Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Passed away fren
NSL for the week is basically about INFANTS x)
My favourite topic.
ahhh well,
felt as though we are mothers
attending class
x))
I guess i can skip those lesson
in future yea?
Baby are just so adorable,
will i be a good mum in future?
heee...
It had been pondering me for weeks.
The urge of being a mummy was there.
Wishing Im married
&
cld have my own baby.
x=
I guess the urge had overcome all my fear
about pregnanacy.
The pain,
The cut,
The Bleeding,
i guess i will just bear with that for tat week
of LABOURING x)
The stretch mark,
The vaginal examination,
The complication,
I will just sacrifice myself
There again,
family planning is impt too.
Life is getting tougher,
everywhere we go,
is all about MONEY!!
wana provide them the best that i cld give.
Wana be a good Marmie
*Home sweet Home*
Im Hugging a Sheep
Its a Baby!!
Rei Snap That while Mie practising the tacticof bathing baby.
My first photo with Pei Yu.
She hate taking Photos.
Felt so Honour =x
Smell Nice x))I love you BABY!
A photo with Baby~Having the urge to have one too
But well,
After marrige =D
That is what we call"Child Abuse"
LOL
When was my last time sitting tat?
Had been sick for a few days,
Sore Thoat
Fever
Flu
Cough
Come one after another!
OMG, I GUESS I COMPLETED ALL!
Can i say im not goin to
fall sick animore?
x)
School load is stressin mie up.
So is red cross?
Had been having lots of meeting lately.
hmmm~
3 things to handle for now.
2 proposal to be submitted soon
International Service Programme,
NP fund Raising Canival,
Trip to the zoo.
Lots of events has been coming up lately.
Canival in NP,
Trip to the zoo with orphan,
2 School events that required our help,
First aided for NDP 08,
First aided for F1,
2 Blood drive in NP,
Orientation camp with new member,
Red Cross camp with other chapters,
Give first aid training to nurses who volunteer for the F1.
Suddenly feel that Np Red Cross are soo capable
=x
cool~
well, i guess adora, the president
must be stressing up.
Jia You gal,
you can do it ya?
Mashed Potato with sausage
sold at basement.
bought by daryl when i was sick.
So sweet of him to bring it to Blk 51.
It taste good!
$2 =.=''
Lately there are many car accident occuring.
Driver speed?
People jay walk?
No one knows the fact.
haishh
This is just too sudden to me.
When zane break the new to me at 11pm plus on Tue
i was stun!
For a moment my mind went blank
thinking its a insane sms.
Nv did i realised,
something had happened to my fren.
A car accident.
Brain wasnt functioning the body.
Heart was pump by life support.
There isnt any improvement overnite.
Wishing that miracle will happen to her.
Though i know the chance is slim.
Still, keeping positive thot.
and den,
an sms came
saying she had left the world.
My heart sank.
She's just 19yrs old
and she is gone?!?
Yes she had gone to another world.
I know its hard for her to struggle with it.
Perhaps letting it go,
giving it up,
might not be a bad thing.
Overall we always wanted the best for her.
Just hope she can leave in peace
"Friend, i will always rmb you"!
Though we arent tat close,
But
working with you was FUN!
Meritus Mandarin had brought our friendship together.
Thanks for everything!
Have a safe journey ahead.
-Miss-
Life is so unpredictable.
No one knows what will happen the next day.
Treasure everyone around you
Treasure every single day you had gone through
then,
you will live your life to the fullest
with no regret!
Feeling puzzled about that.
what happened if i left this world,
without any word?
Just a suddenly death.
Who will cry for mie?
Who will be sad?
Is there anythings that i will regret without completing?
What will happened to dear?
Will he forgive me?
Will he move on and fall for someone else?
will he stil love me till the end?
He said,
"I wont know what to do without you in my life,
and i wont fall for other gal
cos no one can replace you...
Even if so,
you will always be the best in my heart"
Deep in my heart,
i wont accept what you say.
I know its a white lies that is
sweet and nice to hear.
Overall Actions speak louder than words!
No matter how true it is,
i wont take it.
I grade things to action
and not words.
Words with no action,
doesnt mean much.
Frankly speaking,
If i ever i left this world,
If ever i left you some day,
Pls be strong!
and move on.
Without me, you cld perform well too.
At least,
Let me leave in peace,
with no worries,
no regret.
I Love You,
dear