Friday, November 10, 2006
Thanks for being there for mie
Study so hard for SS also no use
Sad side of mie
Had my english paper ON wednesday...was talking to sunshine on my way to school...hahah!! he calm me down...=) cos i was super nervous..and i was affected by my past 2 days performance...English paper was alright to mie...hmm..did narrative "write about ur late arrival for an activities or an event that causes a serious problem". Then got report...hahah!! my report is darn long sia..took mie about 50 minutes to write an report =x soo my composition was rushing like duno what..but phew!! managed to finish it in time..wee!! after 15 minutes break...we took paper 2...hmm...interesting story..at least it din make mie yawn...ahahah!! able to give 100% forcus...lol!! Wasn't thinking about my social studies...;)
Pile of Eng sample and notes to read up
Other's people composition >.<
Read until my eyes blur
On thursday, wake up at 7.15am although my geography paper start at 2pm...yep wanna wake up early to study and revise back...wanna score super well for my geo..only that then i might pass my humanities. Initially wanna wake up at 5am one...in the end can't get out of my bed...super tired sia...can feel that my battery inside mie went flat liao...plus tuesday nite i really break down...Honestly speaking tat nite is my first time breaking down during my exam period...well..geography wasn't as hard as prelim...especially map reading...hahha!! did industry and environmental degradation...hmm...finished my paper in time...but i would like to have extra 5 mins to check my work and see got enough points a not...
all thanks to BAOWEI!! She was sitting beside mie..and every single thing she did really distract mie man!! Starting on the paper..she drop her question paper and her map etc...den she pick up some of them den placce on her table...den continue picking the rest...den everything drop again -.-'' den after she picked up everything she rearrange her question paper...and it's soo distracting!! Soo noisy lor!! den use calculator also soo noisy..wah piang!! 5 minutes before our paper end..she drop her questions and answer papers on the floor again...wah!! i really wanna struggle her man!!
Didn't know my leg soo long. Don't think dirty
Study for geography
Today had my math paper...weee...soo happy..it wasn't as difficult as i think...i was enjoying doing my math paper..haha!! though 3/4 through i got headache...cos i too forcus liao...i scared careless mistake ma...soo i calculate twice and check my working twice before i proceed...got 3 questions i'm not confident in...think i can pass my paper 2 quite well la..unless i use wrong step then i still thought i correct la..tat one i got nothing to say...but aniwae..my math paper 1 will pull my mark down also..haish...ooo..aniwae this is my first time being able to complete my math paper 2 on time...=)
Yep...was stuck in school until 6pm...cos paper end at 5pm ma..den after tat it was raining cat and dogs...soo decided to wait for the rain to stop though i got umbrella with mie =) On my way home..darling...told mie that baowei was sitting beside her today...den she kana distracted cos of her...ya!! once again she drop her paper again..and she use her calculator darn noisy lor..wah liew!! hope i kana same class room with her for my account paper man!! account paper i need to give full attention!!
hehehee!!! tomorrow i meeting calvin!! 2 weeks din see him liao...beginning to miss him man...yay!! he coming up to my house tomorrow..lol!! cos he wanna collect tuition fee from mie ma...then after that we going down for lunch...=D hmm...tomorrow will be the first time he coming to my house...Also it's also our first time going for lunch together [just the two of us]
To: Bryan Son in law
Thanks...thanks for being there for mie when i'm feeling super moody and sad on tuesday...thanks for trying way to cheer mie up..though euu did not succeed...cos my mood was super bad..plus i hear ur voice let mie think of math paper 1 and chemistry paper...those mistakes tat i had done and all these...wad i can say is i was super moody partly becos of my social studies...hehee...hope i din scared the hell of euu...nah! not becos i vent anger on euu...but the way i behave etc...first time see mie lidat horr?? haha..but thanks aniwae..=)
To: Nick marmie
Marmie!! thanks for ur sms...ehh..like asking mie how's my paper today..although it's just a normal question like wad my parents always asked...but i noe what euu mean..ya! euu wanna noe how's my paper...but the story behind tat sentence is wanna see i'm alrite a not..and how am i liao...cos euu read my blog ma...though euu didn't asked..but i can feel it...hehee!! marmie i wanna tell euu a good news...im not moody liao...instead i love studying now..haha!! funny sia...now i suddenly dun wan o level to end leh...haha!! like very fast sia...left 3 more paper to go...3 more days..i will complete my o level liao...sot mie..duno why leh..aniwae i read ur blog..dun think too much k?? i wan my mama be happy happy boi
To: Jessica Nu er
Nu er!! marmie soo xiang ni!! hmm...soo sad lor..duno wad happened to euu sia...recently see euu like trying to avoid mie like tat...something is wrong man!! euu trying to hide things from mie again..dun think i duno..my feeling is always rite one...but it's okay..cos i noe euu will tell mie after o level..i won't blame euu de...cos euu got ur reasons for keeping it from mie first..but no matter wad happened mama will always be there to help euu yea?? cheer up ya? mama love euu lots...can't wait for our next phone appointment man!! euu got lots of things to tell mie..haha!! regarding "past and future"...LOL...
Aniwae..mama wanna say a big thank to euu also..thanks for those sweet messages from euu...and thanks for consoling mie when i'm down...though it does not have much effect...but im happy euu noe?? at least i noe euu care and euu got the heart to cheer mie up..i can feel it...=) but not to worry..marmie is alrite le...hehe!! i will not let my social studies to affect my mood and affect my other subjects...=)
"I'll always be there for my dearest marmie, no matter what. When you are feeling sad, i'll be the first to lend euu my shoulders. When you're happy, i'll be the first to share the joy with you. No matter what circumstances, i hope you'll remember that there's ME who exist in your world. i'll never forsake my marmie." - From Jessica [05/11/06 08:57pm]
"Friends are special treasures of the heart. They make you feel needed and secured. It is often not said but felt. Love you marmie!" (: - From Jessica [05/11/06 01:45pm]
"Marmie, i'm sorry. actually just now i was playing with you only. You cannot dun wan mie ok? i only want you to be my marmie. Sorry just now. i didn't mean to do it :(" - From Jessica [05/11/06 04:19Am]
"Yes, and remember to cut our nails. Where got touching?Actually tell you the truth, u really like my real marmie. If only i have a mother like you. I'll be soo good. I try not to do ba..." -From Jessica [18/10/06 02:35pm]
"Marmie very good and nice.lol.aniwae thanks for always being here with mie. though i never tell u my troubles last time, but now will tell you liao..apart form my jie jie" - From Jessica [18/10/06 02:26pm]
To: Geradine darling
Darling...thanks for being there for mie also...sorrie for keeping it from euu..cos i noe it's useless...as in this kind of thing is on mie...i have to face it and adjust my feeling...no one can help mie no matter how hard euu guys try to cheer mie up...etc...den dun wan to add on to ur burden ma since euu are busy with ur revision and all these...i must be considerate...=D dun blame mie yea?? other social problems i will tell you but this type no point saying also...i can only say it in my blog...at least euu can noe it through there..ahaha!!
To: Jessilyn Jie
wanna call euu for a talk..but i didn't...it was quite late...soo i decided to sms euu instead...Sent euu an sms on tat day [tuesday].. was looking forward for ur reply...unfortunately euu were asleep...haha!! i have no idea why i sent tat sms to euu telling mie abt my exam etc...wad i noe is tat i was super sad and disppointed with myself..even when i type tat sms to euu..i was crying...yay!! on the phone with bryan...but thanks god he din heard mie...=x Well...becos of my social studies i lost my focus on the other subjects..i did some mistakes in chemistry... i have no confident in my other subjects..and i have no mood to study for other papers...furthermore my next paper is english [wednesday]...i dun even have the mood to study...like wad i said..i'm stress i'm tired i'm disappointed...
The next morning i received ur sms...i was darn happy...ur sms was rather convincing..."it's ok dear...the most important thing is you have tried ur best...nothing in life is smooth n easy..each failure will make you become stronger...Jia you, left 2 weeks only...remember the most important thing is have you tried your best? If the answer is yes...be it...dun stress out by the unknown result...love you sis...i give you my support...give mie a ring if euu need someone to talk to...will try my best to be there for you..good luck sweetheart...buddha bless u..."
After reading tat i was no longer that sad anymore although i teared abit when i read ur sms...i duno why...euu are just someone important in my life...someone tat i can confide my problems to...but somehow i refuse to tell euu...cos i dun wanna disturb euu ma...euu tis busy woman..hahaha!! well i'm glad to noe euu through my real brother...hehee!! and i'm glad tat euu gonna be my piano teacher soon!! weee...aniwae thanks a lot...Jie "I Love You...forever and ever..."
To: Jason Kor [real]
Kor kor...thanks euu soo much...ehh i was shocked tat euu noe about all these..yay!! jessily jie told euu everything..haha!! but it's ok..i won't blame her...cos when i sent her tat sms about how i feel and what i'm facing..i already predicted tat she will inform euu about all these...=) aniwae ya euu are right...things might not be as bad as i think...like what jessilyn jie said "dun let an unknown result to affect mie"..i take it..and i'm no longer as sad and as moody as tat day..Not to worry for mie yea?? i will not let my enermy "social studies" to affect mie...;) You mei mei become stronger liao..heehee!!
To: Sunshine
Thanks euu!! *hughug*...euu deserved to be called a sunshine...euu never failed to make mie laugh..euu never failed to make mie happy...and the most importantly is that euu are the only one who can brighten up my days...On tuesday...i was feeling terrible..i'm super sad super disappointed...no mood to study den the whole day i din laugh i din smile..until i received an sms...tat sms was super cute and meaningful...only then i started laughing and smiling to myself...
Though i was quite disappointed that euu couldn't call mie tat nite cos euu are helping ur friend to do something...but it's alrite...at least euu call mie the other day...early in the morning..when i'm on my way to meet darling...ur call brighten up my days...the things tat euu said really cheer mie up...the things euu said had lots of effect on mie...After talking to euu and after my english paper...i'm super high and super happy...no longer as sad and moody as the previous day...Just wanna let euu noe tat ur prescence in my life is important to mie...YOu are just someone special...someone that i wanna be with when i'm down...ehh..euu dun get the wrong meaning yea? [dun say no wonder i'm capricorn!! cos i dun wan people to mistaken mie]...Aniwae thanks a lot..