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Sunday, February 18, 2007

Chinese New year

Happy New Year!!

Honestly speaking, im not in a mood for new year sia. Just feel like a normal day? Perhaps i'm sick and tired of new year liao? haha!! wad i meant was nothing special about new year. it's always the same.. Instead i got the mood for working. LOL!! Becos of new year i have to stop working...sigh!! Becos of new year, hotel won't have any function..booHoO!!

Aniwae i like new year la!! haha!! got funny funny sms sent by people..!! LOL!! funni sia..!! Also, 2006 is over!! phew!! hurray!! hah!! have to believed what the fortune teller said sia..he said 2006 [dog year] is not a good year people who are born in dragon year. yea!! Wo zhong yu du guo zhe yi guang le!! lalala!! Hopefully from now on it's a better year for mie =)

haha!! Sent Mr wong [band conductor] an sms wishing him a happy new year etc...and his replied is darn funni la!!

Mr Wong: hey thanks!! same to euu too!! but may i noe who are euu?
Mie: wah!! how can like tat?? just 3 months din see euu, euu already forget mie completely!! i'm jia en, ur ex chief librarian!! aniwae how's band? SYF coming le wor. How's library btw??
Mr Wong: What to do? People rich ma. Keep changing hp to avoid mie! of cos after the fabulous chief librarian left, everthing is bad lo.
Mie: I where got rich? where gt everytime go change hp? i just sign up for a new line cos all the while i was using prepaid card. Somemore my hp spoil for 3 mths le lor...must use ear piece den can hear the person talking. WAH!! say mie until soo nice...no ang bao one horr..=x

My sms message for adrian [based on memory..part of it forgotten le]:
darling!! can euu help mie to forward to him: Can euu please stop asking geradine to ask mie to call eu? if i wanna call euu i will call euu. if i dun feel like calling i won't call. it can be vety irritating. thank

Adrian msg Part 1:
Last phone call to mie only meant tat i was lost at some point of life and need to talk to someone who noe mie well. And i dun need your forgiveness as i already apologise to watever i done wrong to you and i dun feel i owe u anything. You did greater wrong to mie and i had forgiven u for tat. stop giving tat attitude like i owe u for life. i haf beem trying to be a frenz to you but u keep trying to hurt mie. u let mie down. u even use vulgarities! u grown up. But u never like people telling you what to do and what's ur mistakes or weakness.

Explanation for: "And i dun need your forgiveness as i already apologise to watever i done wrong to you and i dun feel i owe u anything"
yea eu are rite..euu dun owe mie anything. i never say u owe mie anything. till now i can't forgive euu is not within my control. i can't put myself to forgive eu. the matter is far to huge. i can fogive euu if euu killed someone who is innoent. But this issue is far too big tat i can't forgive euu at all..so what if euu apologised to mie? what is done can't be undone.Furthermore "sorry" is just a word. There is nothing euu can do to make mie forgive euu. And of cos euu dun owe mie anything...euu the one who gain something from mie..not the other way round.

Explanation for: "You did greater wrong to mie and i had forgiven u for tat".
Come on...who's the one who did greater wrong to who? i just change heart. Just by developing a small feeling for someone else euu say i did greater wrong to euu? i didn't hold hand with him..i didn't kiss him..i didn't hug him...just having a bit of feeling for calvin euu say i did greater wrong to euu? Furthermore, at least i'm being honest with euu. i asked euu to forgive mie and what did euu said? euu said euu won't forgive mie. euu said i'm a bitch!! so why bother to forgive mie now? So what euu meant was whatever wrong euu did to mie is just a minor one is it? Forcing mie to do something tat i dislike to do and venting anger at mie for nothing is call a minor wrong euu did to mie? Dream on

Explantion For: "u even use vulgarities!"
well i gotta be honest with euu...Sad to say it wasn't mie who type tat sms. it was my frenz who is helping mie. cos you noe i dun use vulgarities.. in order for you to believe the owner for the new number [u got it from stefanie] is alex and not mie..thus tat's the onli way to fake u.

Explanation For: "But u never like people telling you what to do and what's ur mistakes or weakness."
Sad to say i'm big and sensible enough to noe what i'm doing..n where i done wrong etc...and when i take people advice...euu won't noe abt it what. lastly i have my own stand...i can't possibly be listening to everyone...cos if i do so...kana cheated also duno.


Adrian msg part 2:
You really enjoy doing this don't u? chidish!! so hard to even just try to be your fren. who the hell u think u are. if u feel like calling than u will call me. if i wish to talk to u i have to go through all the trouble. u think i enjoy troubling geradine? i thought u were someone i could rely on. through the last phone call i think u understood mie best as a fren. but yesterday msg prove mie wrong. u made mie feel i was pitied by u. i dun need tat.

Explanation for: "You really enjoy doing this don't u? chidish!!"
yes i'm childish..i noe it;'s darn childish to pretend i'm alex whenever euu sms mie. why am i doing this? cos i dun wan euu to noe tat's my number.so what if euu noe abt tat i'm alex..? i just trying my best to fake euu and let euu believe i'm not jia en. Why am i doing this? cos i noe once euu noe tat's mie euu will sms mie or try to contact mie.

Explantion for: "who the hell u think u are. if u feel like calling than u will call me".
yea who the hell i think i am? when i feel like calling than i will call euu. yes tat's what i said in the previous sms. BUt so far did i even call euu? asked urself before euu complain to mie! did i even call euu? answer is BIG FAT NOPE!! i only call euu when euu asked mie to called euu tat day...and what i meant for "if i feel like calling euu then i will call"..is whenever euu asked mie to call euu...it doesn't mean i will call eu..if i'm comfortable to talk to euu on tat day den i will return ur call..tat's what i meant and nothing else!! Even if i'm down and there is no one there for mie...i won't even call euu...pls get it clear. aniwae even if i call euu, is u gave mie permission to call eu. why i said tat? tat nite euu asked mie 2 call euu often. no matter how late or how early it is, just call.

Explanation for: "u made mie feel i was pitied by u"
Can euu please stop all ur nonsense? who say i pity euu? since when? and why should i? tat time i call eu [when euu asked mie to] is not becos i pity euu tat's why i called!! the reason is euu already very sad, i dun wan to disappoint euu more. Furthermore i'm concern about ur parent. yea why should i concern for ur parent? is non of my business anyway. reason is the conflict is between EUU AND MIE!! Not ur parent. Is just like i concern for everyone beside euu.
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