Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Calvin express his love

It was raining heavily
Looking out of the window
Looking at the rain
Listening to music
And teared again

Was thinking of Him again
Thinking about the sweet moments we used to have
Thinking about the wonderful time we had
Thinking about the happiness that he gave mie

Haish!! i'm feel sooo fan!!! Last nite he told mie something which i can't stop thinking about it...it pain mie to see him like tat...i dun even have the mood to blog yesterday...when i wake up this morning..the first thing i think of is tat issue tat he told mie...why? why is it like tat? haish...somehow i feel tat it was my fault though i din do anything wrong...yea clown..but tat's exactly how i feel...told my friends about it and they gave mie the same feedback..."haish..." -.-

Went to school for graduation day rehersal...den some briefing abt JC stuff...yep until 1pm..sit in the hall until my butt also pain..somemore soo boring lor...den i also very sian...keep thinking about what he told mie...just couldn't stop thinking about what he told mie...i think of it in school..i think of it in bus..i think of it at home..i think of it when watching goong...i was super moody the whole day...i got no mood to do anything...not at all..i dun even feel like taking afternoon nap...well...i'm not angry or sad about what he told mie...instead i'm glad tat he is being honest with mie...i just feel very confused...i'm lost...reallie..i got no idea what to do about it...i dun wanna see him sad anymore...

Went to band room to collect my debt from my debtor..lol!! in the end i collect nothing...cos the treasurer din go for band...soo miss sim will pass mie on friday...-.-

Went to band to pass one of my librarian "stocktaking list"...wah!! stupid sia..i open the library cupboard see..i almost fainted sia..soo messy!! PIG ARHX!! never go tidy up one..kao..hand over to them neat neat one..now come back see...soo messy...But also can't blame la..till now there is no chief librarian to in charge of all this...yay!! talk about chief librarian..i duno what is happening man...no one is taking over my position...-.-'' tat position is still empty...duno what the hack mr wong doing sia =x [hope he dun see this]...haish sian...gonna pass them my skills and train them again..-.-'' all thanks to my message to Jacintha Tan[assistance band conductor]...

Mie: Miss Tan, do you need the librarian to do the annual stocktaking of scores?? If yes..den i today pass the list of stocktaking stuffs to the new librarian..

Miss Tan: Yes i want. Can teach them gow to do it also, so that it can pass from generation to generation. Thanks

yay!! and my reaction is like huh?? -.-'' shouldn't have asked her tat..haha!! becos of tat i need to spare some days going down to the band room and train the librarian...ZzZZz..Haish nvm la..i dun mind actually...cos they are using my library system to do work...soo i should be glad rite??haha...LOL

Went to band room to collect thing from my junior..cos my juniors she got something for mie...yep i got tat..hahah!! soo sweet of her...the bottle is darn nice lor...Love it man..haha!! Thanks juniors...you gals are always the best...keep up ur good job..and practice hard for ur SYF!! Love you lots =)

Dunno why sia..everytime i go back to band and see confirm will get bullied or teased by Mr wong lor...These was wat happened:

I entered the band room..and the sectional leader is tuning the insterument...den i discuss something with my librarians...den suddenly mr wong in the service room called my name...den i thought i heard wrongly..so i just ignore..den those juniors in the service room called mie...den i like huh?? what?? den they say mr wong looking for mie...

Enter the service room
Mie: ehh..Good Morning Sir
Mr Wong: Come band never greet mie
Mie: sorry sir..i din noe euu were here
Mr Wong: Go la go la..
We: Started laughing...
Mie walked out of the room with the tongue out...=P oops...

Went back to the hall for our JC talk...after tat

Enter the band room
I Wave to him but he din see mie -.-'' okay never mind..so i went to stand behind my junior listening to them playing the instrument...hah!! they playing SYF SONG!! Sooooo nice!!! i wan to play!! Then my junior keep turning back and talk to mie...and this is what happened:

Mr Wong: Who give euu[junior] permission to turn back and talked??
Mie: ooo..ooo...*arm chio*
Mr Wong: Jia En arh...euu arhx..can dun make them lose forcus a not?
Mie: huh?? i din do anything...*arm chio*
Mr Wong: You go there sit...."QING......"
Mie: Orhx...*walk to the chair tat he wanna mie to sit*
Whole band was laughing....-.-'' made mie malu only...

Mr Wong: Minnie!! euu go help ur section play...lack of plater..haha
Minnie: orhx...ok...
My juniors: Jia En!! We also lack of player..come here and play...
Mie: Dun wan!!
My Juniors: Come la..we lack of first trombone..no one playing tat part
Mie: i noe tat long ago..but i dun wan to play!! i soo long din play later remember the fingering wrongly... den i played wrong note..den mr wong will come say mie again..say i troublemaker onli...den i also gotta go soon...lazy go set up instrument and play...

Junior!! Jie Jie wanna apologised for tat...i wanna play with euu gals...but i very long din play le..so i dare not play..i dun wan to waste mr wong time..later i keep playing wrong note..darn pai seh one leh...plus i also din study the new score...-.-'' Wait till i get back my skills liao den i play with euu all okay??

After some time..minnie and i gotta make a move le..cos we going vivo city to buy food from the giant...Soo this was what happened again:

Mie: Mr Wong we need to go already..bye bye
Mr Wong: So fast arhx!! Just came not long only leh...
Mie: ehh we got something else to do...
Mr Wong: Orh...soo teaching and listening to your junior play not important lah??
Mie: ehh...equally important =x
Mr Wong: GO LA GO LA...

*Mie opened the band room door*

Mr Wong: JIA EN!! YOU DARE TO STEP OUT OF THE BAND ROOM
*mie close the door*
Mr Wong: DEN YOU NO NEEDT O COME BACK AGAIN!!
Mie and minnie: HUH?? Ehh... *innocent*
Mr Wong: You free must go teach your junior ma...Go train your librarians...must pass down your skills!!
Mie: ehh...*stunned*...
Mr Wong: K la..go la go la...dun wan see you all already
*mie open the door and hurry run out before he change his mind*
Minnie: BYE!!
Mr Wong: still dare to say bye...-.-''

wah liew...duno what happened to him sia..everytime make mie pai seh one lor...then make the juniors laughed from the start of the conversation to the end of the conversation....-.-'' tat's why arhx..sometime i very relunctant to go to bandroom =x

Pass few days adrian sent mie sms after reading my blog...this is wat he sent mie:

"Hey i will move on but why can't you be the one to be helping mie? you making it harder just by deliberatly keeping a distance. I dunno how to explain but i really need euu in my life"

"I need you to stand by mie. Even if we can't be couple can euu at least be there for mie when i needed you??"

To: adrian
I really got nothing to say about this anymore..and i dun wish to say it again and again..this is the last time i gonna tell euu tat i won't talk to euu or help euu move on..euu urself go move on urself..this kind of thing can't be help by other people...it's u the one who can help urself..no one else...to be fair for you and mie...i told my friends about what euu said...and all of them agreed to mie..as in everyone think tat this can't be help by other people...especially from ur ex girlfriend...it will only make thing worse cos euu won't be able to forget mie or move on cos i will be treating euu like the way i treat my friends...i'm not goin to mention their name...just to let euu noe tat they think the same way as mie..so in conclusion i'm not being bad to eu for this...

"Stop doing that. How long are you going to keep up doing this? All i want is talk. Ur not even doing us a favour in anyway. Can u solve this mature way"?

To: adrian
Excuse mie..who did not solve this in a mature way?? Sorry to say tat this issue is OVER!! there is nothing to solve...got nothing to talk about this issue...and i dun see the need of solving this since we already broke up like 5 months ago?? What euu wan is only talk talk and talk...do euu noe euu are disturbing mie.?? yea u gonna think tat other guy call mie for a chat not disturbing mie...only euu will disturbing mie rite?? Soo i might as well answer you this question once and for all...i feel comfortable talking to them and not euu...the moment i talk to euu i feel irritated and there is nothing for us to talk about...even if euu got topic to say...i also not interested to hear cos i dun wish to hear anything from euu...Solve it in a mature way?? Ask yourself why we broke up....ask urself how much i said sorry to euu and euu just wanna broke up with mie...for one reason..cos euu angry with mie...break up just because euu angry?? is this what euu called "mature way"?? From now on stop calling my house phone...i won't answer any of your call...sorry...yea..i once said tat we can still be friend...but it seemed tat we can't..cos i can't do it..

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