Sunday, October 08, 2006

i'm not cold blooded

Was talking on the phone for super long!! ahaha!! Was talking to bryan at around 10 plus...cos he wanna asked mie something...den talk for around 30 minutes den hang up le...den Calvin called mie...at around 12.20am den talk all the way to 1.10am...den hang up le...talk to Nick...den bryan called mie for a conference...den nick marmie wanna sleep le..so he hang up...bt mie and bryan still continue to talk until 4.30am...den wanna sleep le..was feeling sleepy liao...den doobie called mie..and we talked all the way to 7.30am!! Lol!! there goes my Midnite..ahah!!

Dunno why leh..when he called mie i'm feel energetic le..ahaha!! Hee!! my sunshine boi..lolx!! Well doobie and i very long din talk together le..as in no conference...=D just the two of us onli...yep enjoyed talkin to him...hmm...yep!! first time talk for soo long...first time having heart to heart talk...first time telling him my problems and first time asking him lots of funny questions tat he used to ask mie...hehe!!

Can't wait for 24 November..cos i might be meeting Doobie and Nick marmie on this day..hehe!! Going to great world eat Japanese meal...then go Vivo City and shop!! =D heard tat there are sales going on...and the clothes there are nice...and the place is soo big..big until euu can't shop finish...ahaha!! Gonna save up now...not going to buy seaweed and orange juice...save those money for shopping...=D

wah!! stupid sia!! Geradine going Korea sia!! wanted to go there lor..stupid!! still ask mie wanna go...still dare tell mie the pricing is $1600 plus!! wah liew...Then jessica and jermaine also...after O level going to Hong Kong!! stupid!! pang seh mie sia...they enjoy holiday...mie in local working...never mind at least i got my marmie nick to pei mie!! heehee!!

Hmm...look like i can open a shop call "helping hands" sia...been match making jessica and bryan...wake people up [alarm clock]...remind people certain things [note pad]...being asked to help them buy presents...help to generate message...being a listening ears...Giving people suggestion how to woo a girl...

Dunno what happened sia...suddenly soo many people around mie seem soo sad...Geradine disappointed with Jeffery cos of outing...Bryan sad about something...Jessica can't forget about tat guy and she seem to cried a lot cos of him...And mie being cold blooded to adrian etc...

Adrian asked mie: What happened to mie?? You used to be sensitive and caring towards others. Why are you so cold blooded now?

I stunned at his sms...i got nothing to say...i'm not cold blooded..i care for everyone around mie..beside him..i dun wanna mislead him...i dun wanna him to think tat we got chance by treating him too nice...i dun feel good treating him like tat...wad i can say is tat i will always be there for all my friends...care and giving concern for each and single one...but not him..i dun wish to treat him in this way...bt wad can i doo?? i have to control myself...tat is soo not mie.!! I HATE IT!! i noe he gonna say..just treat mie like the way i treat my friend...SAVE IT!! the ans is NO WAY!! I rather control myself than to treat euu nice and to mislead euu etc...euu say i dun concern euu...do euu think euu will listen?? No!! euu will not...And i gonna let euu noe tat i just cried when i type this!! So you noo need to kill yourself just to bring one more tears from my eyes...

As for doobie..i'm sort of disappointed with him...haish...i really duno how to help him sia..he is getting bad to worse...he has been smoking a lot ever since he pick up smoking again...he smoke 10 sticks almost every day...haish...tat's a lot...and he dun smoke tat 10 sticks from morning till nite...bt from nite 7pm to midnite....cos he fasting ma...See how horrible it is...haish duno how many sticks he gonna smoke after hari raya sia..Fasting period already smoke 10 sticks...after this period is he gonna smoke 20 sticks?? And i dun believed Nick and i will be able to make him quit smoking...cos the only person who can help is his ex girlfriend "Talisa"...i once asked him...wad if he got a new gf..and her new gf ask him to quit..will he quit?? he said hard to say...bt if talisa ask him to quit...he will...GF can't even change his mind..how can nick and i [friend] be able to change him sia? What can i doo?? How can we changed him?? haish...

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Sunday, October 08, 2006

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