Saturday, August 25, 2007

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28 Aug 2007 [Tuesday]
2nd day of attachment wasn't as boring as yesterday...Though is another orientation..bt this time round is ward orientation. Get to noe more friends from more groups..yep they rawk man..erm..accept for alvin..hate him man..he's soo darn proud..everyone hated him...initially everyone was rather fine with him...bt when we happened to have extra time and our clinical instructor wanna let us socialised with othe nurses in the ward...we saw his true colour man...darn him man...soo proud...everything also wanna do and never ask if we wanna try a not...and he appeared to be soo busy like tat...walking from ward A to ward C...looking at casefile, flipping here and there and dun even noe wad the hard he looking at. Somemore soo KPO..not his allocated room still go and action over at my friend's room....attend to patient like as if he darn pro...come one la..he also first time attachement wad...somemore attend patients without asking for any senior nurse...somemore never provide privacy..=.=''

Darn him...wad a partner i had got man...both he and mie incharge of room 26... =.='' bt he incharge of bed 1 t o 6, for mie i'm incharge of bed 7 to 12...but well i noe he gonna KPO into my room also...and gonna snatch my job...No way he gonna do tat...i won't allowed...darn him..he better stick to his room..and dun ever dare to step into MINE.. =.='' Becos of him i gotta report work early tml..cos both our shift is in the morning 7am to 3pm...i can report at 6.55am..but i noe this guy sure come super early...and i noe there willl be parameter taking [temperature,pulse, respiration, SPO2, BP] at 7am or earlier...if i were to reach later than him..i think my patients all done with parameter liao lo. i wanna train myself...wanna do well and fast and accurate for parameter. without those patients, i won't be able to improve...ahhhh!! stress!!

oh well i love my group members..i mean the rest of the group members..they are just soo funny..especially the gals..alamak buey tahan them sia..it happened tat alvin room has this handsome guy...and the gals just get soo crazy over him..saying i wish i cld tc of him..and blah blah blah...even go see his casefile to see what happened to him, his name etc...

oh well i think they are darn crazy la...got handsome doctor dun see go see handsome patient =.='' dumb rite? =x okay you people out there sure say i more crazy...

But well too bad..tat handsome guy is only a teenager ehh...
15 years old only...
MUAHAHAHA!! xD...

The age ruin the gals excitement =x

To:Geradine darling
Darling, i read ur blog, dun feel sad about your dear didn't tell you his problem ok..this may be abit hurting for you to read but i just wanna let you noe..for now dun care everything, just concentrate on ur studies ur stuff and tc of ur health. I understand you wanna do ur job as a gf and that is being his listening ear and overcome his phobia..but what i can say is dun blame urself for being useless and all these...cos i believed your dear doesn't wan to see you like this also. Furthermore if you really wanna help, you can help in another way and that is not giving him another headache by seeing you like this. He noe you will think tat way which is why he doesn't wan to tell you his problem, moreover you had plenty of problems and he doesn't wan to add on ur burden you see? i fully understand a couple shouldn't hide anithin between each other...but i just feel tat you shld just tc of urself first ba. settle ur project and stress den health den problem... So yea..like wad people say settle ur own problem before you step into ppl problem. I dun mean anithin, i just hope you get my msg lo.Get what i really wanna tell you. I believed you will cos you always noe wad i'm thinking =) meanwhile if you seriously think you can take it den what you can do is to encourage him lo...basically he just need to open his knot in his heart to overcome his phobia. It take times =)

27 Aug 2007 [Monday]
Start of attachment, was feeling darn excited yet sleepy after chionging in mandarin for 2 days =x well, first day of attachement was rather boring cos it's hospital orientation...is like another lecture for us? telling us about rules and regulation, showing us the hospital, history and MIC...=.='' basically everyone wanted to sleep and our butt hurt man...sit from 8 to 4pm...including lunch and teabreak...wah...darn long sia...and the tok is supper boring...darn boring!!

26 Aug 2007 [Sunday]
Slept till 12am den wrote somethings...den went off to work. Start work at 3pm..is a PA thank you dinner for NDP volunteer function...sooo envy la..not like heartware..nothing at all...shitty hell!!...oh gosh..i almost died on the spot man...it was a buffet function and is like i'm incharge of 4 tables? Goshh.... end of the function i cleared their dirty plates, 40 water goublet, 40 teacups like mad...furthermore my arm was aching due to saturday function. and guessed what? i broke 1 water goublet while carrying 28 water goublet on a large tray.it's darn heavy la..darn it..most of them din drink finished their water la..

somemore this function is soo weird la...got buffet still wan 2 table course meal...make mie go in kitchen soo many times..cos can only take 2 at one go..i only got 2 hand!! and the plate is soo darn big and heavy. if i dun take 2 at one go..i will have to go in and out of the kitchen for like 8 times?

And this function's organiser is soo demanding la...he expect the waiter and waitress to stand at the buffet line to serve each single dishes when buffet start...made my hand pain only..cos i was serving mix vegetables..and there are mushroom, carrot,corn, broccoli, califlower? which mean for each guest i have to "clam" 5 times? It hurt my fingers man...

25 Aug 2007 [Saturday]
Finally went back to mandrin to work...darn tired man...under man power for ballroom set up...in the end i one person have to put 850 teacup..!! lucky i smart one short carry 17 cups along my arm. If not sure take the teacup from teh rag till die de...den i one person clean 85 susans man!! wah liew first time sia...dun even have the time to eat lunch...suppose to have a break at 4pm to 5pm de...bt work haven finished yet so in the end carry on till nite time...den like 6 plus den eat dinner? den must go report again...now my foot is swollen after standing and walking from 11am to 11.30pm...

Jun Jie smsed mie in teh mornin asking mie if he cld send mie off to work. As usual i refused to reply him. Den he say he going to leave his house soon. Immediately, i smsed him back by telling him a lie tat i'm already in the bus when i just got up not long. =x As usual just dun wanna see him.

Jun Jie smsed mie asking mie if i can meet him after work. I rejected but in the end we still meet outside mandarin hotel due to some reasons. Duno leh...just dun feel like seeing him yet..cos i got nothing much to tok to him. Wad i need is just time to adjust back my feelings and get myself back once again. At the same time i noe i had hurt him thru the way i sms him back, ignoring his sms, not answering his call and refuse to meet him. i noe i hurt him lots...i feel bad and hurt too...bt i just dun wanna meet him tat's it. But well in the end we do meet for like 10 mins? yep basically he just accompany mie to cheers to get my peel fresh orange juice and send mie to my bus stop and waited for my bus together with mie. Yep i stop him from sending mie home cos i doesn;t wan to be with him for long. basically during this 10 mins he didn't speak a single word. i noe he wanna tell mie sth bt he just feel bad tat's why he kept his mouth silent. well expected tat to happen which is why i doesn't wan to meet him long or even bother to go down meet him the day before when he told mie he at my hse downstair.

But sth is just too funny...when i got up the bus..i got the urge to pull him up the bus =x Not becos i wan his company...just tat i felt bad la...he from his house came to my workplace meet mie..den meet for 10 mins den have to go home liao..is like what the hell la? But well i didn't went down the bus...also becos if was pretty tired after such a long day and my foot is hurting mie lots.

Becos of friday issue, i told him a few lies...but well i did tell him abt it a while later and apologised to that. Just dun wanna hide things...just wanna be honest with everyone which include my dear. ahh well..i can't keep my lies for long =x

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Saturday, August 25, 2007

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