Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Initially wanna sleep early last nite...wanna sleep at 11pm...but due to some reasons..i only have 4 hours of sleep...firstly i haven finished studying at tat time...after i finsihed all my revision..the time was already 12.30am..secondly i was i'm was talking to *him* after my revision ma...thirdly i very scared for my bio paper [today 1/11/06]...haish...soo even if i dun talk on the phone..i also cannot sleep one...i will be turning here and there instead...soo in the end i slept at 2.15am...yep wanna talk to him more..but cannot la..i need enough rest to perform well ma...so die die also must hang up the phone with *him*
Woke up at 6.00am...went to wash up etc...grabbed a coconut bun and a cup of milo and went to my room and eat..hehe!! guess wad i did?? i took out a book and read through again..ahha!! i scared la..i'm afraid of those essay questions...haish..cos i got no idea wad they will ask ma...
went to school...everyone was super nervous...everyone can't sleep well too...even those smart gurl like jessica and jermaine...nah!! not as if we din take any major examination...but still...haish the feeling is still scared nervous and worried...worried tat we will forget wad we had learnt...scared about tricky questions...nervous about not having enough time...haish..!! today my endocrine gland produce a lot of adrenaline hormone..hahah!! made mie soo nervous...!! den my pupil will dilate to enhance vision...bronchiole will relax to increase the amount of oxygen we breath in...den heartbeat will be faster...alamak!! why am i revising my bio now?? lol...
i was surprised to hear dat no pencil case are allowed to bring into the auditorium. in the end, causing all of us digging out our stationaries. checking wid one another if there are anything dat we left out . hahas ! alrighty , time to get in. no time to waste.
Went to my seat...yep feeling nervous...duno why also..not as if i din study anything...not as if i forget everything...but i just feel worried and nervous...aniway when i settle down..i was shocked sia.!! cos i saw jermaine sitting beside mie...LOL...and i din noe abt it..hahah!! first time sit beside her sia..but no more le..cos next paper will be in the hall...won't be sitting beside mie le..sigh..hahah!!
well..wad i can say is the paper wasn't as tough as prelim..hopefully i can score better than my prelim..and hopefully i got enough points for my essay questions...and hopefully the marker is not soo strict..hope they can close one eye..hehe!! aniwae i gonna thanks god tat heart, nervous system and eyes din come out..phew!! heart is still alrite...but not for eyes and nervous system..cos it's quite complicated..yep =)Went home with geradine...den went to NTUC alone...bought sour plum..and cracker...YAY!! SOUR plum again...simply love to eat sour stuff...nah!! i'm not pregnant...need not worry..i love sour since young...heehe!!And guess who i saw when walked out of the NTUC [on my way home]?? I saw MR SNG!! yay!! finally...i finally get a chance to see him..miss him soo much sia...but sign...timing not right la...if i walked a bit slower..and he walked a bit faster...den i will greet him "good morning" and even ask for his number...?? but too bad..!! when i saw him tat time...he was 20 steps away from mie..yay!! he saw mie...but haish...i didn't bother to walk back and say a hi to him..duno why..i just refused to walk back..mainly becos i scared?? and mainly becos i'm still worried for my bio and do not have the mood to greet him?? and mainly becos i feel shy?? and mainly becos if i were to walk back and greet him..i feel super weird..!! like just walk back to say a hi to him...den he will ask mie how's my study?? den i will say okok...den he will wish mie good luck for my o level..den wad's next?? Basically i will just stoned down there and start thinking about my paper again...I feel soo bad sia...cos he's the only teacher i respect the most..and yet?? i din even bother to walk back and say hi to him...haish..somemore he saw mie lor..cos i'm just directly infront of him...and i guess he expected mie to pause there and greet him or walk back and greet him??? haish i duno i duno...i just hope he didn't see mie..at least i won't feel tat bad la...but tat's soo impossible!! Mie simply love him as my teacher..a wonderful and caring teacher...No one will be able to replace him man...i swear!!OoO...aniwae in the morning..i saw my ex ex discipline mistress...duno how to spell her name..haha!! i get a shocked when i saw her man..but i didn't bother to greet her also..aniwae she also duno me..bt of cos she noe tat i'm from st theresa's convent...haha!! cos i'm wearing IJ uniform ma...yay!! told geradine about it..and she told mie tat MRS......stay at 12th storey...!! alamak!! tat mean whenever i go geradine's house..i can simply walk up one more storey...den go pay her a visit..but nah!! never!! cos she look fierce =x till now i dare not even talk to her...hehe!! i shall be thick skin abit...everyone living in this area are soo discipline sia..LOL..why i say soo?? hah!! cos MRS....[ex ex ex discipline mistress] stay in this area...den there comes a Miss martin [ ex ex discopline mistress] also staying at this area...den there comes a Mr Sng [ Ex discipline master]..also stay near here...wee!! OMG!! today jessica let mie listen something..yay!! some recording tat we took during our phone chat...hahah!! it was darn funny sia...laugh and laugh non stop...din noe we talk until soo funny..aniwae recording are always soo fake!! our voice change!! we soound like kids!! eww!!haish sian sia...bio paper over le..i should be happy...at least one subject clear liao...but then i dun wan!! cos from today onward..i need to continue my social studies le...sian..!! i rather study bio than social studies lor..soo boring...made mie keep falling asleep...!!To: geradinealamak!! we never pang seh eu leh...on the phone we like saying...we shall ask geradine to come along lorr...is only tat we haven ask euu only ma...still soo long..who noe now euu say can..then when april come tat time euu say..OOOO NOOO!! I FORGET!!...or sorrie i cannot make it..i got something else...den pang seh us!!soo now euu noe about it liao..i treat it as a okay to euu horr?? soo promise arhx?? dun last min pang seh us horr... hhee!! aniwae i believed euu have changed le...at least now euu won't last min cancel our appointment..haha!! good good!! and euu dun jealous la...it's just 3 photos onli ma...more than euu 2 more only..like tat also wanna jealous..auYoOO!! hheee!! Darling...next week...can asked ur papa to drive mie to school also?? hehe!! arhhhh...i mean whenever we got paper...can ask him to drive mie?? hehe!! thanks thanks!! and euu!! dun keep mie waiting..waiting for people at downstair not nice one euu noe?? cos i dun wan to see MRS.....hahah!! Later she ask mie why are euu here?? aren't euu suppose to go school?? no need wait for ur friend..LOL...!!