Friday, August 25, 2006
Why i fall asleep??
wah!! finally my blog is back to normal!! weee!! was darn pek cek with my blog yesterday...Type a long entries and yet publish post tat time...all gone!! waste my time, electricity, my effort to type lo...kao!! everything just gone like tat...can't be bother to retype yesterday...nvm..later retype again...yesterday wasn't in a good mood also...Was feeling heartbroken and angry at the same time...actually is not angry la..is just testing my patient...haha!! Why heartbroken?? heh!! this time round not about calvin..but is about jessica, my dotter.!! she argh!! dunno wad to say about her anymore...yesterday in msn, she told mie tat she accidentally deleted her soo call "jie jie" sms without reading it... and she over there very xintong and soo jing zhang...den asked her jie jie to send the sms again...bt her jie jie took such a long time to send the sms and this gurl over there feeling impatient for it...As for mie?? when she slping and i just happened to send her sms, she will just delete it after reading halfway or never even read..like wad is this lor?? Then she come tell mie her jie jie very important to her...So i not important to her la?? Then she come tell mie she only trust her jie jie when telling her personal problem...ok tat's fine to mie..bt then is she trying to say she dun trust mie to the extend that she dun wish to share her problems with mie ?? bt there is something i dun get it...she always say as a marmie i should i understand her more, know how she feel...bt hw am i going to understand her if she dun tell mie her problem?? well...usually i feel nothing abt this la..bt dunno why ytd feel soo heartbroken abt it haha...not beig jealous or wad..maybe is the way she phrase her sentence..and also the timing not right..cos i'm getting impatient and sort of pek cek with my blog le...
As for why i said it's testing my patient is: I received a sms from geradine..and this person...i also got nothing to say abt her...she forever cannot set her mind...she's forever changing her timing and her plan...yep long ago she said she will be buying vanessa present on sat which is today...yep was intending to go with her also cos i need to buy present for someone...bt then she said she not too sure yet cos she wanna study on saturday...so she said she might be buying with her mum on friday instead...den saturday can stay home study...Then last week she said vanessa will be staying at her house on friday..soo she might not be able to make it on saturday..den she asked mie sunday can a not..bt unfortunately i can't..soo she said see how first..see what time vanessa going back on saturday...den we go and buy...Then yesterday afternoon she said she can make it tomorrow le..which is today...Cos vanessa not going over to her place le...soo we set the time...yep 1pm...and happily at night she told mie she can't meet mie le cos vanessa will be going to her house...like wad is this lor...is always liddat..last time go out also like tat..just when can she make up her mind?? yep i noe this thing she also bu xiang one..cos vanessa just happened to go her house...yep soo wad else can i say?? knew this will happened...but when?? just when can she have her mind set and not keep changing and changing??
hm...At least i'm feeling better le..haha!! back to myself le...and i'm soo happy!! my blog is back to normal le..i can edit the colour the font liao..no need to take the code then paste..haha!! When blog got problem it's really darn troublesome lor..
>.<''!! why i fall asleep?? argh!! why didn't i feel the vibration?? The last msg tat i sent him is at 12.45am...yep was waiting for his call again =x I think it's a habit to mie le..lolx..yep was listening to radio and lying on the bed...yep as usual suddenly opened my eyes...check phone...then give a reaction...SHIT!! why didn't i feel the vibration?? I purposely put my hand on top of the phone and yet i din feel it..stupid!! yep check the time he called...and it's like 1.35 am...haha...by the time i saw the missed call was already 1.55am le...called him immediately and his phone is off...which mean tat he sleep le..*sobsob*...argh!! irritating!! tat time really wanna kok my head...
Wee!! gonna have my own mock later...yep bought O level June paper [math] gonna used this to see hw much i can score for it...and yep gonna time myself..haha!! will be doing the full paper...lolx..confirm sit until my butt pain...=x yep will off my phone..hang up my house phone..soo that there won't be anyone disturbing mie..haha!! must concentrate..lolx
Time:
Paper 1: 2pm to 4pm
Paper 2: 11pm to 1.30am
alamak!! looked like i listened to the wrong song le...listening to korean song...autumn in my heart [qiu tian the tong hua] while scanning through some old photos tat i took with my friends etc...yep saw minnie, jermaine sabrina inside the toot photo...haha!! we looked soo toot lor..i think now better...look nicer and prettier...haha..we shall see!! now say nicer..who knows 10 years later we think it's toot...!! it's always like this...trend keep changing yea?? haish wondering how is sabrina le...is she still with those gangster?? wad is she doing?? is she running away from home again?? Is she stealing things again?? i got no idea about it...hopefully she gai guo zhi xin le ba...and hopefully she dun get into trouble outside...god bless her man...
Yep continue to scan through other photos..and uh huh saw adrian photos...yep was stoning at his photos for like 5 mins?? was reflecting wad he had said...he said he dun believed i dun love him anymore..he believed that i do love him at least a bit...yep was asking myself this question...finally i came out with an answer..i really dun love anymore..i'm serious...the feeling had all gone...yep deleted all his photos but intending to keep this photos as memory....
24 August 2006 (Friday)
Yesterday science practical (prelim) was horrible...Biology was alright to mie..bt not chemistry...time was just nice...and the question was rather difficult...haish i think i won't score better than my mid year le...haish...my mid year practical exam was rather good...bt this time i dun think soo le...hee!! the teacher incharge was miss sylvia wong!! One of my favourite teacher...hee!! Princess in my school..love her...she soo sweet and cute cann?? Asked her for helped and she smiled at mie..omg!! haha very long din talk to her le..heh even if talk also duno wad to say..=x yep jessica was darn jealous cos she love this teacher also..yep too bad she in another classroom..so bo bian lor...haha!! Like tat also good la...later she can't concentrate den did mistake or wad...den mrs leong disappointed or wad..den she will heartpain...=x Btw i did a lot of malu things during this practical...i'm darn blur..i really dunno why...
Malu thing i ever did:
1) Crushed the peanut on white tile...part of it dropped on the floor while crushing...[biology]
2) Burnt the peanut..and the testa happily fly away due to strong wind
-.-'' [biology]
3) Was asked to boiled the solution X, So i on the gas in bunsen burner 1...but i happily go light the bunsen burner 2...-.-'' Soo malu lor...[chemistry]
4) Was asked to meausre 2cm cube of sodium hydroxide and add ammonium chloride into it...after measured the sodium hydroxide using the measuring cylinder...i can happily forget to pour it into test tube...guess wad happened?? i went to the front with measuring cylinder and happily pour the ammonium chloride..no wonder i feel soo weird...haha at least i realised my mistake k when i went back to my bench...yep redo the whole thing...=)
5) Was asked to add solution into Salt X...need to take down the observation and test for gas...yep close it with a cork to prevent too much of gas escaping...cos i need to write down the observation before i forget..and happily the cork fly off with a pop sound and hit my friend who was sitting infront -.-'' Was laughing all the way...
hehee!! let's talk about today...well dunno wad happened also...time flies today...reallie..is like just enter the classroom den ding dong le...haha abit kuang zhang bt tats wad i feel about it...yep today chemistry lesson was sooo funny...and i duno wad's the problem with mr yeo..he keep rushing us...hurry hurry hurry!! yep hurry until i took out the wrong worksheet..=x Yep will never forget how shy mr yeo was and how shameless can natasha be...haha!! This was what happened...
Mr yeo was like sort of saying natasha...
Natasha: "mr yeo can you stop scolding mie?"
Mr yeo said: "i'm not scolding euu"...
Natasha said: "I know euu love mie bt no need to scold mie."
haha!! Mr yeo was blushing and yep he am chio!!
Had my geography mock today...there is nothing i can said about it..the question is soo chim and we dun haf enough time for it...was given 50 mins for 35 marks question (map reading and structure)...well wad i can said is watever we studied din really came out...bt nvm la..can used it for our prelim rite?? at least we revised halfway for prelim le..prelim just need to read through tourism and development and environment degradation...so only left 2 topic to study and tat is agriculture and industry...=) Furthermore...geography, chemistry and biology prelim paper fall on the same day lor..teacher mad one lorr...
Went to bukit merah with jermaine and minnie...accompany them to hawker centre to eat..yep i din eat anything..dun feel like eating...dunno why also...it's always like tat exam coming dun feell like eating one..haha!! maybe stress ba...need not worry i will eat a lot at nite...Yep went to mac at 3.55 cos we got tuition at 4pm...Calvin was already there...yep eating fast food...haha still say he dun like to eat fast food..lolx...
Dunno wad happened to mie also...wasnt feeling well suddenly...hate the smell of the fries..it's so strong...might be becos of my fries meal last weekend....yep suddenly feel like puking bt managed to control myself..yep was communicating with minnie through writing =x Din talk much bt laughed the most..lolx..as you noe i a bit of thing also laugh one..=x Den dunno what happened also...calvin teaching halfway i run to toilet to puke...Was inside the toilet for 5 minutes...just nice came out of the toilet and minnie was about to look for mie..haha!! and this woman..i really wanna struggle her lorr..she asked mie euu vomitted arhx?? Den she asked mie how come...i got no answer for tat So i said "expected" and this woman go heard as "expecting" And she started to give mie that kind of weird looked "huh??" =.='' wah liew i'm saying i expected this thing to happened and not saying i'm pregnant la...aiyOo!!
The two of them good!! Both minnie and calvin very good!! Combined force to hamtam mie...asked mie help them buy this buy tat...minnie was like asking mie to help her take a cup of water...Den this calvin is like asking mie to help him buy ice cream den take this take that..haha!! bt i dun care...din help them..where got tutor asked tutist to do this do tat one?? aiyOo!! So in the end calvin go buy himself...haha!! dun try to hamtam mie..=x yep...was doing math halfway...and this calvin really treat mie as waitress lorr...asked mie take order...an i'm like take wad order?? -.-'' yep this time round he wan tea -.='' troublesome leh he!! bt i dun care...soo he went to buy himself...ahaha!!
Well...i dunno why i soo blur ...especially after i puked...haha!! said something tat i shouldn't have said it...Well this was what happened...after tuition...calvin was like saying bye to us..and guess wad i said?? i said "bye" den i said "thank you and may god bless you" =.='' Minnie was like stoning at mie..and i'm like ehh?? why am i saying tat arhx?? lolx...yep even asked minnie why i said tat?? and this was wad she said " you blur until you thought euu in school" Anyway no harm saying tat also la...haha...trained by the school le...whenever i said thank you confirm will have the sentence "may god bless you" haha..it's a habit le..lolx