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Saturday, April 26, 2008

Quarrel with ping

Ytd ended school at 1pm
Dear came and find mie

Brought him to canteen one to ty sambal chicken rice
woot~
shiokh..
Been a few months since i last ate it xP

den we took a bus to queensway to get my lectures note printed out!
Like finally?
haaa

and den he send mie back to school at 5 plus.
Cos i had Red Cross meeting with all the year one at 6pm.
and he knew im feeling very weak when we met up.


Thanks dear for sending mie to school though you are pretty tired
Thanks for the cup of hot milo that you had bought for me
Love you DEAR x))
It made mie felt better after tat x))



Today,
Met up with dear at his hse bus stop
and took a bus down to douby ghaut.
waited for my friends as we had a talk about disaster management in red cross hse
and den dear went ps to find his frens

ended earlier,
was feeling piss & sad over what happened between ping and mie.
doesnt know what really happened between the both of us.
There seem to be a gap in between us.
whatever i say now,
seem to be an insult to her.
I seriously i dun mean anithin.
Gal, Im seriously tired of it.
Its not the first time animore.
It simply show how much you understand me.
And im disappointed with you, frankly speaking!
10 years of friendship, hard to come
Going through all the up and down together
thinking that we know each other "in & out"
But i was wrong about that.
Put it simple, you dun understand me at all.
Its not the first time you accuse and doubt my words.

Is too funny!
im sorry to say that.

Imagine a friendship of 10 yrs,
a close friends for so long
doubting the close fren good intention
feeling insulted when it meant nth
Throwing tantrum at your close fren when you are stress
etc
haishh..

Saw bryan outside the arcade
cos i wasnt in the mood to enter arcade to find dear.
Had a talk with bryan about 15 mins or so
and den i went off to find dear.

Had dinner with wei wei and dear.
doesnt wan to leave wei wei alone
so i gave up eating KOBAYASHI in cine
and thus we had our dinner at kopitiam in ps. x))

Went to Great world to buy movies tickets
and went to dear hse for a while
hahaaa...
since the mum ask about mie =P

catch our movie "forbidden kingdom" @ 7pm
wow..
is my first time watching movie with wei wei
x))

The story line was lame
but the show wasnt that bad.
quite funny though..


What i had learn through the talk today:

No matter how much effort and time you put in to achieve your target or dream
Be it to be a Richest person
Be it to be a well known person
Be it to be whatever that you had always wanted to be.
But at the end of the day he/she wont gain anithin.
He/she will be a LOSER for other stuff.

Richest man had lots of money
But does he lead his life happily throughout the process?
Did he even tc of his health?
Does he ever had a wonderful love life?
At the end of the day, what he get is just money.
-Not being able to get the true love
-Leading the life with fear
-Making himself having health problem

and den they died
without being able to bring their money along.
what does it show?
No matter how successful you are,
No matter how you achieve ur dream
At the end of the day everything will be over
At the end of the day you end up giving up a few things just to gain that 1 thing.
is it worthy?
No it doesnt...

I do agree that money can buy ppl happiness.
But certain happiness cant be bought using money.
cos its priceless!!

For eg, [TIME]
You cant buy time to bond with your family or your love one.

Aniwae, im not trying to say anithin or insult anione here alrite? Thats really what i learn through the talk today. Believe it or not is up to individual x))
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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

dear is back from outfield

YOU!
had lost every single game that you had played.
Disgusting Freak!!
ROARRRR

hah crap,
school had been boring to me lately.
Topics are dry
lecturers are boring =.=''

Where ever you go,
You will never failed to see
students using PDA during lectures LOL

sighhh...
Five weeks to Common test.
Count Down xI

Honestly speaking,
i doubt i will haf the time to practice for the up coming band performance in July =.=''
Hasnt turn up for any practice yet.
and the practices fall on Monday evening time?
When im having 8 to 6pm lectures on tue?
Guess i should really withdraw from abumni Band >.<
(T_T)

haaa~
Saw My band Junior in NP school lift.
haaa~
so cool lah,
she in mass com x))
SHE RAWK~

cool, dear is back from outfield x))
Looking forward for weekend.
x))

I MISS YOU!
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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Im sick

Didnt go to school today,
guess i miss out alot ba.
Tuesday class is a long day within a week
8am to 6pm, with an hr break.
Sighh...

Having a bad sore throat,
what i eat, is tasteless x((
Having a bad running nose,
whatever i do, i need tissue~

didnt see doctor,
just ate some left over medication
guess its getting better
hate being sick +++

There again,
dear went outfield this morning
sadddd...
He will never be here for mie when im sick
x((

Heard from rick that ping having sore throat too.
darm him la..
still wan mie go buy "liang cha" for her
when im sick too.
Im sorrie that i couldnt help,
cos im too sick to go school x(

And i guess i was a little jealous.
Of cos not becos i love rick =.=''
But becos of the way ping had hurt him in one or another way
and yet he still treating her so nicely.
Im just afraid that he might fall even deeper
when he know there's a hole there =.=''

Aniwae,
HAPPY belated 9th Months ANNI [Ytd]
to dear dear,
we had knew each other for 9 months..
zee~
Love you


Sunday Entries
Feelin so hurt & disappointed
after knowing that he needed to book in on sun nite
instead of monday!
I only you didnt have guard duty on weekend,
perhaps i will feel much better.
at least i could spend a day with you
instead of just a few hours on sun!

The urge of mie seeing him once again
was intolerance
I miss you, boi

You had just gone for ur outfield last week.
And,
next week is your outfield again!
there you leave mie once again.
How many time do you have to go?
haishhh...

Im sorry,
that i teared again.
cos im simply miss you x((

Aniwae thanks for accompany mie to my grandma's hse
Though we only Spend about 3 hrs with each other.
haishhh...

and yep,
dear gave mie a heart shape love bite LOL
abit out of shape though...


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