Finally,
after enduring from mon to thur,
At last,
retest and 3 presentations are all CLEARED.
feel that the retest will pull my prev common test grade down.
Its very tricky
and all the choices are rather close.
shall not think abt it animore
Just wanna have a little break for now
and mug for my practical exam.
haish,
felt soo stress up.
thinking tat everything will be over after my tests & presentations.
thinking wad i need to concentrate after tat was to produce my own long essay article which is due at the end of the mth.
In the end shedule came out,
Nursing skill practical examination on 4 type of dressing on next thurs.
Anatomy and physiology examination on week after next.
and den a week of study week which consist of 2 cny day =/
and den exam for 4 days continously!?!
wad the hack...?
they wan the students to score well
yet they put everything together?
how are we gonna do well?
Not everyone are born smart.
With a glance on the note, and rmb every single detail.
haish..
good luck to myself.
Honestly im kinda stress up,
Im tired.
If im given a chance,
i wish i cld sleep on the bed throughout a month
before my examination start.
But im gonan hang on to it.
I can do it, I believed in myself
Jia yOu!!
Guess i gonna like spend my 4 weeks of holiday restin
before going year 2.
yesh? why 4 weeks only?
cos of my 3 weeks attachment duh~ =.=''
Doubt im gonna work cos of the bond thing.
and i needed a break.
bt wad can i do during 1 mth of holiday?
haish...
I WANNA WORK~
i wanna earn more money.
cos i gona go vietnam at the end of the year to help the needy ppl
And im gonna go thailand to shop with adora & rei
and im gonna purchase a lappy
and im gonna purchase a PDA for my course!
high tech ehh?
using that in hospital?
i wonder how to do tat. LOL
and PDA gonna cost mie a bomb?!?
dun forget i got a target to hit...
haish..
i really wanna work,
but hospital policy "No workin when bonded"
talking abt tat,
im soo piss off wif my school okay!
they just doesn't wanna mie to take my retest earlier
just becos they scared i will leak to my friends?
and therefore becos of the 10m,
i have to sacrifice a group discussion
which will earn mie $150 within 2 hrs?!
I wasnt piss becos of my test fall on tat day.
if the test fall on the discussion timing, at least i will feel better.
But the fact is the discussion timing was half an hr earlier than my test.
It was the traveling tat i cldnt make it in time.
Its from novena to bukit timah?
wad worse is tat
will i be able to pass is the other prob =.=''
Rahh~
O level result was released yesterday.
Congrate to those who pass well,
"Be strong and look ahead" is the only things i cld say for those who tried hard but didn't do pretty well.
Felt soo happy for lun xi, the bear
Felt soo happy for Yan lin, my darling
Felt soo happy for Jia Rong
3 of them who i knew in mandarin had successfully score less than 10pts
for their o level.
Now is time for you to plan for ur enrolment,
JC or Poly?
Choice is urs...
Make a choice tat you really wan. =)
Im juz too disappointed to see you.
had been lookin forward for weekend to arrive since last sunday.
Finally, it arrived,
thinkin i cld surprised you by fetching you from camp today
& enjoying our dinner at JP
and tried the roti john tat you had mentioned.
In the end, you told mie you will be running at bishan park
and you will goes home from there.
i know it wasn't your fault.
cuz u doesn't wan this either.
but im just too disappointed.
like wad i said i hate to be a capricorn gal.
like wad they said, when my dream or plan are set,
and i failed to do so,
i will be super disappointed with it.
i noe i tend to be abit bossy here and there when im disappointed.
and which is why i doesnt wan to meet you.
Im sorry.
another reason why i will felt soo disappointed was
i really love you
& i really misses you.
Wishing i cld spend my 2 whole full saturday purely with you
before i mug for my exam.
I needed you the most during tis period
cos im too stress out for my school work.
i wanna stay away from school stuff and enjoy my days with you.
YOu promised you will reserve tat 2 days for mie
but last min you told mie ,
you might have "recall" & needed return back to camp.
My heart really sank~
Awww~
Finally, i got my very first PAY from sgh..
My First PAY DAY
xD
On tuesday, i gave up studying aap
just to counsel you.
why am i doing tat juz for you?
cos you had always been there for mie and dear
and you are dear buddy.
i doesnt wan you to walk the wrong path.
I doesnt wan you to live ur life with lots of regret.
I doesnt wan you to destroy ur own future
I know you love her a lot
but do you think everything you gonna do is worthy?
when she doesn't care a single thing tat you had done for her?
to you, its all worthy.
even if it gonna take ur life away, its still worthy.
to mie, you are just stupid, dump, silly, and stubborn guy
who doesn't take my advise.
there are soo many solutions out there for you to help her
why must you choose such a way to help her?
Have you ever put urself into her shoe?
how will she feel if she found out when she get to noe how you help her?
do you think she will be touched, appreciated?
No she won't.
but she will be piss with you in fact.
You are no body to her
and you are like sacrificing for her till you cld even end ur life for her?
YOu are just too implusive in everything.
YOu are just too stupid to treat urself tis way.
I gave you some solutions,
i even offer you my help
but you just refuse to consider any of it.
Nvm, i noe is too late to say anithin now.
even if i state it earlier,
things will still be the same.
Once your mind is set, you wil just proceed without thinking.
of cos im not supporting you.
i noe i should find ways to stop you.
perhaps informing the police?
cos i doesn't wan you to get into any serious trouble.
but i choose to let it rest
and closes one eye
pretending i know nothing.
But in my heart, i would do a little prayer for you.
I know you are being nice to help her.
but dun forget at the same you are harming many ppl out there indirectly.
you rescue a gal, but harm a few ppl out there
1 exchange for a few
do you think is really worthy?
i duno am i doing the rite thing,
but i just hope tat you will be fine
and wont do it anymore.
i just wish tat you will love urself even more
and treasure yourself
and has a little plan for ur own future
and be more positive?
i noe i doesnt have any position to let you promise mie.
But if you cld just listen my words,
i would really appreciate it.
-wishin you all the best-