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Saturday, August 04, 2007

Donuts from him..aww soo sweet

4th August 2007

Woke up at 8am in the morning. wish i cld sleep early. Bt i promised Jun Jie tat i will accompany him to AMK driving centre there. So yea...die die must wake up..=x Met him at GWC bus stop..den took a shuttle bus to town...den take mrt to yio cho kang.

By the time we reached the driving centre. It's just nice lo. cos his paper start at 11.45am and we reached there on the dot. haha!! bt well it end up to be a wasted trip..cos he forgot to brng his identity card...soo can't take. He was super sad la..gosh first time see him sigh soo many time. well as a friend i was like keep consoling him..then tell him "a lot of crap like well maybe tis paper too difficult, so god wan you to skip tat" den blah blah blah...

Around 12.30 we took train back to town. But we went separate way. He gotta go home and go change and report to the seating gallery for NDP. As for mie i took bus 7 to old airport road. Gotta pay respect to my grandpa. yep had lots of fun with my cousin. They are sooo funny la..!!

Reached home at around 5 plus. Very guai lo..Rei asked mie out i also never go...cos gotta study for my monday paper. yep was busying studyin. Den received an sms from Jun Jie saying tat he still feeling hungry after his dinner. Cos food is not enough and he didn't eat his lunch. See him so pathetic, offer to buy supper for him. Cos he end work will be pretty late. and since there is a striaght bus to the seating gallery

yea..thot of buying sth simple and will full de..bt this guy say he would like to eat carrot cake =.='' So i just tried my best to buy carrot cake for him. Was having some problem with it la..cos my area carrot cake shop afternoon wil close le..soo i took a bus to bukit merah hawker centre at 9pm, hoping to da bao carrot cake for him. unfortunately it was closed. So i rushed back to the interchange and took a bus to tiong bahru market. cos i rmb the last time i went there with jessica was around 9 plus.

Brough a container along so tat i cld ask the auntie to place it inside. Like tat He can eat and walk at the same time ma. den took a bus go all the way to suntec there..den from there rush all the way to the seating gallery..just nice he just realised from duty. By then it's alrdy 10 plus le. Pass him the food and we went home le. Glad tat he find the carrot cake nice...well i'm not doing all these behind my darling back. I did report to him about it.

well when i went to tiong market...it just happened to think back alot of thing. Was thinking abt jessica...the last time i met up with her was at tiong market. we were having dinner..den took quite a number of photos. We used to be soo close...But now?? becos of one big mistake i ever make in my life which causes our friendship to tear apart. i betrayed her trust cos i told a victim something who is a very close friend of mine. Till now i'm still waiting for her forgiveness. didn't approach to her cos wad i wan is to let her cool down first. But what i noe is the longer i dun approach to her..the harder i can save tis friendship. i noe her inside out. But the fact is i can't put myself to approach her. I did tried, bt she is ignoring mie totally. I'm afraid the more i approach the more worse it will become. i noe i hurt her alot. i fully understand i'm the only she really trust. yet i had broke my promise to her over someone issue. i can't blame her for being petty, for not being able to cool down over such thingy. Cos i noe is my fault. there is nth much i can do, bt to wait for her forgiveness patiently.

dear, jess
Just wanna let you noe
Till now i'm still waiting for your forgiveness.
Till now i'm still waiting for you to tok to mie personally.
Please dun tell mie our friendship had ended just like tat.
If so, do you think is worth it?

Look at the ring tat we had promised to wear everyday.
what had we promised when we put for one another?
We swear tat our friendship will last and never ending.
We swear tat we won't get angry over small issue.
Had you forgotten about all these?

Till now i'm still wearin it on my middle finger.
It shows how much i really treasure you as a fren.
Tell mie,
Just tell mie what must i do for you to forgive mie?

You hasn’t been talking to mie for 2 weeks.
Do you noe how guilty I felt?
Do you noe how bad I felt?
Do you noe how sad I was?
Do you noe how piss I was with myself with no one to blame on
But MYSELF?

Do you noe the way you sms mie really hurt mie a lot?
I was happy to received your msg.
But my heart sank to the the bottom when i read it.
It's ur first time toking to mie lidat.

5th August 2007

Didn't go aniwae..gotta study hard for monday paper. Spend the whole day at home studying. Darn guai lo. ehh actually not whole day at home la. Cos i did went down. Cos Jun Jie got mie something suddenly and wanted to pass it to mie at vivo by today. bt i was kinda lazy to go down la..cos i was studying ma. So he say he will deliver it to my hse. I got nothing to say but to tell him which blk i stay.

Thot he wanted to pass mie things like hp accessories or what...Bt to my surprised he bought mie DOZEN OF DONUTS...i stunned...and i was soo TOUCHED!! Till i got nothing to say. It's not normal donuts..is donuts from donuts factory...Do you noe how expensive is one dozen? it cost abt 16 bucks lidat ba..Somemore due to him wearing long sleeve and the weather is soo hot, by the time he find my blk he's like sweating non stop? Poor boi...

aww~ he's just too sweet la..
Never had a guy come deliver food for mie out of a sudden.

well he told mie a lie...bt it doesn't matter. cos the outcome is still he went to suntec and queue up for 30 mins just to buy mie the donut. somemore still took a cab down la..

The donuts is soo nice la..dun even bear to eat it lo. wish i cld keep it with mie forever. Bt cannot la..later gt mould den wasted..waste money and waste his time and his effort. So the only way is to take pic of it =x wish i cld share and eat with him. Cos he didn't buy any for himself. neither did he try before =x aww!! I'M SOO TOUCHED!!
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