Reasons for breakin: He once hurt me deeply & my feelin fade off Both feel drifted loses confidence after that issue Communication problems Frequent Quarreling which make me feel tat he "No longer that someone i used Know"
Take time to realised, a small percentage for breaking was He's someone tat couldnt grant my interest? Kinda like his social life after the broke up. tat was those life tat i always wanted to experience myself. but sad to say, he refused everything and insist of sending me back by 11pm. Sometimes, i do wish to stay up with him till 2am plus.
sometime i wonder, shld i thank or disike the way my parent brought me up? Having me by their side safely till im 18 yrs old & Knowing nothing abt Outdoor leisure activities & "outside world" till nw? No games No movie No korean drama No cartoons No outing wif frens Only Home & Homework tats all x) haaa isnt interest suppose to be created since young? Hw could i haf such a interest? well well, living up to 19 years old. Im not interested in gaming Im not interested in Card games Im not interested in animation No pub, No club, No bowling, No KTV, Pool once x) hahaaa wad a sucking social life i had gotten for myself wooHooo~ Ping~ im joining you to become a boring gf LOL i guess im worse than you x) haaa but there again, Im fickle minded to decide whether to go pub or not. urmmm cos tats "something" tat make me special. a gal who doesnt pub, seemed rare nw. & i love being that special someone in people's eyes. & Im afraid of getting addicted to it cos i Know i would love the ambience there x)
To be honest, when a guy hurt me deeply, i wont get back or get attached with the guy. cos im afraid somehw they will be the one hurtin me again. Had enough of it. Likewise, i wont get together wif someone who i dun haf any feelin for. who does?
Aniwae, Thanks jaren for the breakfast surprised made by you x) sweet of you!
yeaaa Basically, woke up early & took a bus to jaren hse to slack met up with his 4 friends =.= like some triple dates. but NAH... me & jaren nt together. soo yeppp...
Basically i feel weird really weird. Not that im anti social but somehow we cant "clique" haaa basically his friends & i came from 2 different world. age about 20, 21, yet we had a big dif in social life.
Thus, i shall not join them in future. dun wanna spoil their mood. shall let jaren bond with them rather than draggin me along =x