Friday, June 29, 2007

Before darling left

Met up with darling on wednesday and it's my first time going out with him as a couple. Supposed to meet him outside cine leisure at 5pm..bt becos he need to wait for his mum to come home..we end up meeting slightly later..and ya..we happened to reached at the same timing..LOL..went to cine foodcourt cos darling was feeling hungry..at the same time i was waitin for semore cos we intend to take our pay together...lalala!! 2pid him...he was darn late la..by the time he came it's like 6.30pm?

Went to take our pay..and we went back to cine leisure with no place to go, no plan to follow...haha!! So dar and mie took a neoprint..it's our first time taking neoprint..and ya!! my decoration sux!! i wasn't in the mood to decorate the neoprint..and it turned out nt as nice as those neoprint tat i took with my friends...ooohh!! Guessed what?!?! Mie and semore saw see chai kor kor..hahaa!! soo long din see him le..becoming handsome le..LOL...!! yea..had a few words with him before leaving cine to tanglin...cos semore's mum shop is over there...and he once promised mie tat he will cooked for mie to eat..LOL!! soo we had our dinner there till 8 plus...

went to bugis junction after tat..heh cos i wanna buy hamsters!! dragged semore along...duno why i dragged him also...he's just like a lightbulb and ya poor him being force by mie.LOL...duno leh..just dun feel like pai seh him ma...and we doesn't mind him joinin us...plus i need his suggestion regarding hamsters stuff..heh!! =D yea..we spend an hr inside the pet shop..LOL..and i bought 2 baby male hamster..cos i doesn't wan them to breed..=x actually is dar buy for mie.. =.='' cos he put the money back into my wallet when i'm not around..yah!! it cost him like $78...which includes cage, food etc...the hamster alone cost him like $18...=x

Aniwae,
Thank you darling..
I love you..!!
I will take good care of our bao bao & bei bei [baobei]
Will bring them to see you when you come back in Aug...
Baobei and i will miss you...
Muack!!

Met up with darling on thursday 5pm at boon keng mrt station..he was waiting for mie to knocked off and yay he wanna see my uniform =.=''...heh!! he brought baobei along...baobei is just too cute larh!! Love them to bits!! went home to bath while darling and baobei went to foodcourt to makan...cos darlin didn't eat anything the whole day...cos in the mornin he went back to msia..haha!!

went to vivo to catch a movie..is our first time watching movie as a COUPLE!! LoL...went to watch surf up..OMG!! the penguine soo cute larhx!! hahaaa!!! oohh yea...we brought hamster into the cinema =x aniwae their rules and regulation didn't state "No Pets allowed inside" =x aniwae we dun need to buy any tickets for them...it's free entrance for baobeii...i noe it's stupid to go dating together with baobeii...and it's ridiculous to bring hamster to watch movie...i just wan baobeii to spend more time with darling...i noe they will miss each other too...

After movie..we went to the roof..we stayed there for 4 hours...honestly speaking, i dun mind spending time with him just by sitting somewhere clean and quiet...[definition of quiet doesn't mean no people.] In fact i prefer it to be this way rather than goin for window shopping etc...we had lots of fun up there...and he didn't failed to make mie laughed...keep making mie laugh non stop..LOL...

bt how long can it last? can we always be like tis 24/7? No we can't!! it can only last for tat short period of time and he is going off on friday. Flying to somewhere far....so far tat can't get to see him at leats once a week...soo far tat i can't always tok to him on the phone...soo far tat we can only meet up during his holiday?? yeahh..it supposed to be a happy nite..and yet i was crying...my first time crying infront of him..which really shocked him...I was holdin my tears back real hard..but it doesn't seem to work..tears still flowed down my cheek and onto his pant continuously...and i still lie tat i din cry..=.='' i was telling him tat sand went into my eyes..i noe he doesn't believe la..bt i dun wanna admit i cried =x

He sent mie home after i'm feeling much better...actually i wasn't feeling any better especially when i think of this word "leaving". i'm just actin strong cos i doesn't wan him to worry...and it realli pain mie a lot... i was controlling my tears, my emotion and i was putting a fake smile on my face when i was on my way back. The moment i reached home..i just bust into tears..from 12.45am to 2am long [it's nothing]...till my eyes are pain and tired and i just fall asleep like tat...

Happy 1 year friendship anniversary to Calvin
we had known each other for exactly 1 year.
Hope tat our friendship can last longer than tis..

Becos of the previous nite, My eyes were soo swollew and red...woke up at 6am...and met up with darling in harbourfront mrt at 7.15am...cos he wanna send mie to work in whampoa drive before he fly to sabah in the afternoon...didn't really look at him cos my eyes were very swollen and tired...i wasn't in the mood to work today..bt no matter what i have to be high..cos i need to sociolize with the elderly...and it gonna be my last day in day care centre...gonna miss the elderly too...also i fully understand tat i can't let my own problem to affect my work performance...

Now that you are gone,
everything seemed to changed.
But no matter what,
i will still wait for you to come back.
You are worth my waiting.
I missed you
and i really do.

Been together for 8 days

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Friday, June 29, 2007

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