NO MORE...
...NO MORE ...
.....FOOD & NUTRITION!!
WHOO!!
Another tough paper gone!!
Finally can enjoy my weekend again =D
Haa!! Though i still got last paper to go..
Chemistry & Biology MCQ
Gonnna score better for this paper...
Yep...Gonna be my last time touching the textbooks...
Haaa!! Hate Food and Nutrition man!! Memorise Memorise and Memorise...Memorise for dunno how many times can still forget one..can't store it in my brain for years...everytime after exam throw back to teacher liao..made mie feel soo sick and tired of the topic le..cos i have to memorise everything again and again for every single test and exam..whoo!! Bt it's alrite...it's all over!!
Yeah It's Over...
It's Over..
It's all Over...
Heep Heep!! Hurray!!
Because of Food And Nutrition...i din sleep well last nite...and i only had 3 and a half hours of sleep..tat's soo pathetic!! Start studying ever since 12pm yesterday...study study study..memorise memorise memorise..Study until nite time still haven finish studying...den decided not to sleep le..but thanks to those boring topics keep making mie yawn and yawn non stop... Then buey tahan liao..really too tired le..soo went to sleep at 1.30am..yep!! wanna sleep for 1 hour...set alarm clock..den went to bed...2.30am...alarm clock ring..wake up..on the light..open my book...read the first sentence..start to yawn again..kie!! forget it..i was too tired le..soo off the light...went back to sleep...set my alarm clock again..one hour later wake up..
hmm..not too bad..at least din yawn that much le..but still feeling sleepy..and yay keep yawning non stop also...study study study...until my mum woke up at 5.00am and came to my room asking mie "why euu haven sleep"??!! heh!! bo bian..have to lie to her that i just woke up..if not she gonna scold mie for sleeping for 2 hours onli...yay!! thanks to her sentence..made mie even feel like sleeping...=.='' "CONTROL" is the only word that made mie stay awake...by the time i finished my revision it's already like 6am liao...Place my books aside and sleep until 7.30am...But in between the 1 hour 30 minutes sleep..i woke up a lot of time..cos i'm freezing..finally can sleep well le..den here come my dad wake mie up just to asked mie what time i'm wakin up?? =.='' arghh!!
Was studying account while going school...cos i haven revise for my paper one yet...cos after Food & Nutrition...rest for 15 minutes...den account paper 1...wah!! i was soo darn tired and sick..!! i'm dying to go home and sleep...Was having headache during my exam...but thanks god it din affect one...hah!! duno what happened also..suddenly stomach pain..-.-'' but thank god..it only hurt mie for 2 minutes?? LOL...
Went Home immediaiately after my paper...Reached home bath and had my lunch...den slept for 1 hour.. had no idea why i sleep for one hour since i'm soo tired and soo sick!! Maybe i'm too stress up ba...recently hardly had a good sleep...sleep halfway wake up den sleep again..haish...hope tonite i can sleep sweetly =D Very long din have a good and long hour sleep le..
Thanks to Food & Nutrition
I'm now feeling very Sick!!
I'm having headache!!
I'm having fever!!
Arghh!!
Talk to cecillia on the phone today..yep she called mie to discuss about wheather to go for band camp..haish..i wanna go..but my shedule is soo darn packed!! is like the whole of 1 week plus is all camp?? First is charlet...den Nee Ann red camp..den band camp?? -.-'' Then was discussing about job..cos she wanna noe what i'm gonna work as ma...yep!! and she wanna join us also..hahah!! Then the two of us went crazy again..keep laughing non stop over a small thingy..Then discussing what we gonna buy after we had a sum on money..haha!! wah!! we went mad again..and this gurl was like telling mie this: "hmm..i realised something...euu love challenging jobs and task haha"...WhOo!! think i can really talk man...we talked for like 1 hour 35 minutes lor..=x ehh..I think tat's the longest time we ever talk..but never mind la..i also hardly talk to her in school..heeehee!!
Then Thursday nite also...talked to my darling for soo long sia...talk alot of stuff like GST, shopping, hightlighting hair, piercing ear etc...haha!! The conversation was darn funny..like some crazy woman laughing non stop...=x First time talked to her for soo long..ahahah!! talked to her like 3 hours and 25 minutes!! OMG!! In the end we went to sleep about 4am in the morning...!! hahaha!! OoOO..nOoO!! i can't wait for our next appointment with geradine and jessica..!! We gonna conference...yea..!! CONFERENCE!!
Can't wait for Monday!!
Gonna go out with my darling Geradine
Gonna go out with my dotter Jessica
Gonna go out with Erin mei mei
yep!! will be buying her present
and giving her a surprise
cos it's her bdae =)
though it's our first meet =x
To: Jessica
Nu er...marmie not angry with euu..last nite i was quite upset cos euu deleted the photo without sending it to mie..and becos of that i can't have that photo anymore..cos euu are the last person who has the photo.yes i wanna it badly..cos that photo very nice...plus i told him tat i will send to him one..he din remind mie abt it..but i just wanna keep my words euu noe?? yep i was angry with euu..ehh..a bit only...cos euu deleted it without sending it to mie..is just like when euu finally have someone photo...and tat someone is someone special to euu...den i go delete it away without sending it to euu..i believed euu will be angry rite?? I hope euu can understand why i was angry with euu...but not to worry..i only angry with euu for like less than 20 minutes =x No point angry with euu also cos what is done can't be undone wad..i can't force euu to produce one for mie rite?? aniwae i wanna say thanks to euu..though i was rather sad about not being able to have that photo...but it tell mie one thing...it tell mie tat he still meant a lot to mie...if not i won't be angry and sad about it rite?? thanks nu er...=)
But now i'm feeling sad again...cos of ur sms tat euu just sent mie...haish..euu really dun understand marmie..euu dun..i always thought euu do...but think of it euu dun..how can euu think tat i'm still angry with euu?? euu should noe tat marmie won't angry with a person for long...euu should noe tat under which circumstance then i will angry with the person for days [maximum 3 days]...euu should noe that if i'm angry with someone over a small issue...it won't take mie more than 30 minutes...furthermore euu moi dotter...haish..nah i told euu all this i sjust for ur information..i no need euu to feel sad or disappointed about it..i dun wan euu to feel tat i'm not fit to be ur marmie..i dun wan see all this in ur blog kie?? Love you dotter =)
To: Geradine
Darling!! muack muack!! =x Thanks for keeping your words..i trust euu tat's why i tell euu my problems..=) thanks for not saying out anything to him..yep euu are rite he deserve someone better than mie..i'm not his mrs right...and i dun wish to be his mrs right =x in the past i want...but now i'm sad to say NOPE!! cos i dun believed in our relationship anymore..i lost trust in our relationship le..even if i get back to him i dun believed we can last...we are not suitable for each other..even if i go back to him..he won't be happy also..cos he won't be happy with the things i'm doing now etc...and i'm glad to say tat i noe what i wan in life...his life and my life are totally different...and i believed he can find a nicer girl in the world...is just a matter he wan it or not...aniwae thanks =)
To: adrian
Hey..it's time for you to move on with you life..come on..i noe there are better gal out there waiting for euu..willing to serve euu..willing to please you...willing to be scolded or vent anger at...why do euu still wan to be like this?? aren't euu sick and tired of all this sad stuff?? as in euu noe it's impossible for us to be together again..but why aren't euu moving on with ur life?? i noe it's hard..yea..bt euu gotta try...u din try..how are euu going to move on like this?? Didn't euu told mie that girls love commando guy?? they wan their boyfriend to be commando?? go find those girls lor...since euu are one of the commando...den according to ur salary that euu are getting per month shouldn't be a problem...they won't mind one..
whatever darling wrote for you are right...you are just wasting your time onli...cos i told euu before le..we will not get back together no matter what method euu gonna used to touched mie..cos i no longer have any feeling for euu...furthermore even if we get back together..euu think we will last?? according to ur personality euu think euu will trust mie again?? I doubt soo...euu should noe why i said tat..cos when i did nothing wrong euu already dun trust mie liao..euu think after this incident euu will trust mie?? euu think euu will ever trust mie since i'm getting to noe more guys now?? i'm happy with my life now..i can just simply talk to who i wanna talk to..i can go out with who i wanna go out with...i need not report anything to euu or care about how euu will feel if i go out with him or her...i need not worry that im not spending enough time with euu...cos i can simply do what i wan..this is the life i wan and not a life tat is within ur control...
and please...can euu please stop asking geradine about mie..it can be quite disturbing to noe abt this...is not i dun trust her or what..is just tat i feel tat euu are disturbing her about my stuff...things tat i dun mind people to know i will type here..things that i dun wish people to noe...euu better dun ask soo much..cos it doesn't concern about euu anymore...it's my life..euu do not need to ask about how things are going on with mie and calvin...or even asking who is my sunshine...as in soo what euu noe?? conflict?? or another sad week for euu??
anyway sorry for not replying ur sms or answering your call..cos i wan to keep a distance away from you..cos tat's the only way for euu to forget about mie completely...i wan euu to move on...and honestly speaking i dun wish to talk to euu..and i dun wish to see euu...i duno why...but tat's exactly how i feel..ever since euu mentioned the word "break up" i already told myself not to talk to euu or see euu ever again..euu too..euu said euu dun wish to hear anything from mie ever again...yea yea i noe wad euu gonna say..euu wanna say tat time euu angry tat's why euu like this...but sorrie...when a person angry..."break up" shouldn't be the word to use if euu dun mean what euu said. Once euu said it...tat's it.
Sorrie tat my words might sound hurtful to euu..sorrie..but i'm just speaking what's on my mind...i seriously wan euu to move on..i noe euu can do it..euu can doo everything..euu dare to doo everything..this type of small thingy shouldn't be a problem to euu...
yea...and i noe euu gonna complain to geradine about whatever i wrote here yea?? Aniwae i dun care what euu gonna complain to her or what..just dun blame her for telling mie soo much..first she is my dear..secondly we try not to hide things between each other...thirdly i noe what sort of questions euu will ask even if she refuse to tell mie...