Aiyoo..poor dotter...my darling's forth finger got blue black..and is like blue black darn jia liat..! like kana poison like tat=x haha like wad jermaine describe...like some elephant trunk..=x beside tat...her toe also kana blue black...haha!! poor thing poor thing...play captain ball play until like tat..dunno hw she play also..=x aiyOo...horrible arhx she...
Had my GCE O level english oral today...dunno can pass well a nt leh..i screw up for my passage...too nervous liao..thus some word a bit out..For conversation..it's alright...quite easy..it's about friends...Den picture discussion also a bit die die..haish...nothing much to say about it...and they asked a 3-4 question on it..dunno will affect the mark a nt leh..cos they asked soo much mean i din say until very good...But then when i asked my classmate...they told mie tat they also kana a few questions on it..soo should i say i'm safe?? haish..hope i can score well ba *pray*
Dunno wad happened to shi hui and geradine..aiyo these two arhx...realli made us get a shocked when we knew that 2 of them argue today...erm..this time round..it's a childish argument...and it's onli a small small issue onli...is even worse than the previous issue...=.='' ok wadever it is...hope tat they are fine nw..and yep saw them talking about oral..hopefully the two of them ok le ba..=)
Received sms from adrian today and this is wad he said: I kept telling myself not to love you anymore. I dun want to love you any longer. But my heart still feel so much for you and its still so painful like its only yesterday that we broke off. Last night i teared before i sleep cos i yearn so much to feel you loving mie once again...
I din realise how precious you are to mie until now. You worth more than any treasure. Ur more than just a girl. Ur a girl that brought hope and joy to my life once.
To adrian: I hope you can understand that we won't be together again. Even if calvin and i are impossible, i will never consider you again. My love for u had gone..i couldn't put myself to love you again. You said the word break up although you dun mean it...i din blame u bt i should thank you instead. If we were to carry on...we will face even more problems...and you won't trust mie anymore..yep im being unfaithful..i'm sorrie..i dun wan thing to turn up this way either. But what is done can't be undone...
During this period of time..i realised something tat meant a lot to mie..and i believe you ought to noe this...I love him more than i love you...realli...i love you, half of it is to help you while the other half is true love...For calvin, i'm purely in love with him with no reason..i'm sorry this might be hurting for you...and sorrie if i hurt you again..Bt i'm sincerely hope that you will forget mie..dun wait for mie...you xie shi qing shi wu fa hui tou de. Wo xi wang ni neg ming bai. Ni zhe yang zhi hui ran wo shu yuan ni...and i believe time will help you forget our past..."old 1 dun go,new 1 dun come right?" i really wan to put aside everything and start afresh..yep including those that i shouldn't have done it.Once again we will always remain as frenz...no further than that..i'm sorrie...
*haish...i Noe i sound heartless..yep i show jermaine these 2 sms tat adrian had sent mie..and i told her tat i will just ignore those sms and nothing gonna bring us back again...and this is wad she said: soo heartless..not like you leh..actually i also dunno wad happened to you and adrian..but to be honest the sms that he sent you are so touching...
yep..i admit i sound heartless..bt you Noe this type of thing no such thing call heartless or not heartless...yep it seem to be heartless..bt can't possibly asked mie to get back to him when i dun even love him?? yep if this happened in the past..i will..bt nt nw...i had enough of break up and patched back..it's tiring..and i dun see the point of getting back again..here he treasure mie very much..next time anything happened...he gonna dump mie at one corner again...i dun wan to get hurt anymore..haish..i realised a changed in mie...in the past i dun realli care abt soo many thing...bt nw every single thing matters to mie..haha...WO ZHANG DA LE..lolx..getting to have a more mature thinking...=) And this jermaine arhx..dunno wad's the problems with her also..when i'm with adrian..she used to ask mie "when are we breakin up"?? now she say i heartless *bish*