Sunday, March 18, 2007

Training for mama doob and leonard

woke up at 1.30pm...yep sound like a pig ehh?? bo bian..cos the previous nite i only slept for 4 hours before i went back to work..haha!! yep didn't went home to sleep...tis is my first time sleeping outside [ehh not including chalet]...haish..is a long story why i didn't went home after my ot at 2.30am...i went to family KTV just outside mandarin hotel...haha!! not for drinking not for singing...but to take care of my darling cheryl..yep went there striaght after knowing tat she was drunk and tat bastard was there. ermm there are other people there taking care of her...but mie and desmond are just worried for her la...cos tat bastard was there...if the bastard not there..i will just go over see she alrite a not..den until i feel tat she is alrite den i will go home and sleep..cos i'm working 11am the next day.

But thank god i went over to see her...cos tat bastard was soo called "taking care of her" and he was hugging her...i can tell tat she feel uneasy...but she got no strength to push him away... yep immediately i went to her...and we both hugged...got to admit tat i had never hug a girl soo tightly =x not i'm sick or what...is just tat the moment i saw her, it hurt mie a lot...she was soo drunk...she was soo upset..soo heartbroken tat i could feel it...and she was crying soo badly when we hugged each other...had a hard time stopping her from cryin...consoling her and taking care of her the whole nite...seeing her like this, even if i go home i won't be able to fall asleep...and i noe i can't go home..cos tat bastard was there...and cheryl asked mie not to let him touch her...

haish...duno what to say about her..this gal just simply love drinking...just simply duno how to take care of herself...and duno how to love herself..Teach her, tell her...yet nothing goes into ur head..when someone care too much for her...she will dislike tat person. cos she can't do what she wanna do..eg drinking. Sometime mie and suzanna just wanna give up on her...bt we just bu ren xin to do tat to her...she's just like our small sister...we dun wan her to get into trouble etc...haish..hopefully due to tat incident, she had learnt her lesson. and hopefully she will love herself and stop doing 2pid things.

As For bryan and jessica issue...i dun wanna care anymore...what i wanna tell jess is tat...think twice..if euu really no feeling for him le...den let him go...if euu do haf feeling for him do treasure him...he's a very nice guy...treat him better...sometime euu just have to sacrifice some of ur time for him. i can just ignore about what euu told bryan when he smsed euu. but i seriously hope tat euu can think properly. cos marmie realli dun wan euu to regret. also dun wanna see euu repeating the same cycle. Good luck gal...=)

As for geradine and Jeff issue...darling, i just wan to let euu noe tat...do let jeff noe what euu wanna do or who euu gonna meet. yep i noe is not tat necessary to report to him everything. cos it's ur freedom to do what euu wan, to meet who euu wanna meet. but since euu can tell mie tat euu intend to tell jeff tat euu will be going out with adrian...only when euu had decided to meet him...soo euu might as well tell him in advance? or even tell him euu thinking of meeting him for etc...even though euu haven make up ur mind. is like what's the different to tell him in advance and telling him after euu had make up ur mind? not as if euu are doing something bad behind him ma..rite? only this way, misunderstanding can be avoided yea? furthermore euu soo forgetful..later euu forget to tell..and he get to noe about it..he will feel tat euu hide something from him etc...kie guys are always like tat..=x But if he not allow euu to meet him or what...talk things out with him yea?

For doobie and clar issue, i hope euu had get it over le..and i think euu are feeling much better now...=) well since the two of euu can't be couple, at least euu guys can be friend rite? sometime being a friend is soo much better than being a couple..haha!! cos we hardly quarrel with friends. And sometime being single is not totally a bad thing..yep euu may feel lonely at time..but one things good about it is euu are free from everything..hahha!! euu dun have to report...euu dun have to think soo much when euu wanna do something/go out with someone. euu just dun haf the need to care about tat person feeling. Moreover euu and clar are soo different...one like nature..and one dislike nature...there are so little things tat euu 2 can do together...just let it go ba...just take a break for the time being..i believed euu will be able to get another nice gal like clar =)

aniwae i'm soo darn happy..haha!! today i brought doobie, mama and leonard for training..hehe!! they gonna work in mandarin hotel..wee!! can't wait for this day wor...xD...cos no matter how many time i see mama and doobie..i just simply miss them soo much la...ermm tat's from the bottom of my heart...

But one thing i'm sad about is Marc won't be working in mandarin anymore...cos he got attachment ...fri and sun [past] was his last 2 days working in mandarin...becos of him i wanna switch function room with other people...i wanna work with him soo much..at least work with him and see him for the very last time before he really go off?? but i didn't get the chance to...yes i managed to find one who is willing to change with mie [without telling them the real reason...cos if i do..there will be a rumour saying i fall for marc]..but end up i was kicked back by the captain...zzz...i noe i sound as if i fall for him...but i think i'm not...cos i dun miss him...and i do have feeling for the other him. Reason why i wanna see him is he somehow resemble the other him...he's soo gentle...and i'm simply love his smile..it;s soo darn sweet la..the only thing tat is soo different from him is marc always scold vagarities [tat's what he told mie]...but erm..soo far i didn't heard any vagarities from him...haha!! and he doesn't look as if he noe how to scold. he just simply look soo innocent, guai and gentle.

After their training..i went to meet suzanna, her friend and desmond in marina bay..haha!! realli wanna thank desmond for accompanying mie to go have dinner with suzanna friend's family =x if not i will feel soo left out and soo extra la...haha!! cos suzanna said it's not nice to reject people when they invite mie to go dinner with them..=.='' yep we had dinner in a restaurant...called long beach in marina bay..haha!! the food there are soo fantastic man..it was soo delicious beside the mashed taro...haha mandarin mashed taro is soo much nicer =P...it's my 1st time eating at long beach..haha!! After dinnerm we went to the park etc...den went to arcade to play before we catch our last bus and last train..=x

Now i gotta sleep..gotta wake up kinda early. cos i will be going for body checkup which include blood test, xray etc...for the course tat i had entered.=.=''

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

Training for mama doob and leonard

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