Sunday, April 15, 2007

Going school tomorrow [np]

12 April 2007 [Thursday]
Something happened to darling. She was very very disapointed and sad upon knowing a truth from sim [her best friend]. Yep her best friend hide the truth abt her bf for like half year? well can't blame...if im sim..i will keep it to myself too..cos i noe what will happen if darling noe abt it...furthermore their relationship is still fresh..soo even if we say..nothing will go into her head..was toking to her on the phone [midnite]..cos tis gal wanted mie to talk to her till she fall aslp..and eventually we had conference with kelvin Ng..LOL..and gussed what happend? in the end the person who almost fall asleep is Mie..not darling..lol..

13 April 2007 [Friday]
Darling had her theory test at bbdc. Thus nicole and mie went all the way there to have lunch with her..purpose for going there is darling felt soo lost tat she doesn't noe what to do...so we went over to have a tok with her...at the same time confronting jeff on the phone..

After everything, darling and i went to take bus back to telok blangah...cos darling gotta pack all her clothes before going gen hse...yep..Went to gen house to stay!! ooohh soo sweet of her to ask her maid to prepare pasta for us..it's soo delicious lah!!

At nite we are having soo much FUN on the bed :x Once the light is off..mie and gen start tickling darling till she buey tahan...keep screaming and laughing at the same time..LOL...poor her!! who asked her sleep in the centre..haha!! before she sleep she suffer first...after we fall asleep she shiokh!! take up soo much space..made mie can't even turn to the other side and sleep..haha!! she sleep like a pig la!! sleep until soo soundly until i dun even wanna wake her up...LOL...she didn't had a good sleep for the past few nite. tat's why i choose to give up sleeping on the bed...and went to the floor and zzz...HOwever i went back to the bed after 1 hr..cos very cold!! :x

Sleeping on the bed, is the BEST
soo shiokh~

14 april 2007 [Saturday]
Woke up at 10.30am..get myself ready and met up with see chai kor kor in ps...heh!! it's been mths since we last met..=) heh!! poor him..keep calling mie and suzanna..bt none of us answer his call..=x and poor him have to wait for us for an hr?? =x yep had our lunch in pizza hut...and we had quite an interesting topic to discuss. i seriously forgotten how we move on to tat topic tat is related to human body =.=''

Then afternoon we went to gallang [indoor stadium] to queue up [queue up for abt 2 hrs before we can entered the stadium]...for wad? just to see some miracle tat benny will be doing...it sound soo interesting from what suzanna said..bt when i witness it..i gt no idea how truth is it...honestly speaking i regreted going there...i rather go out with see chai the whole day lah...

15 April 2007 [sunday]
Did nothing the whole day...
Just having a rest before my school start.

Tomorrow will be my first day in school...kind of nervous..cos i noe no one there [didn't go for orientation]...though i noe ping [bestie] and deborah [new friend] who will be taking the same course as mie..but sad to say..three of us are in different classes...haha!! Our time table is soo different...but among the three of us..my time table is the best..start school late..and end sch earlier...while the two of them start school early and end school late..LOL...but one disadvantage for mie is it will be rather tiring cos my 2 lessons can actually last for 5 continuous hours.

Friends had been asking mie:
"soo school is starting, how do you feel?"

Answer for them will be:
I felt nothing/ neutral. Cos once i start school, i have to stop workin..but i wish i could at least work once a week bt tat have to depend on my shedule and studies.working has soon became my habit. i dun feel good if i dun work...working enable mie to earn more pocket money for myself and enable mie to have fun with my colleague.

But tat doesn't mean i dun love studyin...when you are in school time seemed to pass faster..and im able to make lots of new friends in np.Honestly speakin i'm quite excited about it.. cos i will be studying in a new environment...meeting new friends, new teachers..it's just like a new chapter of my life...thus from tomorrow onward i will put away all my unhappiness behind mie..and look into the future...

i'm not jokin..i'm serious about it. After what had happened, i had became stronger.Maybe i should thank him for not going out with mie.Though it really hurt mie alot, bt i seriously wanted/willing to let him go.the urge of letting him go was there. And i'm glad to say i dun miss him anymore. Last and not least i seldom think of him le.

Friends are right...
Ai Yi Ge Ren Ai Dao Zhe Me Tong Ku
what's the point?
If he really dun wanna start the relationship
what's the point of keeping him?
It will only hurt the both of us.
At least letting him go,
we can still be good friends.

Friends, wo zhong yu xiang tong le!!! i'm no longer sad or feel soo much to be with him...thanks for you people who had been there for mie. During this period of time..xin ku ni men le..i noe i had been doing lots of stupid things or even self abused myself [des euu noe what i'm referring to]...Hope it's not late to realised tat i had been soo silly & stupid all this while..

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