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LOVIN THE WAY I AM
Thursday, May 29, 2008
26/5/08 (Monday)
Had NSL practical Exam, “infant bathing”.
Not too bad.
Send dear to airport.
Feeling pretty good,
Till my phobia strike
Upon Seeing a large group of unfamiliar guys
Which scare me off.
Requested to go off after giving an excuse.
Okay,
No one knows about this phobia of mine beside dear.
Ever since I got into gal school,
I started to have the fear to see groups of guy.
Even if I were to take a lot of effort to walk one big round,
I wouldn’t mind
So long as I dun pass by them.
When I needed help,
I would seek from lady.
I know I hide it pretty well.
Been struggling it for years.
Till now im still struggling with it.
I guess there is some improvement in me.
When I say its over
I wont look back
Or return
Blame it on ur attitude
27/5/08 (Tuesday)
Im hurt,
I kept silent.
Till now you are still doubtin me.
Nvm, you win
Found another true fren
5 mins of project
3 hours of heart to heart talk
@ pacific coffee
From 7 to 10pm
Nice environment
I love her!
Silly Capricorn gal,
Keep thinking of celebrating our 21st bdae together =.=’’
Tats like 2 yrs time LOL
28/5/08 (wednesday)
Im counting not for the good
In fact im not counting
It had stop long ago
Blame it on my good memory den
29/5/08 (Thursday)
Weird feeling in me.
Dear gave me a feeling of happiness
Jaren gave me a feeling of security
Rickson gave me a feeling of bitter & joy
OKAY!
Doesn’t mean I dun feel secure with dear =.=
Doesn’t mean im in love with jaren.
But the feeling they gave me indirectly LOL
Ok its weird … I noe
After, im soo glad!
at least i reformat my lappy
stupid virus are now GONE!!
OMG OMG!!
IM soo happy la.
Finally, at last,
im catching up with my old best fren [pri school]
missing her liao la
had been yr plus since we last chated in msn
xD ahhhh
we exchanged hp number
and we gonnaa meet up someday xD
okay, im guess im gonna get wack by ger and ping =x
okay!
recently i realised,
my secondary school classmate
quite a few enter nursing =.=''
i duno why, but feel being "followed"
When teacher asked,
"what course you wanna get into"
none of them say nursing but me.
in the end,
i just realised,
shakinah, rahmat, natasha and i got into nursing.
but im the special one in NP =x
okay, tats pretty good.
sth special =x
okay but i noe they didnt follow me la
just that they cldnt get into the course they wan
and soo they enter nursing.
Intake was too high (29pts).
And fren had been saying im foolish to choose nursing
with a o level grade of 19 pts =.=''
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Name: Jeslyn
Date of birth: 10 Jan 1989
Gender: FeMaLe
Status: In a relationship
Occupation: Missy in SGH
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