Well..the main purpose for coming online is to see what jessica wrote for mie in her blog...see i soo nice!! ask mie come den i come..haha!! second reason for coming online is to blog about what happened to mie and jessica [in school]..thirdly this is the puzzle for geradine: AMAGDGND, BAHSBDTLHD Geradine have euu figure out the riddle?? it's super lame one...XD...think euu noe liao confirm box mie one..hehe!! if euu have guess correctly..den good for euu..if it's wrong...too bad!!
As usual went to canteen with jessica cos she wanna go buy orange juice...yep followed her down just becos of her orange juice sia...hmm..duno why today dun feel like drinking orange juice..so dun wnana buy..but this jessica keep asking mie to buy...so i guai guai lor..go buy one packet for myself..see i soo good to euu!! Then also bought a packet of seaweed [original flabour]...yep went up to class and eat...wanna study while eating..but this jessica wanna play her childhood game "horsehorse" LOL!! soo she sat on my leg again...yep this time round i feed her seaweeds...lol!! Really like mother and dotter sia...then she feed me orange juice..haha!! i feel weird..lolx!! yay!! thanks to my friend...say we soo lovey dovey -.-''
To: Jessica
I just read ur blog...sa gua...no need to feel bad about it...i'm ur marmie!! it's my responsibilities for showing care and concern for euu rite?? hehee!! somemore dotter sad ma..soo must be there for euu ma..where got marmie soo heng xin abandon dotter one side one rite?? Aniwae euu dun have to feel bad about it...cos when i got problem...i din tell euu anything about it ma...yes i did..but not everything...just a brief one...
Reasons for not telling euu are...i always thought that euu won't understand how i feel etc...cos euu haven been in a long relationship before [erm..not insulting euu]...euu did not exactly go through what i had been through these few years...so i always thought that euu won't understand..tat's why i didn't tell euu much about it...tat's why i choose to tell geradine about it..at least she noe how i feel...yep she had been in a relationship before..soo she will be more understanding...soo nu er please dun blame urself kie?? dun feel bad about it yea? if euu feel bad about it..marmie will be sad also..and yep i will feel even more bad..
euu noe why? cos i'm the main causes for all these...first i shouldn't judge euu and geradine about who can understand mie [about relationship]...secondly i should have tell euu about it cos euu are my dotter cos euu got the right to noe all these...thirdly i should have take action to show euu tat i care for euu..instead of concerning euu in my heart...and becos of that euu feel that no one care for euu etc... but it's okies...is already in the past liao..now i will tell euu all my problem yea?? i will tell euu about wad i dreamt today on friday nite..our next appointment will be on friday nite 2am kie??
To be honest...i do feel sad and feel bad when reading ur blog..but it's okay!! at least i'm glad...hmm..glad about euu confessing ur feeling to mie...glad tat euu told mie ur problems...glad that euu treat mie nicer and glad tat euu noe i care for euu =) !! Think about all these points i dun feel sad at all..soo not to worry yea?? and alamak!! only liddat ma...why euu scared i will scold euu sia?? lolx..euu scared the hell of mie sia..say until as if euu did something euu shouldn't be doing...pheew!! luckily is not something bad...*hug* Wo zhen de shi bei ni xia huai le...
And who say euu dun deserve to be my dotter ehh?? hmm..being my dotter doesn't mean must be my listening ear and always be there for mie ma...just wanna tell euu tat euu DESERVE to be my dotter...dun argue anymore kies?? There are 5 reasons why euu deserved to be my dotter:
* You brighten up my day
* You never fail to make mie laugh
* You are a great friend to mie
* You did not forget this friend of urs
* And becos you are JESSICA
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Was listening to music after i bath finished...yep sad music again...music from "sad love story" [korean drama series]..it was darn sad...duno why...suddenly think of "him" again...yep didn't think of him for very long liao..reasons are i'm trying to move on though i still love him...and i'm too busy with my O level preparation ma..tat's why didn't think of him that much..started to miss "him" lots...was thinking about the part when we both hug...yep did cried abit...and fallen asleep on my brother bed -.-''
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Suddenly *he* message mie...yep!! i get up just to read *his* messages...he told mie something...hmm..something tat i feel sad and disappointed...den i went back to sleep..haish..den i dreamt abt *him*...a dream tat is related about the messenges he sent mie..it's not a sweet dream..neither is it a night mare...but i can say tat i dun like the dream..cos the dream like wanna tell mie about something...something about what i feel toward *him*...in the dream..i was very sad very disappointed and a bit angry about *him* leaving. I can't really remember what exactly the dream was about. what i noe is when i wake up...i feel terrible...i'm super confused...super sad and super worried when i wake up...cos i got the feeling tat the dream is trying to tell mie about something..but i just couldn't figure out what is it...was sitting on the bed and reflect about the dream...trying hard to recall everything in the dream..yep managed to came out with something. But i duno is it right or wrong.Yep went to call my mama [nick] immediately..told him everything about it...it's a secret between nick and mie...and yep i gonna tell jess about it on friday nite..it's a secret between the three of us...
Missing You
I Missing You
AMAGDGND, BAHSBDTLHD
Answer: "Ah Ma Ask Grand Dotter Go And Die, But Ah Ma Hen She Bu De To Let Her Die"
WhOo!! Can't wait for O level to end sia...lots of things will be going on after my o level...wil be darn busy..ahaha!! but no matter how busy i am..i will spare sometime for piano lesson..whoohoo!! Gonna be real busy man!! Lots of shopping and outing going on after O level...
My Shedule After My Paper on 20 Nov 2006:
20 November 2006
- Morning take photos in school
- Afternoon go esplanade see scenery
- Gonna take lots of photos with Jessica and Geradine
- Shop in marina square
- Have dinner together
22 November 2006
- Go shop for handbag and accessories for graduation day
24 November 2006
- Morning go back school for graduation day
- After that goin Vivo City with bryan, doobie and nick mama
- At night going to have buffet with my classmates at (sakura)
25 November 2006
- Going out with Junping mei mei
27 to 29 November 2006
- Might be having charlet with classmates during this period
30 November to 2 December 2006
- Nee Ann Red Camp