Thursday, September 21, 2006

Dad nag again

Wah horrible sia!! Just get a shocked from a LIZARD!! Stupid lizard!! horrible sia..made mie screamed until soo loud...=x I'm not scared of lizard...bt when i suddenly saw the lizard..i will scream...Bt if i see cockroach..i will jump up and stand onto the something =x k la..i gotta admit i'm darn scared of cockroach =x especially those tat can fly!!!

Well..went to school today...hmm..dunno why also..dun used to have lessons le..ahaha!! sooo long din have lessons liao..due to holiday and prelim...den suddenly have to follow time table..abit weird weird one..den cannot go home early =x Den think about tomorrow...school dismiss at 2pm..wah sian arhx!! hahaa...Monday worse...school end at 3.15pm sia...ZzZ..

Heheee!! Today Pe soo funn!! We play Floor ball!! ehh...abit not used to it la..cos it's a new equipment..duno wad happened also...the school like suddenly soo rich like tat..buy sooo many new stuff...Den somemore the area tat we played at is not smooth floor...gt friction lor..Used the stick to hit the ball...in the end the ball still at the same spot...somemore made mi almost fall down =x

Today CME lesson was rather interesting..heh!! first time pay attention during CME lesson..lolx..finally she is teaching something tat is useful..yep abit bored la..bt better than she talking about government and singapore etc...lol...guess wad was it abt?? heh!! it's about "Pre-Marital Sex" and "abortion" ..erm..sorrie arhx..i dun mean i'm horny or wad k..or excited abt this topic la..

Well...she said we should avoid pre marital sex...yep it's normal in this generation..bt still we have to repect ourself..dun go against your principle...If the guy asked for it...it's nt worthy to give him even though euu love him a lot...Cos he is not respecting euu...soo this type of guy wan or dun wan also nvm...Dun be afraid tat euu might be laugh by someone cos euu discourage pre marital sex...people who go for it are stupid and if anything happened..they have to bear the consequences...especially girls...Yep she mentioned something tat i strongly agreed with it...and tat is give your first one to ur husband...they will appreciate it =)

Heh!! today i'm super tired..dunno why also...heh!! was sleeping during english lesson..haha!! not to worry..teacher was talking about other stuff...not abt english..lol..Duno why i soo tired also...Very long din sleep in class liao...duno why today will..haha!! maybe too tired le ba..somemore prelim just over...haven recharge my energy yet..haha!! Plus some other reasons la..=x WhOoO!! GOnna used up all my energy by tomorrow...den saturday and sunday gonna rest and recharge my battery...den next week gonna start my revision again...=) GOnna haf my own time table...Then Last two week of October...i gonna recharge my battery for 2 days..before doing REAL INTENSIVE revision till the end of my O level..which is 20 November 2006!!! wah!! can't wait sia!!

Hmm...Collected our Class photos liao..hehee!! Been admiring the photos...hehe!! ehh..not admiring myself..just taking a good look at my classmates and teachers... heehee!! all of them look pretty =)

Went to Honey's house to watch OURANG HIGH!! wooo!! soo nice to watch..hehee!! soo funni...funnier than yesterday episode...Just couldn't laugh at it...especially episode 18!! Loo-Bi-Lia!!! lol...yep was talking to doobie in the mid of the show..haha!! cos he miss mie ma..soo called him to talk for a while lor..if nt later today he gonna dream abt mie again..=x Stupid Honey!! Stupid Brother [minnie]!! Go pull my belt...lucky the belt din come out everything...if not i gonna made euu 2 help mie sew my belt to my pinaform arhx.!! Always bully mie..bleh!!

Was a bit irritated when i reached home..dad was naggy non stop abt the same old topic..!! Like hello?? the person who made mistake is my brother...not mie lo..why is he keep nagging to mie abt tat?? Keep asking mie to be careful etc...Like as if i duno what will happened if i do wad my brother did...I can see it one lor...i no need them to remind mie tat...i'm 17 years old youngster...not a 7 years old kid..yea i noe they concern abt mie..bt do they need to tell mie everyday?? Yesterday was my mum..Today is my dad..My second brother was doing it...yet?? They said nothing...yes they told him...bt speak soo soft like a mouse like tat...Tell mie like some lion like tat..so loud..as if i can't hear...Always like tat one...brother commit mistake yet dad speak like some mouse like tat..i did nth yet say until as if i did like tat...All thanks to my brother la..now go anywhere also must report here and there...irritating!! bleh!!

Saw someone blog...it affected my mood...yep i'm sad i'm angry and i cried...how could they say mie until like tat?? Is there anything wrong to talk to guys?? Is is a wrong to Noe more guys?? Is it a crime?? No it's not a crime...!! Talking to guys mean trying to seek for attention?? Why do i need to do tat?? Talking late nite with guys?? anything wrong with tat?? I talk to calvin late cos tat's the only time available for us...He is working and schooling...he need time for himself...Is that call flirting with guys?? HELLO??? I hate people who say im flirting with guys...cos i'm not...i hate being accused.!!

Adrian...Just for your INFORMATION...Calvin is my tutor..tat's why i noe him...Doobie is i noe him ever since sec 1...IS just tat we only talk to each other only recently...For Nick..yep i just knew him..i admit...bt i'm not doing anything.l..i'm not flirting with him or wadever...Sec 2 sec 3 sec 4 sec 5...i din make friend with any guy...beside Nick...And please...do asked abt yourself..aren't euu making friend with girls?? What are all this called?? Making friends from dunno where...den Vanessa Den my dearest friend geradine...Den telling them how euu feell...What are all this called?? I dun mean euu are flirting with them...I DUNO WHY ARE EVERYONE SIDING FOR EUU!! You the one who mentioned break up...you the one who said euu wanna start afresh and asked mie stop doing things tat will haunt euu...and yet?? Now everything seem to be my fault...and everyone is saying i'm seeking attention?? Even denise jie...

What had i done wrong?? Must am i always in the wrong??

Another reason why i wanna noe more guys is I WANNA OVERCOME MY FEAR...is tat wrong to do tat?? i had been afraid of guys ever since i in girl school...talking and chatting with guys on phone or msn is alrite to mie..bt not outing!! I hate the feeling when i see guys... i tend to run away from them...I hate tat!! Is it a wrong to overcome this kind of fear?? I'm no longer able to stay in a girl community...Just another 2 more months..i will be in a community where there are boys and girls...CAN'T YOU JUST UNDERSTAND TAT?? but tat doesn't mean i'm making use of calvin nick and doobie...i'm sincerely wanna be friend with them...

And dun forget the last patched back..i used something to exchange for it...euu lose trust on mie for whatever reason...[before i noe calvin]...i need to xi shen something just to safe our relationship...yep something tat is important to mie..And till now i can't believed euu need tat small xi shen just to gain trust.

I HATE YOU..
DUN WANNA SEE YOU...
DUN WANNA HEAR FROM EUU
EVER AGAIN!!

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Thursday, September 21, 2006

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