Friday, June 01, 2007

Should i confess?

Weeks ago, i dun wanna noe my feeling for you.
Cos i'm afraid of certain thing.
The only way is to be an escapist.
But i'm afraid tat i might regret.

Now i had the answer in my heart,
Yet i duno what to do with it.
Should i just let it go?
Or should i just be honest with you?

It's abit pointless,
i noe that very well.
but at least i noe i won't regret
Cos i had let you noe abt my feeling.

Now i have the answer..
should i just maintain the feeling i had for you
Or should i just let it fade?

Chris was right...
He said something and it's quite meaningful
in one way or another, i agreed with it...
"Love him wholeheartedly, and never regret no matter wad's the outcome"

However,

Adora was right too...
she was actually tellin mie abt she liking a guy..
and i happened to ask her aren't euu gonna tell him abt it?
And this was what she said...
"Not soo early..i like the way we are now..cos we are pretty close"

this time my stand is more to adora side...cos i do like the way we are now...and i dun see the need of getting further than that. And it does not mean that we like each other...we will get together...cos i duno what he is thinking...cos he going back soon...and is like next month? How can i ensure that everything will goes on smoothly. How can i be sure that he is not like that "him" who avoid mie cos he doesn't wan to hurt mie when he personally feel that he won't be able to give mie happinesss?

Aniwae i only left one month with him..i really wanna treasure the remaining time i have with him. Dun wish anything to happened...Im willing to give up or adjust my working shedule just to go out with him. He can't adjust to mine cos he's a full timer.

Had my Nursing Skill practical today...woke up 2hr 30 mins earlier...cos i need to spend 30 mins to tie up my hair and clip up my fringe..heh!! aniwae i wore my white dress to school...everyone was like looking at mie like as if i'm an alien from some planet =.='' soo not used to it...but well i gotta be proud of myself to put on that dress...=x went to attend Psychology and sociology lesson at 10am..den went for my practical test at 11am...by the time i finished my practical..it's already like 12am?? topic was on handwashing and gowning...think i'm able to score well ba...bt haish..soo sad norr..my examiner ask mie 1 theory question which i forgot to study!! eww!! aniwae it's over..now it's time to forcus on the other subject...

Went to SIM foodcourt to had my lunch...den went home..can't be bother to go wait for another 2 hr just for that stupid 1 hr Communication In Nursing lecture la... soo i decided to go home and change and then go back to school for some briefing about: "National Day Parade 2007 as a Bay Ambassador"..yea it's pretty obvious that im ndp ambassador liao...yep the briefing start from 5pm to 7pm... and tomorrow i can't skip my first training [9am to 6pm in my school]..cos it's too important...though i really need the time to study for my common test..but i got no choice...cos i had volunteer to be an ambassador for VVIP area =x Had interview immediately on the spot...heh!! Hopefully i can get in...But well even if i can't get in..i won't be disappointed cos i'm juz giving it a try also..=x

It's my honour to serve them...
It's a rare opportunity...

oooh well look like i have to find replacement for next saturday monring...=.='' cos i have to go for training..irritating!! tat mean i can only work for dinner onli..*sob*

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Friday, June 01, 2007

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