EVERYTHING is moi Fault kie? You got no fault kie? Im always pushing all the blame to euu To FIND excuses For MOISELF. I'm gettingBAD to WORSE. You are the BEST!! The GOD of the WORLD Who always MADE things RITE and PERFECT.
I'm aFU*KING BITCH who talk SHIT wif you with moi OWN THEORY kie?
Think wadever u wan I can't be bothered with you ANYMORE!!
I dun see why i should continue be ur FREN I'M a F*CkING BITCH who dun deserve to be UR FRENz.
Thanks alot!! I tried so hard to accept you as my fren. And NOW.. i dun see the need animore...
FROM now ONWARD... You is YOU.. Mie is MIE... You are the GOD of the WORLD... I'm the DEVIL of the WORLD...
FROM now ONWARD... I won't care a single FU*CKING shit of ur LIFE!! You wan to DIE, YOU DIE You wan to FIGHT, YOU FIGHT HAPPY?!?
I lost Vanessa as a fren mths ago.. I dun mind LOSING another FREN like YOU
Relationship with you: 22 Oct 2003: Couple 23 July 2006: Complicated April 2007: Friends 5 July 2007: Stranger
Starting from NOW, Our Friendship had ENDED 5 July 2007,1:38 am
FU*K OFF MOI world LEAVE mie ALONE
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Lastly, THANK ALOT for making mie used soo many Vagarities COS OF YOU!
Feeling: Pissed Off & HAPPY
Geradine darling is rite "Can't communicate? Might as well end off"?
Why bother to be pissed off? Why bother to explain to him? Why bother to care in the first place? He doesn't appreciate my concern for him. Isnt it a waste of my time? End up ppl just mistaken mie. wad i said is nonsense, is excuse and never be a explanation. NO!! i shld say for someone like him.
Losing a fren is hurting But it may not be totally bad. I dun see ani PEACE between us. Is my blessing tat he won't get into my way. and i won't be pissed off with such a person animore
Yesterday morning i received an sms from darling...and i teared...cos i misses him soo much...he told mie that he couldn't come back on August cos he realised that there isn't any holiday during august..soo he will be back in dec instead..i was soodisappointed & sad!! i had been telling myself tat august will reach very soon..i just have to bear with it for less than 2 mths and i can see him very soon...And now...?? i have to bear with it for at least 5 mths??
Darling I miss you Deep Deep!!!
Met up with adrian at my house bus stop at 12.40...cos we have to go stamford court to do survey...just a short survey questioned by ppl den we can get $25 HAHAHA!! good rite? After survey, we intend to go vivo to eat and shop before i start work in mandarin at 6pm...however i said something tat he wasn't happy about it...or shld i say he was quite pissed off?? in the end i went alone cos i wanna buy my grey jacket [original price $69] which is selling at $55.20 now...hehe...and guessed what? i end up spending $100 plus in tat shop..heartbroken!!
To: Adrian I had read ur blog. If i had really hurt you yesterday, wad i wanna say is i dun mean to hurt you...at the same time i dun see why euu will get hurt...i mean i'm just saying u were once a ...... and i told euu why i said tat. i seriously dun see why euu will get hurt? i'm just saying,not as if i'm saying euu are a ....... now!! i noe eu are truth to them now..i noe euu really cherish them...i noe you have no other intention to get close with them.
You may denied tat you are not a ..... tat time and may even denied tat there isn't any such thing...okay i just wanna say tat there is still some misunderstanding going round during our conversation about this topic...i hope euu can stop being over sensitive...
why do i say euu are a .....?? being a ...... doesn't mean it must be over a period of time. It can be a short period of time or less than one day? As long as there is tis 1min tat you went to talk to him or be friend with him again.it still make you a ...... cos during tat 1 min, you are trying to accept him as ur fren again. During tat one min, You are trying to change ur opinion and ur thinking towards him/her... so i dun see where did i say wrongly. Furthermore to accept a person doesn't even take 1 min lah. And before i even step into this issue, i make it clear tat "In the past, you also like tat...." i didn't say Now you are still lidat...So i dun see why you will be unhappy/angry or even say i hurt euu??
as for mie..i noe i shld be more sensitive especially when i talked to euu...i noe euu well, i noe what kind of person euu are, yet i forgot you are a guy who i can't teased about till geradine darling reminded mie....tat's my fault...i sincerely apologise to you...i noe euu may not accept it cos euu think i apologise just becos i read ur blog. But tat isn't true...i noe where my mistake.
If you dun wanna accept my apologies...i won't blame you...furthermore this isn't the first time we have misunderstanding...ever since we broke up we had soo much misunderstanding..cos both of us have different opinion and perspective for different issue...our suggestion idea thinking will never be the same. [For eg last week we almost quarrelled just becos one fat guy wore a commando tee shirt walking around...and how you actually confront him...]One will just be talking about the heaven, while the other one will talk about the hell. One will just do anything to stop ppl for insulting them, while the other one will always think of the consequences before doing anything..
I'm able to accept you as a frenz no matter what happened in the past and what you had done to mie etc...but somehow i really find it hard to communicate with you...i'm sick and tired of talking to you happily and ended up quarrelling and debating in a topic. i hate debating with you cos it's tiring and it really pissed mie off at times...i hate it you noe? why can't you understand what i'm thinking like the way i understand why you fight for your own rite? i seriously understand why you take action on certain issue bt no matter what safety is the most impt thing...soo wad if you achieve goal or getting rid of those idiotic ppl? have you ever think what if those ppl beat you up? soo what if you are a commandor? you are still a human not a steel. you won't win everytime!
I just hope tat you will care for ppl feeling and care more for urself. Soo what if tat fat guy wearing a commando tee?? is just a tee shirt!! i noe to be able to wear commando tee is not as easy as everybody think..you guys have to go thru alot just to wear it. we dun fit to wear tat. But still it's ppl priviledge to wear wadever he wan. Must you interfere wif it?? aniwae he;s just insulting himself without knowing it. when u confronted him have euu ever think of his feeling?? You think he wanna be obese? Some people are born to be like tat, some are passed down by gene. How can you called him a fat boi when u confront him??
You must be thinking why do i care soo much about other people feeling and i totally ignore ur feeling when i said you are a ...... Three reasons, one is i didn't study ur facial expression...i'm sorry..!! and i thot u were playing and acting with mie...tat's why i kept on laughing and teased you. Second, i dun see why u need to be pissed off thus i didn't bother. Thirdly, i dun find the issue sensitive especially when it's already over, soo i was joke around like the way i joke with my colleage and friends...Cos when i joke with them abt their past issue, they dun mind about it...infact they tagged along with it. I felt ashamed of myself, as a student nurse i forgot not everyone are the same..You and my friends are totally different. Cos i can joke with them almost everything.
Aniwae, sorry Dun be angry anymore kie? Hope you understand what am trying to tell you.