Went to school yesterday though i knew that there won't be many people going...bt never did i predict tat the class attendence is like soo jia liat sia...13 ppl came to school lor...my clique more On...everyone went..haha!! dun wan to miss lessons ma...somemore..haish we dun have much time to be together le..haish...Somemore next week got hari raya holiday..so won't be seeing each other le...den friday is holidae liao..soo we left monday, wednesday and thursday only...think abt thursday..duno wanna go school a not..cos is half day for us...no lesson..only celebration...celebrate christmas day...haha!! Then the celebration also very sian one...every year about the same...bt is our last year already leh...den i wanna see shen dan lao ren..should i go or should i dun go?
Honestly speaking...i can't bear to leave everyone in my class..yep including those who i'm not close to...some of them had been together with mie for 5 years...some are 3 years...3 to 5 years friendship is not easy to maintain...Buddies are always buddies...friends and always friends...sisters are always sisters...Mama and Nu er are always mother and dotter... ah ma and xun nu are always grandma and grand dotter...This is a fact..nothing gonna change them...there will always be one fine day we dun meet up with each other...there will be one day we dun talk to each other..there will be one fine day when we see each other somewhere, we can't be bother to greet each other...But no matter how seldom we talk...how seldom we meet and how seldom we greet each other...Our sweet memorise will never be erase...Our relationship with one another will never be change...[ooo no...why am i crying sia =.=]
To: Geradine hey..i read ur blog...dun think too much kies?? well sorrie..mie and minnie dun mean to say that...we noe euu are tired too...i can tell that euu are tired...stress ma...keep studying...we said that because at least euu went for swimming [relax urself ma]...haish we just saying only...why euu take it soo seriously sia...aniwae sorrie for making euu feel like crying...yep i noe it's not my fault...cos it's just a normal conversation...[alamak i think i'm soo contradicting but if people read ur blog they will understand what i mean] bt still...those words we said might be hurting for euu..i promise euu that i will be more careful with my words yea? *hug hug*
Aniwae...dun think too much about euu and jeff kies?? i noe euu misses him a lot...this prove that euu love him a lot...haha!! and yep...i think he too busy with his work liao..den euu also very busy with ur study...soo let it be lor...after o levell den go out lor...=) if after o level he still like tat..euu tell mie kies?? i go talk to him...=) heh!! ah ma help euu lecture him...cos he promise mie tat he will take good care of euu and blah blah blah...=) Aniwae You can always clal mie when euu miss him..haha cos i'm ur darling =x
And darling...dun keep things to urself...euu will feel even worse...maybe euu keep too many problems to urself liao..tat's why euu got such a nightmare...euu can tell it to ur mama about it...if not euu can tell mie abt it yea?? Need not worry for mie...i noe i'm kinda busy with my school work also..but like wad i said...if euu need mie..i will be there for euu..ask urself this lor..when euu got problem and euu wanna share it with mie..have i ever say i not free etc...?? i can multitask...haha!! soo need not worry for mie yea?? Ask yourself lor..do euu feel much better when euu tell mie ur problems in the past?? If yes den go ahead with it...dun keep things to urself..=) ehh please dun say euu will feel guilty or bad about it k...cos euu my darling/grand dotter..and euu had been there for mie when i'm feeling down...=) you deserve mie to be there for euu too...
Aniwae about that charlet thingy..if you all decide to book at the sembanwang there...den go ahead with it lor...den if shi hui against it..den euu all tell mie..den i help euu all tok to her lor...if not she will think tat her clique all against her etc...cos i dun wan to see u all conflict again sia...hahah!! Den later got problem liao den look for mie to handle -.-''it will be much more harder to handle than last time sia...den i dun wan her to have those negative thinking ma...but if euu all insist of telling her urself...den go ahead lor...but bear in mind..solve it in a calm manner...if not confirm will have problem one...
Last nite jessica and i got an appointment at 2.15am...but she called mie slightly later..but it's alrite...yep i can say tat i'm rather happy..cos we talked for 2 hours sia.!! 2.30 talk until 4.30am!!Know her soo long liao...this is the first time i talk to her for soo long..and also the first time we taled in the middle of the nite..haha!! Yep she told mie everything...as in her problems...soo i finally noe what happened liao...yep understand her even more...=) Tonite..we gonna have another appointment at 2am!! haha!! euu people must be thinkin we are sot..but we are not..dotter and marmie talking is okies one...somemore we having heart to heart talk..first time sia!! and hehee!! glad to heard tat i'm someone important to her now...and are willing to tell mie her problems...but of cos la..her jie jie place i will never be able to replace it..hahah!! I can understand one...aniwae i dun mind la..as least i came in second ma..hoohoo!!
Aniwae something happened in school yesterday...Think mrs fang [jessica math teacher] got a bad impression on us liao...-.-'' cos during recess jessica wanna sit on my leg again ma..cos she say if dun sit...no mroe chance liao..soo must sit as many times as possible...yep she sat on my leg for 15 minutes ba...den mrs fang suddenly walked into the class room..yep we jumped up although we did nothing wrong...cos we are not lespian -.-'' yep she mrs fang saw us and she like get a shocked...
Mrs Fang: Gurls what are you all doing Mrs Fang saying jessica: How can euu sit on her leg?? it look wrong you noe... Mrs Fang saying mie: And you!! how can euu let her sit on euu?? Mrs Fang: How can euu all do that...what if people see that??
well..we kept laughing non stop..cos we duno what to react beside laughing...aniwae i dun mind jessica sitting on my leg though it look wrong...cos we are innocent...we are not lespian...
Went to my mother in law working place to study..yep minnie went with mie...hahha!! darling already there..cos she din go school todae...yep soo she reached there earlier...as usual went there to have our lunch..we eat potato noodle again..yummy!! never get sick and tired of tat sia...hahah!! After eating..we went striaght to the meeting room to do revision...while darling went for swimming...
while studying i suddenly feel soo heartpain sia...i duno why i feel that...i thought i sot liao...after some time..i finally noe why i soo xin tong...cos minnie studying social studies ma..den she using my guide book!! and the way she use my book is like argh!! i duno how to say it...one sentence "i see liao i super heartbroken" she is pressing my book!! the front page got line already lor..wah liew!! i passed her new book...and she gonna pass mie old book sia...haish...somemore she throw away the wrapper lor.!! ok she said the wrapper is torn...tat's why she throw away...but at least ask mie abt it what...just throw away like tat..as if tat one is her book like tat...the worse thing is that...the front page is disfigure!!! i see liao even more heartbroken...wah!! i really wanna box her face man!! the more i ask her take care of my books...the more she will torture my books!! dun care le la..next time people borrow books from mie..i gonna be bad...say NOOO!! haish but i noe i won't do that...yep...i say her...and this is what she told mie: "aiya...after o level euu going to throw away what.."why still bother to keep until soo neat??" Like helo?? whose book is that sia?? when i lent something to people i expect people to take care of it...haish...
Today wake up at 9.45am...cos got tuition at 11am ma...soo must prepare...haha!! hmm..nothing much to comment about today's tuition...nothing funny...cos we super seiour today...mie keep asking questions..den minnie keep doing her math paper...den minnie also very sian...din really tok much cos she sick ma...
Went to meet geradine at the interchange..cos we going temple..haha!! yep pray for our upcoming examination...den later went to sim lim square to buy cdr...den we decided to go vivo city...but haish..we din goo..traffic jam..if we were to go down to vivo city...den when we go back home..we need to wait for the bus for like 30 minutes sia...cos we will be taking the same bus as we took to vivo city...omg...tis is soo horrible lo...worse than orchard road sia...soo many cars..-.-'' yay!! we stuck in the bus for 30 minutes sia...
The time now is 12.00am...if we are still together..i will be on the phone with him now...i will be there wishing him happy 3rd anniversary..yep..it's 22 October...yep a day tat i always look forward to...its our anniversary ...this time its totally different...we won't be celebrating it......it won't happen...we won't have the chance to celebrate that...why must things turned out this way?? Why didn't we love each other deep enough?? Why must we always quarrel over small issue?? Why must he always force mie do things tat i dun wish to ?? Why can't things be like last time?? Why must god test us in this way?? [crying]
To: Bryan and doobie I hope euu 2 can cool down k...dun be soo chong dong...euu 2 are buddies for soo long...i dun see the need for that...yep i noe who is in the wrong...but actually i feel that its not entirely his fault...i'm not siding for him...but ya...euu noe...euu 2 are in the wrong...just give each other some time to relax...everything will be alrite...dun wanna see euu two like tat...=)