Sunday, August 20, 2006

Misses him

Wah!! so jealous lor...geradine told mie tat she saw mr sng ytd and i'm like soo darn jealous!! i miss him a lot..i'm dying to see him lorr...especially his newborn baby lor.!! argh!! geradine get to see his newborn baby + mr sng and not mie!! *sob sob* misses him badly..so long din see him le..haish..about 3 mths le?? hope to see him one fine day..yep near my area..heard tat mr sng's newborn baby is darn cute!! of cos la..mr sng's baby leh..say not cute is fake one lorr...and whoever dare to say not cute i will ah bish him/her* Mr sng soo cute..baby of cos cute la..next time older le..of cos will be as handsome as mr sng one..hehe!! ehh?? i sound very hua chi leh..=x hhaa..mie nt in love with him k...just misses him very much...his my favourite teacher...yep..no one will ever replace him..he's the onli teacher tat i trust the more..the onli teacher tat i respect the most..the onli teacher who respect students..he may be strict and look firece bt if euu noe him well..he's nt..he's the best teacher tat i ever met...love him to bits...

haish dunno wad's the problem with those people around mie..My dad been showing black face for a few days..dunno wad's the problem with him..see his face just make mie no mood..like as if i owe him million dollars like tat..make mie can't be bother to talk to him...den my mum also..ytd came back home like throwing temper on plates -.-'' My elder brother also..this few days look soo moody and sian..den face also a bit orh lu lu one...asked him question dun answer one..den geradine also..dunno why she a bit of thing den start to piss off liao..for her still ok..at least i not every minites facing her...den calvin also another one..dunno wad happened to him also..his behaviour is rather weird these 3 days..For him also alrite la..maybe he busy with his studies ba..

yep..den these two days he also din call mie le..soo sad and disappointed..yep waited for his call till 12 to 1 plus..like wad i always do everynite..dunno he will call a not bt i will still wait...meanwhile take out a book to study lor..tired le..keep the book away...lie on the bed while waiting for his call..unfortunately i fall asleep...the moment i opened my eyes...i will think of him..den check my phone c got any missed call..is an immediate effect...action is super fast...[OPEN EYES..CHECK PHONE]..bt was rather disappointed..cos he din call mie at all..yep was telling myself maybe he busy with his study ba..yep went back to sleep and dreamt abt him -.-'' The dream is about mie toking to him on the phone happily..the feeling is soo real..and i'm soo excited and happy about it...When i wake up the feeling is still there...is as if i just talked to him...bt den see the phone beside mie...haish..it's just a dream..yep disappointment again..am i really misses him too much?? am i thinking of him too much until i can even dream of him..??

was reflecting about wad vanessa said..she asked mie to ask myself this question: who can give you happiness?? being loved by someone or having to love someone?? After 1 day of reflection..i finally got an answer...able to love someone is a happiness to mie..and it may be hurtful at certain time and situation..But being loved by someone can really be hurtful, sad and heartbroken..when there are problems..But for sure there will still be happiness

To: Vanessa
I understand what euu trying to say..and dun say sorry to mie..=) i won't accept it..yep wad i wanna tell euu is mie and adrian is really impossible..there is something tat euu won't understand why i dun give us another chance...bt euu noe..in the past we had problems..we try to solve it...bt no matter how hard we solve it...the problems are still there..soo i dun see the reason why i should give us another chance...=)Even if i give us another chance..the problems will still be there...

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Sunday, August 20, 2006

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