Woke up at 10 plus and met dear at 11am for lunch at my hse hawker. realised tat he wasn't feelin well [e moment i saw him.] see him soo weak, soo restless, den abit of fever...felt soo heartache nor yet i can't do anything for him. In the end it was mie who did the eatin only. he gt no appetite to eat anything/dare nt eat as he's afraid of going toilet after eatin.
send him to school after lunch. cos his class start at 1.30pm...accompany dear dear to wait for jun liang outside his school bus stop before i go home and sleep.yep during the45 mins journey back home, i fell aslp in bus. yep reached home at 2pm sharp. initially plan to go home slp for an hr before coming out to fetch dear dear home de...bt i end up cookin porriage for him =x
It was my first time cooking porriage in my whole life. never cook or learn tat in school. think the porriage doesn't taste nice ba..cos i only had 1 hr to cook it. furthermore, i din follow recipe from my fnn book or my mum recipe. i just open fridge "see gt wad den cook wad" =x and wad worse is there is NO CHICKEN BONE...wanted to cooked shredded chicken porriage for him de bt frige NO CHICKEN!! wad i see is all PORK, or fish...bt those fish can't be used to cook porriage. soo i gt no choice bt to cooked it with mushroom, carrot and sth. cos carrot and tat sth can give out the taste ma. i dun encourage the used of CHICKEN STOCK! soo unhealthy..NOOO nooo... =)
yep left hse at 3.15pm and reached his school like 4pm. waited at the bus stop for like 45 mins. it's darn sunny...bt thanks god it was windy..hahaa!! Rickson really buey tahan mie..for being able to wait for soo long=x and tis is my first time send him back home...walk him till his hse downstair before i make my way back home=) cos usually i only send him till his hse bus stop den i go off le.
and tis was my first time calling my manager up and told him a big lie =s told him tat i gt school activitiy at the last min thus i cldn't turn up for work at 6pm today. bt the fact is i wanna send dear home as i'm worried tat sth might happen to him when going home. and i really wish to tc of him when he is sick. wish i cld go his hse and tc of him too..bt too bad...i can't. cos he won't be the ony one alone in the hse. =/ ohh btw he was rather touched =I
haishh...hope dear can recovered faster. dun wanna see him suffer anymore.i wan him to stay healthy always =I
and ohhh btw...DEAR had QUIT SMOKING for 9 DAYS already =) totally din touch cigarette at all...awww...dear, i'm soo proud of you..muack! Hope you won't touched cigarette anymore..Now is ur turn to pursue JL to quit...and give tat guy [nt mentioning name] determination to quit..=X ahahhaa!!
haishh... really duno why ping and semore say i "zhong she qing you"
For ping, i understand, cos it always seemed like whenever we abt to go out, den last min will cancel de...either darling ger sick or daling ger nt free...or there is sth crop up suddenly. if nt we 3 are busy with our own stuff and seldom have the time when 3 of us are free at one go. and it seem like i always have the time for dear only. and it seemed like darlin ger and i always able to meet up whenever we planed the event. i dun say for all outings, bt mostly. furthermore ger will bring justin and i will bring dear along. Maybe becos of that there is some misunderstandin bet ping and mie, ping and ger. i dun blame ping, cos i understand abt her thinking.
Den how abt semore? i really dun understand.
I was soo heartbroken and sad when he told mie "you zhong shi qing you".i was abit piss, sad and i almost teared la.not as though i told him i will accompany him work today? it was him who wan to follow my working shedule. how can he say i pang seh him? Furthermore, now also nt as though i dun go work cos i wanna have fun with dear? i didn't work cos i wanted to send him home after his class. is there any thing wrong with tat?
Yea..Now i noe ppl who read this entries will agree with ping and semore. No one will side for mie, in fact more ppl are going to tell mie e same phrase. I dun give a darn...i dun need anyone to side for mie anyway? like for wad? If my ex read this, he gonna say i love doing what i love to do. and ignoring everyone comment tat is bad. Go ahead wif what you wanna think.
yes i did mention tat i wish to spend time with him whenever i'm free. i rather spend my last week of holiday with him than to work [nt mentioning friend]. why? why am i like tis? the fact is i noe i can't see him tat often anymore. next week sch resuming..week after next week..he finishin his course and will go back to camp and stay over nite there till weekend. how often can i meet him when tat days come?
can't ppl just understand tat i just wanna see and accompany him whenever i can cos i can't see him tat often and i gonna miss him badly? If you are a guy, you do wish tat ur gf or someone you like will spend her time wif you. If you are a girl, when you gt a NS guy as ur bf or fallen for a NS guy, your thinking will still be the same as mine. Now is not as though friends ask mie out and i reject them?
why can't they just understand tat to me friend are equally as impt as my dear? all of them had been supportive and always gave mie the strength to carry on. i dun show it bt i feel and i knew it inside my heart. i rmb who you are.
duno la Doesnt wan to care wad i noe is tat you broke my heart when you said tat to mie ahhh soo pissed... tml still need to see him at work :S he gonna start pesterin mie by sayin "ps mie ytd" he better nag once or twice. If not im afraid i'm gonna scream at him
8 Oct 2007 [MOnday]
Nth much to update abt. Woke up at 6am cos i need to report work at 8am. and gosh i almost send back home. think there is some error ba. captain gave mie the time 8am. bt there isn't any function held in tat function room [act 1] early in the morning. Thanks god, henry the manager let mie do set up in act 1. yea..ALONE..thanks ehh..i had never done setting alone. and i had never set VIP table before. bt thanks god it was quite pretty done and henry complimented mie =) For once i was being thank by him and was commented tat i did a great job and a fast one. =s Cos this manager super strict one. he's the well known discipline master who care soo much abt attitude, dressing =x yea...i gain his trust =x
took a few photos of the set up..will upload when i free =)
As usual, i was being appointed to serve VIP table by iskandar, manager =s prepared the utensil until i gone mad...carry all the way from 4th floor to 35 floor =s nt light okay?
ahh well..think today i did set up do until i went crazy...suddenly tok soo many crap with managers =x somemore still shoot them..bt they noe i was playin wif them..tat's why they play along..=x My first time nia..good IMPROVEMENT..!! well done mie..=x