Thursday, March 01, 2007

Friendship ended

Just came back from work not long...ended work at 1.45am...on the computer to see what the HACK is happening...yep i know vanessa and adrian are quarrellin. But i didn't know it can be soo SERIOUS...SOO MUCH SERIOUS until it pissed her off, pissed mie off, pissed geradine off...and what's worse is My friendship with vanessa had ended.

YES HAD ENDED!!
ENDED ...
AND NO WAY WE CAN BE FRIEND AGAIN

WHAT HAD I DONE?
WHAT DID I DO?
WHAT DID I SAID?

YES, IT INVOLVED MIE
SOOOO??

DID I LISTEN TO VANESSA IN THE FIRST PLACE?
YESH..I DID IGNORE HIM...
BUT THERE ISN'T ANYTHING TO DO WITH VANESSA!!!
IT'S MY OWN DECISION...
IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH HER AT ALL

WHY MUST HE SAY HER UNTIL LIKE TAT?
WHY MUST HE HURT HER?
WHY MUST HE .ARGH...

THE MOST RIDICULOUS THING IS
WHAT DOES IT HAVE TO DO WITH MIE?
WHY MUST SHE END OUR FRIENDSHIP?
I'M NOT THE ONE WHO SAID ALL THIS
I'M INNOCENT...
i din do anything...
why!?
JUST WHY!?!?

yepp...im stunned, im shocked
I'M DISAPPOINTED
&
I'M SAD!!

last and not least
i cried...
knowing tat our friendship had just ended tis way...

well, this is my first time losing a friend
just like tat...
and in a ridiculous way...

For darling geradine,
I seriously wanna say sorry to her
If it wasn't mie who type all those explanation
i should have listen to her
&
things will not turned up this way

Not only i had lose a friend,
Friendship between geradine and adrian had ended

and now...
darling is feeling guilty and sad
cos she felt tat it was her who causes it
WHICH IS
not her FAULT AT ALL!!

It was mie who can't stand him
and decided to send him those sms
asking him stop bothering geradine etc...

I'M EXHAUSTED!!
NOT becos of my busy working shedule..
But my friends around mie...
I have my own problem...
I have my own family problem...
Cheryl has her own problem..
Now Suzanna has her own problem...

Seeing them cried during work
Seeing them feeling heartbroken
really hurt mie a lot...
Yep i'm worried for them...
especially cheryl
she din sleep for 5 days...
she stay out late in esplanade
&
she drink

Soo what if i'm worried?
i can't do anything
i can't even be there for them when they needed mie
cos i'm always working different function room with them
I've failed to cheer them up
I've failed to be their friend
I can't do what a friend should do...
I'M USELESS...

vanessa,
no matter what
i wanna apologised to euu
For everything tat had lead to this ending
Sorry...

Got to go bath le...den go rest for while before getting back to work. working 7am...and i'm gotta leave house at 5plus...might end work early..cos it doesn;t seem like i'm working at nite...=.='' my name doesn't appear in the list for nite time..kie..whatever it is..i might be waiting for semone to finished work...den go esplanade...cheryl might be joining mie this time...if not i'm going there alone lor...

anyway...stupid hotel...go make a rules saying tat no one are allow to work more than 12 hours a day!! if not will be blacklisted...=.='' i better dun work soo long before they find out...if not i will the next person who get black listed..=.=''

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Thursday, March 01, 2007

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