So long din come online...miss a lot of entries...heh!! but never mind...i'm gonna type tuesday, wednesday, thursday entries on the same dae!! =D
12 april 2006 (tuesdae) Had my bio and chem practical on this day...lucky din screw up...=) cos tis is our first time having practical exam...and is like all normal academic people seldom do practical?? Only started to do this year!! So is like afraid that the question they gave us will be difficult or worse never even do before??
But then i'm so unlucky can?? The teacher issued out the paper and i din check!! den also can't really rmb that she asked us to check...So is like i started with chemistry practical den follow by biology...everything is fine for chemistry...UNTIL...the biology pratical...i finished up everything and realised that i still have lots of time left...while other people is still busyin doin their bio practical....So i was like thinkin how come like that?? so i started checking the paper...and guess wad?? i got one page missing -.-'' and that page is like need to draw one?? OMG...i'm so afraid that i won't have enough time to draw banana and ladyfinger can?? But thanks god...i finished it in time...=)
But say about bad luck..i can't be compared with minnie...cos for chemistry...instead of red litmus paper turn blue and blue litmus paper remain unchanged...her answer was red litmus remain unchanged while blue litmus paper turn red...this will eventually affect her answer in other parts...!!
13 april 2006 (wednesday) Went to sleep after finished bathing...had a bad dream...i dreamt of cecillia and shalini talking outside the greenlodge in our school...*can't really remember wad are they talking about*...so i started asking shalini something....and she answer my question with her stupid attitude and continue to talk to cecillia...i was so irritated in the dream...and started shouting at shalini..."wad kind of stupid attitude are euu giving mie" ?? "can't euu answer my question in a good way and etc...??" At this moment i saw kelvin walking into our school (slope)...he started interrupt mie when i am scoldin shalini...i was darn pek cek with him and his stupid attitude...i went off without finished wad i wanna say to shalini...and that stupid kelvin keep following mie for dunno wad....
haha...dunno why i got such a weird dream...wad i onli noe is that i'm darn angry with shalini and kelvin in that dream...but in reality...i'm still angry with kelvin...for ignoring mie times and times again...(sms/phone call/and the day he came to our school for promotion ceremony*NPCC*) i really can't be bother with him anymore...i'm gonna treat him the same way as he treat mie...
As for shalini...i wasn't angry with her in reality...but sometime can't really stand her attitude and her hot tempered...haha...well...honestly speaking...she and i are not that close compared to last time...cos recently especially this year...i was scolded by her times and times again...cos of my junior audrey...i was scolded by her cos i din teach my junior properly...i was scolded by her cos my junior still dunno how to play trombone...i was scolded by her cos i spoonfeed my junior a lot...etc...and she think that this won't help her...*when i say about my junior...i was referring to audrey*
like come on lo...as if all your junior in your section can play rite?? like as if i never teach her rite?? And euu have no rite to scold mie also...1st euu are having the same rank as mie...2nd i'm a assistant sectional leader in the section and not euu...i noe wad i'm doin...3rd i still held a position in band...while euu are not...euu can only give mie suggestion about how to train her and not scolding mie cos she can't play...wad euu wan mie to do when she learn things very slow?? Both mr wong and jacintha (conductor) understand about it and din even scold mie at all..and euu ??
haish!! i dunno...she really changed a lot..now she very easy mood swing...easy to angry...and worse being impatient!!
aniway when i wake up...i go revised for my math and fnN...hahaa...this time really chiong all the way...=) dunno leh...see ker guide book...made mie very interested in learning math lo..=) cos it's realli darn good...=) i wanna buy it for my O preparation!!
14 april 2006 Had my "math paper" and my "fnN paper" on this day...(yesterday)...aiyoo!! my math arhx...die liao...starting easy easy..very nice...=) but den behind like OMG....but i still manage to get some answer..hopefully can get a few marks lo...HOWEVER....the last question they tested on locus!! i'm like SHIT...din bring my mathematical set to school...cos paper 1 no drawin one lo...everytime is like paper 2 den have...when i bring they never ask we all to draw....when i din bring they ask we all to draw...den transformation i din revised lo..cos i thought will come out in paper 2...but still can get a few marks...=)
aiyoo...talk about fnN...headache arhx...every year take this paper sure got left 1 hour to sleep one...but this time the time is just rite...!! cos last year only got 2 essay question and is like only 12 marks each....but now is like 3 essay questions in section C...and is like 15 marks each...all of us write until hand also pain...like writing ss like tat...-.-'' den dun foeget section B also got one short essay question...so total we are writing 4 essay questions !! PRO rite ??
15 april 2006 Today din go school...cos they all having chinese paper 2day...slept until 11am in the morning cos last nite study chemistry until 12 like that...hehe...at noon i goin to nursing home to visit my ah ma...den accompany my mum to wash hair etc...hahaa...gonna have dinner outside =) poor daddy...goin to have dinner alone at home...come home that time sure see his black face one...haha...i think is so unfair can...when we go out den came back late...he sure let us see his black face one lo..when he came home late...or went out at 8pm...we also like normal wad...also din show him black face or wad...den my kor went out till midnite..he also din angry...only unfair to mie and my mum!! like come on lo...sometimes is like the bus late lo...he forever never think of transportation time one lo...as if he din take bus be4...he still complain say the bus very long arhx..etc...den never think of us waitin for bus...argh!!
Hee...today gonna study my a/c theory and my chemistry...whoohoo...must complete at least half the book for chem and a/c =D
Jia you..i noe i can make it...definitely can...yea =)
Wake up in the morning at around 10am...brush my teeth wash my face...and guess wad?? went back to sleep...=x still dun wanna wake up..haha...so in the end officially wake up at 11pm+...had my home cooked food "bee hoon" as my lunch...=D hee..emmm very long din eat bee hoon *yummy* ^_^
Wah i tis few days very guai...Saturday study my bio for my bio practical...den Sunday study my fnN for my mid year...den today study my chemistry...hahaa...=D
Listening to mp3- "Qiu tian de tong hua" song while studying....hahaa...guess wad?? i kana distracted by this song...is like i suddenly think of one part in the qiu tian de tong hua drama series..and i actually cried!!! lolz...the part when tat girl "En Xi" finally saw her so call brother "Jun Xi" in the car (at the beach)...she ran all the way from the entrance to the beach...den she gave him a hug from the back and started crying...telling him that she had finally found him...Den Jun Xi friend who is also En xi friend started asking "En xi wad happened to euu"? Jun Xi was like stoned but at the same time he is about to cry...He started asking that girl "are you really En Xi"? he turned back and hug her etc... Den another part that i think is the part when En Xi has blood cancer etc...and also the moment when she died...etc...
Hahaa after crying...i actually do some reflection...i think of many things...but one think i really want to mention is about jessica...Well, i think she is much stronger and braver than mie..=) She may be sad but she is able to control her emotion and her tears...she is also able to put away all her unhappiness within 2 days...If this happened to mie..i will immediately burst into tears when i receive the call...i will still talk to people but i don't think i will be able to put all my unhappiness behind mie. Cos i won't be as strong and brave like Jessica...although i really wish to be....haish!! But who can i blame??? Who ask mie born with a soft heart den so emotional??