Sunday, January 28, 2007

Working

wee!! is another day tat i work for the continuous of 19 hours 30 minutes. which mean tat on sunday i work from 6am to monday 1.30am [mandarin hotel]...yepyep earn about $107 and duno how many cents =x haiz but then i'm still sad sia...cos on saturday [which is the day before i work for 19 hr 30 mins] i actually can work ot till 6am!!!! but becos i'm working at 6am in the morning..tat's why i didn't take ot..cos i won't have the time to sleep. if i took ot tat nite...tat mean i will be working for 32 hr 30 minutes non stop!!! yea...doobie said i'm nuts haha!! he say i'm even more crazy than him..well same la..ehh...but i got to admit tat now everyday seemed to be weekday to mie...my day are all mixed up...sometime i thought is tuesday..but it's actually sunday.

Duno why sunddenly got the urge to save up more money. yepyep...always wanted to buy some tibits and eat after work..but didn't bother to go buy...1stly i dun wan to eat before i go sleep unless i'm hungry...2ndly i dun wanna waste money. yep wad i need to do is to control myself..control control and control is the only way to make mie save up more money. hehee!! yep like wad i said i will save up all my money after i bought what i needed the most..heh!! and i had finally bought what i want...Now i got a ipod, more clothes, accesories, make up stuff, jean, watch, bag and april i will get my new phone..hehe!!

And becos of money...i actually have few hours of sleep. only one day will have 7 hours of sleep..the rest is 5 hours of sleep or even less than tat. well i gotta thank calvin..haha!! if not becos of him..i will not be able to survive with 5 hours of sleep..lol...can say tat he actually trained mie to sleep late..yea also wanna thank nick mama bryan son in law and doobie...heh!! this 3 guys also trained mie to sleep late...and is even much more later than calvin. they made mie able to stay up late till 7am in the morning..LOL

One thing good about not being with him is...i won't have the time for him due to my work. yep working shedule is i book myself...certain days i can dun book just for him..but then i won't be happy about it...cos i'm simply love working in banquet..and if i one day dun work...i won't get my pay for the day...yep maybe once a week dun work? plus i won't have the time to talk to him on the phone..simply because i'm getting up early for work and returned home rather late. Now i dun even have the time for myself..let alone having time for him.

Really miss him alot...really wish to see him again. i miss him yet i can't give him a call. cos i dun wish to disturb him studying. The feeling is no good..really. But i have to bear with it no matter what. i hate myself for not being able to forget him..i hate myself for not being able to get rid of the feeling for him. i hate myself for not being able to control myself. i know this is my retribution..cos this is what i did to my ex..but nvm i shall take it.

Time flies...everyday is just like a weekday to mie...and now it's towards february...and heard tat 5th of feb is the releasing of O level result...>.<'' i dun wan..i seriously dun wan!!! i dun wan to know my result..i dun wan to get my result...i'm afraid i can't make it or what..i'm afraid i din do well..cos i made quite a number of careless mistake due to my social studies paper..i was kind of distracted by it...my mood changed due to social studies. Even when i'm studying for my other papers..i will still think of social studies. i'm afraid my social studies will pull my humanities down...

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Sunday, January 28, 2007

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