Monday, February 12, 2007

O level result

Got my result on last friday. Quite disappointed with my own performances. my grade really dropped. i can't believed it..i can't believed my food and nutrition will get a C grade..I have never get a C grade for fnn...i can't believe my science will get a C grade...as usual i have never get a C grade for my science...i..i..i can't believe my math will get a C grade..i thought im able to get at least a B grade for my math..i had let him down...i seriously let him down..i promise him i will aim for a A if not at least a B3...in the end i got a C grade!! i can't believed tat..i seriously can't believed tat...my heart really sank...i almost tears infront of my teacher...i duno how to tell him about tat.. he asked mie to update him once i get my result...and i didn't...i dun have the courage to..i dun feel like toking to him..i dun feel like seeing him..cos i had let him down...but i noe i need to inform him about it...it took mie alot of courage to make a call [nite time]...yep i can tell tat he's really disappointed about it.

This is my first time getting such a lousy result...i didnt expect myself to get such a lousy result. But to my surprise i got a B3 for my humanities..i thought i will fail..cos my ss is confirm a FAILED!! the topic i studied did not come out...and i seriously have no idea how i got a B for tat..and...it's the highest grade tat i got for my o level. it's unblievable.!!

WHY!?!? WHY!?! WHY didn't i do well for my o level? why didn't i get good grade? why did my grade deprove? why is my humanities get so high instead? why why why!! why is it everyone's grade dropped? why is it like tat? I seriously very sad..i have no mood on tat day...i dun wish to talk i dun wish to work i dun wish to do anything..i wish to be alone...but i can't cos i need to go back to mandarin hotel and work. i can't back out last minutes...i dun wanna get into trouble..i dun wanna create problem for manager...cos on tat day itself..there are 120 tables!! The number of staff are just nice...i have no choice but to go back to work.

Reached the hotel at 4.55...went to change and went up to the function room...wanna asked permission from the new manager to allow mie to go down and eat..and this was wad he replied "dun worry..after briefing i will let euu guys eat." it's fine with mie..after briefing den after briefing lor..just 20 more minutes only...HOWEVER!! this stupid new manager drag and drag during briefing...in the end he didn't give us time to eat... i was darn hungry cos my last meal was breakfast at 5.20am!! what's worse is he come put mie in VIP TABLE!! kaoz!! i already very sad liao..somemore ppl sick lor..still put mie under VIP table...=..='' busy like duno what...

wad's worse is...people already having sore throat liao..those people sitting at vip table go smoke cigar!!! made mie breathe in polluted air...made mie sneeze and end up i got running nose...then next day i got cough..cough until i lose my voice. i was darn scared tat i will lose my voice totally...cos i will be working the next day...Not to worry i'm 95% alrite le..LOL

End work at 11pm...went for supper with cheryl and semone...becos he keep asking mie to go for supper =.=''...after supper took a cab with him...yep mie alight in esplanade...gotta meet geradine...gotta pei her..cos she's very sad...at the same time wanna see she alrite a not..kinda worry for her..funny sia...at work..my working friends asked mie take care of cheryl...after work..cheryl asked mie to take care of geradine =.=''

English- C6

Humanities- B3

Science- C5

Account- C6

Math- C5

Food and Nutrition C5

To: Geradine
My dear, it really pain mie to see euu like this...where's my lovely cheerful darling?? i understand how you feel..yep maybe euu will think i dun cos i pass everything...just to let euu noe tat tat wasn't the result i wanna get. i'm really sad...but wad can i do? i can't change the marks..i can;t do anything but to accept the fact tat tat's my result. Just to let euu noe, in the hall i can sense something wrong with u...i noe u did not do well. As a friend or should i say as a best friend of urs i should have walk over to you and encourage euu..but i'm sorrie tat i did not do tat..1stly i wan to leave euu alone..not becos i'm buey steady or what...cos i'm afraid the more i talk about it the more euu will cried out.i noe euu are controlling ur tears...i can tell it..2ndly i was pretty sad about my result and i seriously feel like crying at tat moment. That's another reason why i didn't walk to euu..cos i dun wish to affect euu...3rdly cheryl was crying very badly...i haf no choice but to walk over to her after i calm myself down.

As for euu and jeff...i sort of helped euu explained everything to him..telling him how euu feel etc.... yep im kind of scolded him through sms...cos i understand how euu feel after getting ur result...and at this moment he wasn;t there for euu...instead he sent euu those sms. and i seriously think tat he's in the wrong this time round. i hope both of euu are alrite by now.

To: Jessica
Enjoyed my outing with euu yesterday though i'm pretty sick..haha!! but at least i make myself prescence for euu horr...cos i dun wanna disappoint euu again. =x Well thank for ur 1st moth engagement gift..haha!! so tat's what euu call "can eat and cannot eat la??" haha aniwae i love tat bear alot.thanks =) and heheee!! soo happie...we got another same thing...and tat's boot!! haha!! next time we wear boot go out kie?

oohhh yea..aniwae sorry abt ytd...i noe i affected ur mood ytd...especially after the movie "happy bdae"..cos i was kind of tired after the movie.den like got asthma like tat...tat's why i didn't talk much...hehe!! i didn't bother to tell euu about it cos i dun wan euu to worry ma..=x At the same i was thinking about tat movie...it's soo sad lor...wah liew ehh...first time cry infront of euu horr? =x sorrie arhx..i watch movie/show very easily cry one...=x bo bian la..the movie soo sad...den at certain part i was thinking of him...i wish we could be like them...ehh but not the part when the guy die la...=.='' aniwae last nite i talk to him wor!!! darn happie!! talked to him for 20 minutes!! very long din talk for soo long le...heh!! but very sad la...he ask mie wanna go for supper when i'm turning in le..LOL...cos i'm pretty tired liao...

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Monday, February 12, 2007

O level result

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