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Thursday, March 22, 2007

Cheryl went to drink again

Why is cheryl like this?
Why she love to get herself drunk?
Why is she breaking her promise?
What must we do to stop her from drinkin?
Why can't she listen to us?

Must she really get into trouble
den she will learn her lesson?
n Den she will stop drinking?

That time she went drinkin,
and she got herself drunk...
Last saturday, she went again
and she got herself drunk...

perhaps i should blame myself for not listening to suzanna.
she asked mie to scold her
and threaten her using her dad..
she asked mie to stop her from going...

yep im being a kind soul
to let her drink for one last time...
didnt wan to scold her and make her feel even hurt...
dun wan her to pai seh her friends last min...

And now..
what happened?

Sheena told mie cheryl went drinking with them on tuesday..
what did cheryl promised suzanna?
she said she won't drink anymore...
she said she dun like the feeling of being drunk...
she said she noe if she's going to be drunk...
and yet??
she get herself drunk on tuesday...

and the worse thing is...
she lied to sheena, saying tat we will allow her to drink..
this is soo not true!!
cos we dun wan her to make it a habit

Must she really push us
to the extend tat we must threaten her using her dad?
We are not being busybody or what..
who care about if she go drink or not...
but the fact is she DOESN'T know how to take care of herself...
tat's why we are so worried for her.
Tat's why we care soo much...

i seriously dun wish to threaten her using her dad...
i'm afraid she won't tell us anything
when she got problems in future..

Should we threaten her?
Or should we leave her alone?
Like what semore said...
"he had gave up on her"...

Guess what?
During work she drink
&
Now she in esplanade...
the time now is 4am...
she's with thomas...
doing what??
DRINKING!!

sometime i really wish to give up on her
but can i do tat?
she's my darling..
how can i leave her alone?

But think again,
soo what if i care for her?
does she bother?
does she listen?
The answer is NOPE..

whatever we say...
it won't get into her brain...

she doesn't know how to love herself
she doesn't know how to take care of herself...
what she noe is drink...drink and drink...


Went to esplanade last nite..as usual bought vodka and drink...hmm..this time i din buy any breezer..haha!! wanna try other type of drink..Wanna thanks doobie for accompany mie the whole nite yesterday...wanna thanks him for cheering mie up...ooohh well and also thanks for letting mie to bite euu...ehh 1st time is really wan to bite euu...the other four times is being force by euu...didn't realy use much strength cos i can feel the pain in my heart as u noe euu are someone special to mie..LOL...poor boi..being bite by mie..aniwae nice biting euu x= aniwae wanna thank him for being by my side when i was crying...gosh this is my first time crying infront of him...i just couldn't control my tears whenever we talked about it...he had finally seen the sad side of mie..is tat a good thing or a bad thing? LOL...it doesn't matter anyway..cos he's someone special to mie...

aniwae euu guys will never believed tat mie and him sang song yesterday..LOL..but honestly speaking..tat's my first time singing with him [lyrics]...and should i say he's my first friend who heard mie sing? cos i dun sing de..unless i'm down..wanna record it de...but this pig say next time den record..cos he wanna practice until perfect..LOL..i made sure he meant what he said..LOL...

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