Read jessica blog...she seemed to be super depressed and sad about something...but something really hurt mie is why she always think that no one care for her etc??
What Jessica Wrote: yes, in school i may seem to be happy, my usual normal self. joking ard, being crazy with my classmates.but who actually knows my inner feelings? who really know how terrible i feel in my heart? who would actually ask me "jessica, how're you?"who would really come to have a private talk with me in school?who would do all these?none of my close classmates. all seem that they do not really care for me.friends always say "i'll always be there for you?"yes yes, so where're they when i do need them ?nobody seems to ask me how am i at all.. nobody.even if there's somebody, it's like only a while and after that, they don't bother you?hais.so next time whenever they say "don't wry, i'll always be here with you"i will just say in my heart "ya ya ya. as if" because i've enough of these.all are just lies.nobody is really here with me 24/7.call me a loner or anything. i can't be bothered anymore.friends are afterall just friends.no true friends.true friends are indeed very difficult to find.and i am crying now while typing this very entry.
To: Jessica Nu er...who say we dun concern about euu?? i told euu before..even if everyone dun care about euu..i will still be there for euu..euu noe it urself..euu urself said i will always be there for euu...and why are euu saying no one is concerning euu?? Sometime i wish to ask euu "how are you"...but i refused to ask...cos i dun wan euu to think back and feel sad again..i understand how euu feel...who said i dun...i noe euu are acting...though i'm not ur real mama...but i can feel it...cos i had gone through all these before...i noe wad euu are thinking...and how euu feel about certain thing...
i dun think euu should say ur close classmate in this way...mie and geradine dun wish to mention about ur unhappiness stuff...hope euu can understand...as for minnie and jermaine..they duno any single thing about it...we din tell them about ur problems...in the class..onli mie and geradine noe wad happened to euu..i hope euu will understand we really care a lot for euu...No matter what we won't leave euu behind..trust mie...=)
And please, i told euu many times eu can call mie whenever euu wan..including late nite etc..i noe euu are considerate...i appreciate that...bt what i wan is to be with euu when euu are sad...dun keep things to urself anymore k?? Dun hesitate to call mie when euu wanna tok to mie...it hurt mie when i see you like tat...where is the jessica i noe in the past??where is the strong and brave girl i saw?? please...dun hurt urself..dun do anything silly..please...it's not worthy...euu told mie it's not worthy to do that and now euu are doing it?
Aniwae thanks a lot...at least euu tell mie ur problems now..i appreciate that..once again dun hide anything from mie k..euu noe it very well..i will always be there for euu and my friends...tat's mie...i dun promise euu that i will solve your problem...but i can always give euu my advice...=]