Gong Xi Fa Cai, Ji Xiang Ru Yi, Wang Shi Ru Yi, Nian Nian You Yu, Shen Ti Jian Kang, Xing Xiang Shi Cheng, Bu Bu Gao Shen, Xue Ye Jin Bu, Wang Shi Ru Yi,
HAPPY NEW YEAR! cheers~
Hopefully tis year may be a smoother yr for everyone, economy get better, everyone get higher pay. Dreams come true. Get good grade. Less patients of cos!!
All the while, apart from collecting ang bao, i dun see any special about CNY. I find it boring in fact. Maybe of the way i was being brought up ba the only thing i like is REUNION DINNER. Nice food presented, eating as a family, the feelin is just soo GREAT!! maybe tats the only time when everyone eat together? xD
which is why im envious of darling. she has family day almost every week. Despite of the things she are going thru, but she gain sth that i will never have and tat is the bond within the family and relatives.
cos somehow i feel that im kind of drifted from my relative. My cousins especially. They are like soo adult? and there are nth for us to tok? Secondly, we hardly meet up. [twice a yr?] and tat was how i was being isolated during festival. and therefore, i choose to be quiet In fact i felt better tis way.
My mum side wasnt too bad, Population quite small and im able to sociolise with my cousins? However, Tis year CNY, might be a little different for mie. Cant really go to my mum side to celebrate. and tis yr will be the first year celebrating CNY without my grandpa.
aniwae my grandma went back for cny Misses her soo much cant wait to see her. she's my only grandma left. doubt she can remember mie haishh~
HAH~ why am i spoiling the mood? isnt it suppose to be a happy mood for tis festival? xD
Going emo soon... i guess? My past had been flashing back lately.
aniwae i had never like CNY for the past 8 yrs. Initially it was some health prob that occur on mie when i was in P4 and no one noe abt it. den blah blah and when i grew up to be a teenager the issue is regarding family.