Everything can be force into it
But definitely not for love
If you are being force into it
There will be no happiness between the two of you
Just take it naturally
And nothing will goes wrong