Tuesday, October 10, 2006

No mood for anything

Finished typing bryan a testimonial..cos he sent mie one yesterday..so i gotta reply him..hehe...well now den i realised the way i noe them is darn funny...is soo stupid k...the way i noe bryan is...doobie asked mie to scold him cos he made doobie wait for him for hours..and that is how we end up friends. For nick..is even more stupid...-.-'' Doobie added Nick into our msn coversation cos doobie wan mie to noe tat he din lie to mie regarding the photos..and that's how i noe nick...LoL!! Omg!! I find it weird sia..haha!! It's soo funny bt is soo stupid lor...

Get myself ready and wait for the time 7am...yep..alarm clock again..gonna wake bryan up at this timing..cos he scared he wil overslept...ahaha...den reached the bus stop late...and there goes my bus sia...waited for my next bus for 15 minutes..ZzZz...

School was fun today..hehe!! Got two period of english..followed by 2 period of chinese which is free period...den recess...den 2 period of biology..den math!! heh!! We eat in class again..Eat during chinese lesson..ahah!! Jessica bought hello panda...pocky...peel fresh orange juice...Then i bought 2 type of Pocky and peel frsh orange juice..!! hehee!! Wo men zhen da dan...cos Lee Ting Ting was in my class...and she is strict and fierce...if she see us eating...we mati liao...bt hehe!! she din realised we eat in class..somemore we sitting at the first row sia..lolx!!

However we were caught by Mr Tan Kok Wah [form teacher]..stupid lor...suddenly came into our class to pass us something...Luckily he din say us...hehe!! Bt i get a shocked sia..minnie was like saying jessica and my reaction is darn funny especially mine..cos i was feeding jessica pocky with my left hand...meanwhile i was drinking my peel fresh orange juice with my right hand...den when she tell us mr tan coming...and my reaction is like...SHIT!! HIDE WAD FIRST?? Pocky or Orange Juice?? Then i gave tat type of OOO oOo look...Cos at tat moment...i forgotten something call "Hide both at the same time"..Wah liew!! scared the two of us sia..Somemore i just feed jessica only lor...she still biting...

Next was biology lesson...Chandee was soo funny!! Funy until mrs leong also laugh until peng sia...haha!! and uh huh...baowei asked stupid question again...=.='' Pity Jermaine...kana pester by her questions...

Not in a good mood for anything...Hate myself..Hate the school...Hate the papers..why like tat?? why is it soo difficult?? Why the result is like tat??managed to put a smile on my face..by still it's soo fake!! i hate to put fake smile on my face sia..Seem to be very cheerful and happy..but inside super sad sia...

Yesterday adrian send mie a sms saying that:
No matter how you treat mie, i just need u to understand that i love you more than anyone will ever love you in this world. And i'm willing to give up and sacrifice anything to gain your love once again. Even the day i never open my eyes again, my heart will still be with you.

Answer for you:
No matter how much you wan mie back..i won't get back to you..i dun see the point of being together..you are just jealous that calvin snatch away my heart which he didn't. You are just afraid that euu can't find any nice and understanding girl like mie..I dun get what you wan..the last 3 break up..euu say euu dun love mie..and no matter how much i asked you back..euu dun wan...euu scolded mie..euu shouted at mie..and euu force mie do something i dun like..euu noe i hate it...euu noe i dislike it..euu noe how i will feel..yet euu wanna force mie into it..i hate you..till now i will never forgive euu...during tat period you are so hard hearted to mie...now?? why are euu keep pestering mie?? Just wat must i do in order for you to forget mie? What must i do soo that euu won't pester mie ever again? i noe it's hurting for euu see this...but those sms from euu are irritating...i noe im bad...bt sorrie...i dun wish things to turn up in this way too...

YOu say euu will sacrifice and give up everything for mie?? When i'm with euu...did euu do tat?? When i go your house [1st year relationship]...and i asked you to accompany home...and wad did you say?? FAR/LAZY/TROUBLESOME/WASTE TIME! You call this sacrifice? U want mie to do something that i dun like...did you give up?? the answer is NOPE!! instead euu pester and force mie for it. Sometime even end up with quarrelling...And the worse part is when euu angry..euu just vent anger at mie...come on wad am i to euu?? i'm just your gf lor..did i do tat to euu when i'm angry?

Today adrian send mie an sms:
I will stop smoking if u just personally speak to mie. Not as if i really like smoking or what and i won't listen to you..

My answer for you is:
Can you be original?? Are you trying to learn from doobie?? When we are together i told you not to smoke and this is wad euu told mie.. i promised you i won't smoke..and i dun like cigarette...Now euu smoke and euu wan mie to personally talk to euu and ask you to stop smoking?? Since euu dun like smoking..euu can quit it yourself..why must i talk to euu personally since euu noe i dun like my friends to smoke?

Look like i can't blog everything in my blog..cos someone will be a copy cat...

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

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