Sunday, November 26, 2006
Know him for 5 months le
Look at the number of drinks we took!!
Thought yesterday [sunday] will be a boring day for mie..no show no shopping etc...in the end i busy like hell sia..haha!! busy packing my books and my stuff...pack here pack there..clean here clean there...throw this throw that..keep this keep that...arrange this arrange that...mop the floor and change my bedsheet..wee!! Love my room sia..=) soo clean and tidy..hah!! Guess how long i took?? hah!! i start work at 1pm to 5pm...den take my lunch and fall asleep after tat =x den i start work at 6.20pm to 9.10pm...=D long hours sia..hah!! 
was listening to glass shoe songs...yep sad songs..haha!! couldn't stop thinking of *him*..."the things tat he said, the things tat he does and those sms that he sent mie"..haha...told darling about it and she said is normal..yep wad i can do is to change song..LOL..change to english songs...haha!! then pack my stuff...at least i din think soo much le...that is why till now i din listen to "Missing You" song...LOL...yep it's one of my favourite song...but i dun wish to listen for the time being...
Pack pack pack...found some letters...settle down on the bed and start reading it...it's a letter from jessica...hmmm she wrote that for mie when we are in secondary three..=x yep it was before end of year examination. Then got a letter from swee ling telling mie about her problems. Then got a letter from my uncle who live in canada..yep inside the envelop got my cute little cousin photo...OMG!! SOOOO CUTE !!! >.<'' yea my mum said i sot..=x 
Then got letters from my band major, Rodelle and my senior, Melissa...started to miss them after reading it...was doing some reflection also...
Letter from rodelle:
Hey Jia En! hmm although i dun really know you that much, but i believe that you'll be a great head librarian. You've got that potential. Just dun keep everything in that quiet frame of yours!
You gotta start shouting for scores already! i believe in you! keep the library organised. As you know, the library is the most important sector of the band. So dun let us down! You can do it..jia you...keep the band standard up.
Remember, "Once a band member always a band member. Once a band leader, always a band leader."
Reflection:
Am i a good librarian? i think i am cos everyone in the band including teachers said i am. Did i train my librarians well? Ok la...at least i guide them when they are stuck with their work. Am i giving them too much task?? Not sure cos some of the things mr wong din ask mie to do..i just automatic go do it... Am i over protecting them from stress and end up doing most of the work myself? Yep i am cos i dun wanna stress my librarians. Am i being fair to every single band members? Yep. Did i complete my task on time? Yep and most of the time i complete it before the date due. Is the punishment i gave to the librarians or band member harsh? Nope...Mr wong said i too linear le..Once again do i think i am a good Chief librarian? Apart from completing my task on time and having a good library system in band...there are lots of things for mie to learn...First i must be brave to stand infront of the band and give commend or command instead of telling one by one etc...Second dun be soft hearted when giving punishment...it will only make them take advantage of mie or take things for granted...
Letter from Melissa:
HEY! just wanna tell you that..you've been a great junior..and it was really nice having you in the section. Keep on playing well ya? and dun miss mie when i am not around..don't know if i done my part as a leader. But still i had fun with the section. all the best in your exams. take care =)
Reflection:
I dun think she did her part as a leader...this leader of mine always come and leave the band whenever she like...hardly see her in trombone section also...when i got problems duno where she go to...cos she always love to go other sections and play instrument with her friends -.-'' throw the juniors aside..make us independent!! That's one of the reason why i dun leave my juniors alone...But it's okay...it's all over..i do miss her and all her nonsense..in my heart she may not be the best senior..but i will always regard her as my senior =)
After reflection...continue to pack again...pack pack pack...then found a letter that i gave to adrain...a letter that is given to him before he go for his national service..A letter that i passed to him at "Hans" in bukit merah. haish...was rather sad la..in the letter i wrote love you forever etc..in the end? what happened to us? yep was thinking about the past also..how we know each other and how lovey dovey we were in the past etc...
Then...continue to pack pack pack..den sort out all my worksheet...den found something..this time i found a recipe..."sweet and sour fish"...start thinking of *him*..cos he once told mie tat he love sweet and sour fish...den i asked mie i noe how to cook a not...and i said yep...den he asked mie to cook for him next time...and my answer for him is "see how..." then start thinking a lot of things again.. When i found the recipe...i was listening to "because of you" =.=''...yea mama gonna say "pathetic" to mie..LOL
This little piggie cute rite?? Saw it in takashimaya there..haha!! soo cute lor..the moment i saw it i immediately ran there sia...i took it and started say "OMG!! SOO CUUUTeeee!!! >.<'' yay!! minnie also said tat [copycat one cos she noe wad i gonna said]...and the way we said it's darn funny...high pitch one...my friend cecillia was stunned at the other side...cos she said we said until darn loud and funny...Love the pig man..OINKOINK!!...hahaa!! soo cute sia...
weee!! not going to blog le..haha!! nah i mean not going to blog till wednesday or friday..hah!! cos i going for charlet today...until wednesday...den thursday to saturday going for red camp..haha!! yep gonna meet "him" for a movie on saturday...gonna watch James Bond..haha!! Funny sia he...keep asking mie to go his "house" whenever i free...=.='' like as if i noe how to go...hahaha!!
Weeee!! tomorrow is 28 of November...but i'm not going online tomorrow..soo i shall blog about it today...hah!! know each other for 5 months le..whooo!! soo fast sia..LOL...gonna be half a year soon..hah!! Happy 5th Months anniversary to him..lol...
ooo..aniwae...my problems are solve liao..heheh!! told them everything le..yep cos i think they ought to noe about all tis..they got the right to noe about it...whoo..finally told this to *him* le...wah soo hard to keep it to myself sia...cos i seriously can't hide things away from *him*. cos i dun wish to hide anything from him. Told "him" every thing le..erm..on the same nite..hahaha!! and it was darn funny...
Him: You sort out already?
Mie: ehh sort out wat?
Him: feeling
Mie: Yep...2 days ago..but i dun tell euu bleh
Him: say leh..pls
Mie: Dun wan..after your exam first...later euu sad
Him: plsss..tell mie...you dun say i also will distracted one lor..cos i will keep thinking about it...
Mie: dun wan..stop asking...bleh
Him: pls pls pls...pls tell mie...
Mie: euu really wanna noe?
Him: yep
Mie: How much do euu love mie?
Him: Alot
Mie: like?
Him: alot until can wait?
Mie: euu really wanna noe the answer arhx? bt dun be sad k?
Him: orhx...
Mie: answer is i will choose him
Him: ehh...tat him?
Mie: yep...[started laughing]
Him: err...euu serious?
Mie: yep!!
Him: den why euu laughing?
Mie: oo..the music very funni
Him: euu really choose him?
Mie: yay!!
Him: ok lor..all the best
Mie: are you sad?
Him: erm..a bit la..
Mie: kidding onli la...will choose euu [started laughing]
Him: huh?? mie??
Mie: yep
Him: weeee!!! euu pig!! cheat my feeling
Mie: where got sia?
Him: cheat my feeling..dun talk to euu
Mie: euu say euu a bit sad onli ma..soo it's ok one..wanna see ur reaction
Him: who say i abit sad lor..i was super sad...i just act onli..dun tok to euu
Mie: reallie arhx? den next time dun call mie le horr
Him: oie where goy lidat one
Mie: reallie ma...dun tok=next time dun call le..soo euu wanna tok?
Him: shut up
Mie: shut up=dun tok=dun call again
Him: lidat also can...shut up bleh
Mie: give euu one last chance..one a nt?
Him: WANT!!
We: Laughing Non stop
Thanks for everything.
Thanks for those sweet memories
you had given mie.
Thanks for those happy moments
you had given mie.
Thanks for those sweet sms
that you had sent mie.
Thanks for cheering mie
when i'm down.
Thanks for being there for mie
when i needed you most.
You had brighten up my days
in many ways.
Guess it's time for mie
to forget you.
Getting rid of the feeling
that i had for you.
Only then, i'm respecting you
and being fair to "him"