Was drunk yesterday afternoon..yep...had a few sip of red wine...such a loser...bt can't blame...cos it's my second time drinking..=x The first time was at michelle house..yep...just try try..drank 2 small sip and my cheek turn red..lolx...this time...drank 5 small sip...and guess wad happened?? Fall asleep on the bed without mie knowing it...Before i drink...i was studying my bio...and i dun feel sleepy/dun even wan to go sleep...bt in the end?? half an hour later...found myself lying flat on the bed without knowin it..-.-'' yep..told calvin abt it..and he is like saying: "aiyo small girl drink for wad?? wait get drunk say wrong things den u noe. bish*..."
Wah!! Was revising my bio till late nite..was talking to calvin till 2am...was asked to sleep cos i have to wake up kinda early...like 6am?? never in my life slept for 4 hours sia..hahaa!! in the end wake up like zombie like tat...at least i din fall asleep in class..lolx..instead i feel more energetic during lesson...especially account lesson!! din fall asleep lo...surprised rite?? bt still i look very sian..cos i actually got gastric pain in the morning =x So like dead dead like tat...
Haiya..headache arhx...all the sec 4 chinese girls were asked to write a informal letter for those prisoner...-.-'' Gurl who took the chinese o level last year are also needed to do this assignment...-.-'' The informal letter is to encourage them...give them support..let them know tat there are people who care and concern for them...ask them nt to give up after jail...-.-'' and blah blah blah...i soo long din write chinese le..now they wan mie to write informal letter...is just like asking a donkey to write words on a piece of paper...!! Look like i have to write a draft this weekend...before doing the actual one on monday...-.-''haish..wad should i write leh?? heh!! i confirm going to listen some sad music before writing...lolx...like tat then gt ling gan ma...den the letter will sound soo touching...lolx..later they cry arhx...=X haish..bt what should i write nor..??
hmm...wondering how's my social studies guide book...is it still surviving under minnie's hand?? How will my book look like when she return it to mie after O level?? haish...if crumble i will feel very xin tong...haish..sometime my friends just don't understand..yea..they are right..i gonna throw it away or give it away after my o level..why bother to keep it neat rite?? Yes i agreed...bt still i'm neat wad...wad can i do?? just dun like crumble book tat's it...tat's mie...I can studied better with a neat book rather than a crumble book...i noe myself well..but why?? why are my friends always doing it on purpose?? as in why they always love to crumble my book and all shit?? Dun they feel tat they are too much?? You are using someone book..and it's ur responsibility to keep it neat and tidy...and nt doing it just becos ur friend hate crumble book rite?? I really dun understand...Calvin also another person...-.-'' bt at least he tried his best nt to crumble my books...and not like minnie..doing it on purpose...The more euu dun wan it to crumble..the more she will do it...is like euu will feel darn xin tong...you there trying ur best to keep your book as neat as possible and as new as possible...and yet...your book is destroyed under someone hand...and is like within a short period?? Even if i wan the book to be crumbled...i should be the one destroying it and not someone else..cos i'm the owner of the book...haish...
Reached home at around 2.45pm...No one was at home...started to Feel soo lonely..took out piano book and started playing...shuck!! my left hand just simply can't move fast enough!! so pek cek..was venting my anger on it..and the stupid keyboard seem to be super hard to press -.-'' Den a bit out of tune also...SHUCK!! Look like it's time for mie to buy a new piano?? haish..but must consider properly first...it's nt cheap lo...later i buy liao..no time to learn..den leave it there for years...den later old le gt prob again?? -.-''
Was feeling moody the whole afternoon..haish...for a moment i really feel so lonely... started to feel something missing in my life...reallie...i needed someone badly..someone tat will always be there for mie..someone who i trust..someone who can give mie happiness...someone who love mie deeply..and someone who i love...when will i have it?? and who will it be??
Hmm..just miss the feeling of being love by someone...kiss by someone..and hug by someone...yep...it's been 1 mth since mie and my ex did tat...we had been together for 2 years 7 mths...and yep...addicted to all this..especially hugging...Every now and then been hugging my doreamon...nt as comfortable as a human..at least there is something for mie to hug..*sigh*
Went to watch 9pm show (channel 8) after i completed my tuition homework...very long din watch show le...haish..so just sit down on the sofa and watch lo...somemore last episode le..haix..wanna watch this show from the beginning..bt i noe my parent will nag...so control lor...Haish..shoudn't have watched it...Made mie feel more sad and desperate to have someone who truly love mie by my side...
yup..i cried...the show was kinda touching and sad...it's about love story la..haha...it involve 3 person...2 guys and 1 girl...haish...can say is a happy ending...bt nt 100% happy ending...cos one of the guy will remain single...hmm..tat gurl is rather fortunate..at least she finally found her true love [her prince charming]...someone who love her deeply...care for her...concern for her...waited for her all the while...etc...