Today is our 9th mth anniversary yet we cldn't meet up to celebrate tis special day. But will you promised mie that you cld make it on our 1 year ANNIVERSARY?
Love you loads... Muackie..
Had a pretty nice plan for 1st day of the year.
[1st Jan 2008] - Go shopping with cutie pie @ bugis at 1pm - Meet dear at 5 plus to send him back to camp
Basically it's a perfect plan to mie. at least i din neglect my fren cos of dear.
However things didn't turn up tis way...
Cutie pie sms sayin tat she gt home in the morning and request to meet up at 3pm... Im fine wif it... Even if the outin gonna be like 2 hr plus? But even if she wanna shift it to weekend it doesn't matter I can always keep dear accompany before sendin him to camp.
Woke up at 12.30 Last minute decision "Cook carbonara spag" for dear as i wanna clear my fresh mushroom. It was kind of rushing for mie as i gonna deliver to dear personally. and i gona reach Bugis at 3pm? Doesn't wan him to come over to my hse as he doesn't haf bus concession.
As a result i didn't have the time to eat my lunch or Breakfast
Smsed Cutie pie when i was at bukit merah interchange while waitin for bus to go dear hse. and an sms from her SHOCKED mie... she said "Thot e meetin is cancelled"?
Okay... sometime the network is juz not workin... soo i dun blame her for tat. Cos i believed she did msg mie abt tat while i was busy cookin... But i didn't received anithin... Furthermore im nt on my way to there yet.. soo i can acompany dear for teh whole afternoon?
But any sentence of hers do puzzle mie.. she said "she will still be at bugis to meet her fren till evening time and asked mie if i wanna go bugsi to take the gift". wad did she meant by that? What are her frens doing at bugis?
Nah...didn't bother to ask much Sometime knowin nth is the BEST solution. Cos misunderstanding n miscommunication can always happened.
Dear came down to looked for mie when i reached Told him abt mie not meetin cutie pie. wad he did was to send mie to bus stop and wan mie to rest at home.
im Fine with it. But tat wasn't wad i wan.. can't you just sit with mie a while more before sending mie to bus stop?
He doesn't know wad i wan. He doesn't know wad's going on in my mind wad he know is im thinking of sth and keep pester mie to tell him.
wad i can say is... I'mSORRY, i won't tell you till i get home. like wad i mentioned before, i hate people to do sth only when i said it right infront of their face It's ptless It doesn't make thing any meaning.
If you dun understand mie, If you doens't noe how to think.. If you doesn't noe wad i wan Then too bad...
Right now, im not asking any demanding things Im not asking anything that will cost u a big bomb why is it always soo hard for you to make mie happy just by knowing wad im thinking? I dun find itDEMANDINGat all...
Is soo stupid to come all the way to ur hse just to deliver food to you and go all the way back again... and come out of my hse just to send you to camp! It sound more like you are makin use of mie. I knoe you dun, But that is how outside ppl judge
Furthermore, i can't be bother to tell you wads on my mind cos your next question will be: "So where you wan to go, wad you wan to do"?
Im pretty sick and tired of such question from u Can't you make any decision? Why must i be the one who always decide the place to go & things to do?
Is it soo hard to find a guy who truely understand mie inside out? Is it soo hard to find a guy who can kill my boredom? Is it soo hard to find a guy who has the same characteristic as mie soo that we cld do things together and knowing each other expectation?
Things to be completed by this year 2008: - Good grade for final examiniation AAP: from grsde B to grade A Pharmacology: grade A to grade A+ Fundamental of nursing: Grade "unknown" to A Cell molecular biology: Grade 28/40 to 32/40 Nursing Research: last assignment add up together able to get at least a B+ Singapore and world issue: By end of year 1 able to get at least a B+ Sports and wellness: Passed - Good grade for year 2 examinations - Get My driving liscense
Things to be bought by this year 2008: - SunGlass - Lap top - Blue sweater - White jacket - New Converse shoe - New baggie
Hoping for this year: - Had a photo taken with all my darlin and made it into jigsaw puzzle - Buy new furniture to design my own room - Save up to $12 000 since im being bonded. - Able to earn $600 during 1 mth of holiday in march - Permission granted from parents to paint my room - Relationship with jess and ping get better - Relationship with other friends improved - More crappie =x - Have time for everything - Red cross more active - Class outin to other countries - More voluntary work introduce to us