Thursday, August 14, 2008

Exam Coming

Sad Sad Sad,
suppose to wake up early & head to jaren's hse to study.
Woke up late, and reached his hse at 1pm plus...
Fetched me from tamp interchange,
bla blaaa ...

Gave him 5 heart arising =x
[Boi, you nOe wad's tat]

& bla bla bla,
had a heart to heart talk.
talking abt the past etc ...
[Ger & Ping Noe wad i meant]
Highly confidential =x

revised back my notes at 5 plus
while watching tv

had dinner @ his hse.
cool, i ate 1 cockles =x
well well, doesnt taste as bad as i think it was
still, i prefer the marina bay cockles x)
aww~~ missing those steamboat with zane and des x)
Hasnt been contacting them
One busy with cheerleading,
One busy with r/s
One busy with army

Once again, i was touched by his action
Thanks boi, for keeping me warm in ur arm.
Bus 10 was extremely cold today
You wore sleeveless, & i was with my cardigan
still, you hug me to sleep under ur jacket to give me warm,
and you, silly you,
freezing without telling me the truth.
Appreciate every single stuff you did for me.
was feeling much beta after i woke up.

Looking forward to see you tml,
we gota head to the same direction.
Me to school for exam;
You to maju camp for career talks.
& den we gota head down to ur sis school to take report book.

sigh sigh~
exam is tml
dying dying ...

*S.C.R.E.A.M*

ohhh~
exam remind me of Jun Jie
-_- he once deliver me with a box of donuts in aug 07

Alrite,
doobie sent me an random sms today.
"As a guy, im touched by what jaren has done for you.
im not rushing you to be with him.
just telling you that he's an ideal catch"

Justin commented abt jaren ytd
which made himself shy abt sayin it -_-''

Jessica;
Im glad tat you came to realised the fact. Im glad tat you noe it deep down ur heart tat till now you cant forget the mistake tat i had done. yesshhh i noe.. im in the wrong. bt i wasnt doing it on purpose. both you and "her" was my close fren. and i doesnt wan to see "her" backstabbed by tat bitch. im sure if you were put in such situation, you would warn "her" too. perhaps nt as stupid as me, to mention the name -_- wadever it is, i noe is ptless to sae animore. nth gonna change the fact tat i actually told "her" abt it. i noe i broke ur trust. and i truely understand the pain of someone close to you broke ur trust.

I have no comment abt what you said in ur blog. wad i can say is, i will respect ur decision tat suit you best. like wad i say, as time goes, im kind of used to it. deep down my heart, i knew is impossible between us, unless miracle happened. If you think, ending this r/s of ours is worthy just becos of such minor issue, den go ahead baa. So long as you are happy and comfortable with it. As you noe, i always wanted you to be happy. If not, i wouldnt even haf opened up ur heart in yr 2004. i noe i had let you down. and i felt bad abt it. cos i noe how much i meant to you. i noe how much you confide in me and not others. and i noe im the only person tat you trust. and becos of my wrongdoing, i shattered everything. i hope it wasnt me too. but, nothing cld change the fact.

If im you, ending such a r/s, wasnt worthy. You knew how much i had done juz to there for you. i could sarifice my 2 NIte sleep just to counsel you. i could sacrifice my slp just to chat on the phone with you [when you needed me]. and just becos of such issue, and we severe the ties, is seriously nt worth it laa. but like wad i say, if it make you feel comfortable and happy with it, im seriously alrite with it. I dun deny i wasnt hurt when i read ur tag replied. but still... i believed the hurt wasnt as deep as the hurt tat i had brought to you.

Im sorry & all the best =)

You; Cant Live

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Thursday, August 14, 2008

Exam Coming

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