Saturday, September 02, 2006

Disappointed

Last nite made him opened the gift...He was shocked when he saw the cranes...He said thanks n said i'm soo sweet to do all these for him...Bt haish i dun feel happy at all...Cos he lazy to find some of the words so bo bian have to give him the sentence instead. Yep quite anti climate la..people put in soo much effort into it, cut this cut that, paste this paste that..and yet he like this..like dun appreciate it...Somemore i almost cut my finger lo...Ok i understand he very tired so asked him to continues finding the words tomorrow morning...N guess wad he said?? He said: Dun wan, i dun like this kind of game...Last time like but not now...Like hello?? where got people like that one? It's darn hurting to heard that lo...Can't he at least do it for the person who really put in soo much effort into it?? I dun regret doin all this..Like wad geradine said as long as euu got the heart to do it, he will be touched and appreciate it..In the end?? K la...maybe he really very tired. Bt also cannot like this wad...i also very tired last nite..wanna go sleep..but still waited for his call till 2.30?? Haish maybe he very sian N not in the mood to play this..? Maybe the game to childish for him le?? Maybe he's a guy tat's why like tat?? Den plus the stress tat his is having (school work) ?? K la enough of my excuse for him le...the fact is he can't be bother to find the words. Haish trying ways to comfort myself is soo hards...in the end still back to square one...-.-'' aniwae din ask him to write the words down on the stars cos i noe it's useless...

Thought he will be happy when he received this gift, bt i can't feel that he is happy about it...maybe he hide his feeling cos he's too tired le?? Wana ask him about his feeling but i already no heart to ask about it...Haish think of it 1 time make me sigh one time onli...

Feeling a bit happy, a bit sad bt very disappointed. Who can understand my feelings??

I dun blame him..really...i believed he himself also dunno he had said the wrong thing...-.-'' and dunno hw hurtful it is...nvm who ask him soo blur one...-.-'' tat's one thing i dislike about him...must someone tell him then he will noe about it -.-'' bt tat's like too late liao...

Aniwae really wan to thank my kor for comforting mie last nite...heh!! keep making mie laugh when he noe tat i almost cried -.-'' bt still i'm feeling disappointed about it..really...Bt thanks aniwae...=)

Sian…cannot see my sweetheart..miss him a lot!!

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Saturday, September 02, 2006

Disappointed

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