Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Fear
Last Nite,went over ger hse with ping to surprised her
Bought dinner there to share.
Gave ger her fav choc to perk her up!
Black Pepper Chicken
Chocs for Me
Darling Ger;
Thanks for telling us your problem. really appreciate ur courage to share with us. wad i can say, i had gone thru all that. and time heal. Right nw, suggestion had been given to you, see which suit you beta and see for urself. wad i can say is, once trust is broken, its hard to gain back. wait till he changed den see whether to patch baaa.. Actions always speaks louder than words. No point keep saying "will change" and yet nth is done. he's smart btw. by not doing mistake of the same issue yet many differnt type. No comment. well well, like wad i say, THE ONE WE LOVE, ALWAYS HURT US THE MOST. till nw, im still afraid of loving one to the fullest. i once read an article elsewhere saying, when a guy commit a mistake and ask for forgiven, give it to them. when they make mistake the 2nd time and ask for forgiven, dun bother. i guess i had did the right thing on JJ baaa... i had given him 4 chances. time and time again, he choose to lie, time and time again, he choose nt to put in effort to quit. Time and time again, treating me like a fool, hurt me, lie to me etc... i shall not futher entertain such guy.
Darling Ger & Ping
darling just wanna let you noe, you will never be left alone alritee? dun worry on tat. you can trust us. we are bestie. never will we leave you alone. even when the sky gonna fall on you, we would support you, even when the flood comes, we would run with you. we 3 gonna be together always, never will we split. we may quarrel, bt each time we quarrel, we understand each other more. i choose to be striaght forward with one another cos we meant them good. even if the words gonna be hurtful, i believed its worthy. friends who sweet talk & doesnt care abt anything abt you, are baddies. friends who are frank & always there for you, meant you well. x)
Im feeling freaking hurt.
I dun blame Justin Nor Ger
But it just remind me of my past with him.
still, IM FEAR.
Im too fear to love jaren to max
Problems lies on me.
I cant bring my fear out.
Im deeply hurt by my past.
Im sick & tired of guys saying
"Human make mistake, they learn from there"
What i got to say is;
Mistakes can be prevented too.
Im sick & tired of guys saying
"I will changed to save the r/s"
What i can say is;
you dun cherish me during our r/s
tats why you didnt bother to make an effort
till things came to the end.
sometime, its too late.
Gals, are human,
they are weak in natured.
must guys always hurt them
& when things came to the worse,
they start to cherish and make amend?
its too late;
We dun give free chances
You odd to earn it back urself
& it depend on ur performance.
but sometimes;
it doesnt work up.