Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Who can help mie??

Just reached home not long ago...Went to geradine blog to see her entry..cos she wan mie to read it today..so ya lo..went in to read..haish..kinda sad now..see her like tat also make mie feel soo sad..cos there is nth much i can do for her...haish

had my english mock..it's soo horrible..not enough time for letter writing [report]...We were asked to write a report to principal to propose activities that will held during the sec one orientation camp *next year*...yea it seem easy..but the freaky part is we have to think of 9 activities for this orientation camp...and is like maximum 3 events in one day?? haish..gonna fail my english mock badly...haven write events in day 3 plus the conclusion...haish...math mock i already failed le...now english i gonna fail le...this friday ss mock also no cure le..cos got soo many chapters to study...haish...

Last nite i'm darn stress and depressed...it's seemed like i'm having depression...I have lots of homework undone...lots of mock coming up...and my tuition homework?? yesh i admit i cried again..i really can't take it anymore.."the stress, my friends problems and my problems tat i am having" Feel like hugging...bud there is no one for mie to hug...in the end went to hug my doreamon...

Now...?? my math teacher say tomorrow we got vector test...argh!! i still got lots of problems in this chapter lo...plus her ytd homework haven finish solving yet...At the same time also worried for geradine..cos the whole day *ytd* she went for photo shooting with her family den she din bring her phone along with her thus she din reply my msg ,jeff msg and even our call...another reason is her phone low batt...I felt relieved when she called mie back...but still i'm kinda worried for her and jeff...cos jeff seem to be angry with her...and just couldn't forgive her...soo as a third parties i have to help ker...But no matter how i help them...the problems is still there...jeff just couldn't forgive her...

For a moment i feel sooo useless...geradine asked mie for help and yet i couldn't solve her problem...i talked sense to him...i explained to him..i begged him to forgive her...basically i do whatever i can but still i couldn't make him forgive her...and that poor girl out there is feeling very sick and tired..but still very concerned for jeff...she noe she is in the wrong...yes she apologised to him...but no use...she misses him ever since last nite...*haish see tis gurl like tat onli make me xin tong* wanna help her but there is nothing i can do...think i should take up a course specially for her=x

Went to school today...saw geradine very sian...very sick...cos she's having headache...neck pain...den her face was red...like tomatoes like tat..i informed jeff abt it...and guess wad he told mie?? he asked mie to take good care of her and if possible bring her home...i'm like darn pek cek with him..like hello??u are the boyfriend...and can't he just forget abt yesterday issue?? can't he just give her a call and care for her?? At least she will feel much better tat he had forgive her?? Why must he made her feeling soo guilty abt ytd, soo worried abt their relationship, and soo troubled all becos of him??

To ker:
No matter wad happened...
we will always be there for euu..
If you feel like talking to someone...
Just ring mie..

Anyway i'm really sorry abt what i had told jeff..it seem like the more i tell the more he blood boiled...-.-'' well i just think tat he ought to noe abt all this...as in telling him tat euu are not feeling well..i dun think hiding can solve probem..soon or later he will noe it rite?? and then i also din noe tat euu dun wan him to noe abt it...i understand why u dun wish to tell him..cos he will ask you to go home and rest..den you can't take ur mock...but in another word...he care for you...like us...we keep asking you to go home and rest...But since you dun wan we just let you lo..In a relationship...the most important thing is "trust" and "honest"...

just wanna asked you not to think too much kk?? everything will be back to normal..you will be able to receive flower from him when you graduate...etc...It's normal for a couple to quarrel etc...take it easy..as long as you all learn from ur mistake can le...erm...wad else?? ooo...dun feel guilty tat you din do anything for him as a gf..you are just too young to do anything for him rite now...as in you can't help him with his work??

If you dun wan him to worry abt you...just take good care of urself from now onward...yesh..i promised him tat i will take good care of you...but you too must take good care of yourself when i'm not around...all of us dun wish to see anything happen to you ever again...eat well sleep well and study well k?? >>huggies<<

For a moment i feel like a depressed mother =X Tat time worried for jessica...den now have to worry for geradine...haish..this two xiao gua...forever got a lot of problem one..haish..especially geradine...she is weak in almost everything...here overcome this problem liao...next day got another problem..haish...tat's why i'm super concerned for her...

*jessica dun be jealous kk??* marmie still love euu as much as last time..it's just tat ur dotter need more love, care and concern kk..??

Gurls...wad can i do in order to relieved my current stress?? any idea??

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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

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