Met Geradine darling at 2pm. But before tat went to blk 65 to buy envelop and stamp..cos geradine helping her darling to post something..and she needed my help... took bus 97 to marina as darling wanna purchased her neeon 2 casing . well she went to approach the sales man at creative shop and he said ... " NOT AT THE MOMENT . " haha she couldn't believed it cos she said she saw it tat day...and of cos she felt tat" mayb he was new and he doesnt noe the stuffs well yet ? "
Went out of the shop..
Walk one round..and went back in..LOL...Brought darling in..since she say she saw it tat day...soo might as well we go in and check ourself rather than believing what the salesman said? Unfortunately...we saw nothing @#$%...LOL...of cos darling was soo disappointed!!
Went to Ice Lemon Tea to see...and guessed what? we end up buying gummi..hahaa!! soo long never eat Mini Toons Gummi le..As we chew...we walked to suntec city...basically we are quite sick and tired of marina square le..
Suddenly feel soo URGENT!! wanna go toilet...=x darling wait for mie outside...[soo sweet of her]...When i come out...she told mie suzanna darling and desmond are waiting for us in marina square..LOL...poor gal...bt can't blame mie..smsed them they also never reply mie...thus darling and mie went to convention centre to wait for their arrival..
Wnt into toy'rus in suntec city. had lots of fun in there. we played hide and seek with desmond . this guy was finding high and low for us. yea i noe we not young le..still play such a childish game..haha!!
well , sometimes ..
you just wanna be back to ur childhood days .
you simply cant resist the temptations to do so.
Dun blame us..bleh!! :x
Den we went out of toyrus...and found one little accessories shop.. aiyoos ! i was attracted to the earring...thus i walk to the stall to take a look..end up i look at rings . they looked so nice and cheap too. Yep...darling and mie bought it and we bought the same ring...it cost us $5 each. cheap hors ?Somemore stainless one..haha!! and tat's our Trial Engagement Ring...





As i made my payment, i pass $50 to suzanna..cos she's super broke till she have to skip her meal...yea?why she broke? cos she have to pay for everything...like what i'm doing now...and she gotta donate money to church..last and not least...she never work..no work for her to do in mandarin..As a friend, i dun wish to see her in this state...$50 may not be much..at least i can ensure tat she will have a meal to eat. Aniwae i trust her tat she will return mie once she got the money...=)
after purchasing , we continued our walk . happened to see another shop with beautiful RINGS ! omg . i was indeed in love with almost ALL OF THEM !! Started trying out..and guessed what? Mie and darling bought one ring again..LOL..!! this time it cost mie $18..and it cost her $21..cos we intend to engrave our name in the ring..hah!! therefore tat's our Engagement Ring....
where will the trial one be after replacing the new one on index finger ? well , that wld be placed on the right hand of middle finger .
But no matter where i place it...it will never be my left hand middle finger..cos i'm engaged to jessica darling since Jan 3 2007...cos i do love and dote her...=) Nothing will change no matter what happened..
There are more rings to go between mie and darling geradine...and basically this woman was argueing with mie about RINGS in MSN....
Msn Conversation:
Mie: Darling, why not the first ring we bought we treat it as our engagement ring instead of trial engagement ring?? Then the Second ring we bought we treat it as our marriage ring??
Darling: You very de funny...
Mie: you dun wanna marry mie?
Darling: ooh marry hor..must go ur house den fetch euu...den must have ppl witness...but i no money =x
Mie: Desmond and suzanna can witness us!! money not a problem...treat them water can le =x
*Darling laughed*
Darling: CANNOT!!
Darling: Marriage Ring should have diamond one horr!!
Mie: wei!! should be mie requesting tat from euu..not the other way round..
Darling: Shi Dai Bian Le...
Darling phrase: " if you really LOVE me , buy me a carat diamond ring and i'll say: " I DO " to you . "
Darling: Okay la..i wan marriage ring to be something shiny shiny in the middle can le...
*Mie thinking of putting glitters*
Mie: ooohhh!! darling soo euu mean we gonna come out with 3rd rings??
*We laughed*
Darling: Think of it we need so many ring for what?
Mie: oooohhh more ring mean i dun wanna leave euu and i love euu ma...
Mie: More rings good wor...if euu afraid tat euu dun have soo many fingers to put soo many rings...never mind de...after tat we buy toe rings lor...it mean tat i dun wanna let euu go no matter wad...
*We lauaghed*
Darling: I go type blog le..meanwhile euu go think of venue for engagement.
Mie: Esplanade!!
Darling: eee...euu and jess engage over there wor..
Mie: Nope..we did it at clark quey..
Darling: humpf tat is where i wanna go and engage =x nvm we go merlion there...LOL

bid gd bye to them at cityhall mrt station . darling and me took 145 to maxwell area as i need to pay my vocal fees at music forest . met her mom at bus stop . while waiting for her arrival , both of us were actually talking abt the position of rings .LoL
Tomorrow i'm working in Vivo City...talking about work i really wanna apologise to all my friends...darling geradine was right about mie..she said ever since i started working i had neglect my friends around mie...and she suggest i should spend more time with them...the person who i seriously wanna apologise is jessica and bryan...ever since i work i din bother about their issue..and i just realised tat jessica had been in a lousy mood...and i just realised tat bryan is attached to cat 2 months ago..yea wth rite? and i seriously wanna apologised to bryan tat i didn't return his call after i finished work..neither did i reply his sms...=x wanna applogise to jessica for not being able to meet up with her...and i believed we haven't meet for 1 month plus..time flies..and i was shocked tat we haven't met for soo long..=x Lastly sorry for not being there for euu when euu are going through all this...and i hate it...why didn't euu tell mie about it? You this silly girl..always hide your feelings...
okay..i got to admit tat work is my first priority...Between going out with my friends or work..i will go for work instead...unless it's a very impt meeting or what..if not i will definitely go for work...Couldn't imagine tat i can even gave up going on stage to collect my colour awards just becos i wanna work...yes i noe..is like hello? not everyone can go to stage and get this award...and yet becos of work i actually gave up...whatever it is...work is more important to mie..Sad to say next week is my last week working...cos the following week i will be having my orientation camp in np....den school will start le...but no matter what these are the few people who i realli wanna meet up before my school start...
- Jessica
- Bryan [Never meet up for Months le]
- Cheryl [Studying in republic..wanna tok to her abt her issue]
- Desmond [Going Ns Soon]
- Pri sch gathering
- Secondary School gathering
- Secondary School Frog Clique gathering.
Last and not least
i hope i can see him...
but i noe i should not pin any hope in it...
Why? Why are you like this?
Why can't euu give mie a chance to meet eu?
Why are euu finding excuses not to watch movie with mie?
Your Exam are soo far away
It's end of APRIL not MARCH!!
Is it too much to ask u out for a movie [sundae]
Since we din meet for soo long??
It's just a simple request frm mie!!
and euu dun even wan to give it to mie?
I'm not asking for more!!
I dun believed euu won't watch any movie till ur exam end
I don't!! And i really DON'T BELIEVED!!
U noe, it took mie soo much couraged,
soo much effort to asked euu out for a movie?
and tat was what euu replied mie?
Do you really think what i wan is just a movie from euu?
No!! IT'S NOT!!
What i wanna do is to give euu a surprised..
I just wanna CELEBRATE ur BDAE...
asking u out for a movie is just an excuse...
asking u for a cup of drink is just an excuse too...
IT' S JUST AN EXCUSE!!!
I was soo stressed up for the past few days...
till i dreamt of euu last nite.
Till i dreamt about askin euu out?
it's a sweet dream
But how long does it last?
When i woke up,
it's just another disappointment!!
I was soo stressed up for the past few days...
i was soo afraid tat euu will reject it
to the extend tat i have to think soo much
Think of ways to make euu say a "YES"...
-"Treat mie drinks since i helped euu soo much"
-"Call euu to chit chat before asking euu"
-"Asking euu if euu had watched the movie"
cos i dun wan anymore disappointment from you.
All i need is to have a wonderful,
perhaps a memorable day with euu??
At least just for tat ONCE?
Before i really let euu go??
Letting euu go wasn't what i realli wan..
but i have to try
cos i promised my friends to let euu go
after 1st april midnite.
i noe it's time for mie to take a break
and i dun wanna let my friend unhappy.
I had enough of all these
I did something tat euu will never believed...
Something tat i wanna show euu when we meet...
Despite of my busy shedule..
i tried my best to write it every nite..
No matter how tired i was...
i just tried my best to finish it up till late nite...
Do you noe i had been looking forward for this day?
to the extend tat i won't forget
"Not to book my working shedule"?
I had planned everything nicely since last year August..
and this is what euu answered mie?
yes the plan had been changed many times...
and why?
Two words, "Our Situation"
The words "Good friend"
was what euu said to mie..
we can still be "Good friend"...
Do you think we can??
I wanna share my happiness and sorrow
with euu, my good friend..
yet..I CAN'T...
Cos euu dun give mie the chance to...
Dun say Sorry...
Now is not the time to say tat...
You had said many sorry to mie
since the day we know each other..
i had enough sorry from u
Sorry doesn't help...
Once a person's feeling is being hurt..
TAT'S IT...
IT'S OVER!!
My dream had been shattered by euu
Someone who i care
Someone who i treasure
Someone who i love deeply
&
Someone who had just made mie cried
My dream had been shattered.
I had lost my goal in life.
I had lost my way..
I duno what i gonna do from now on
what i noe is..
I'm heartbroken...
I'm sad..
I'm disappointed
I'm angry with myself for being silly
for being soo stupid
to sacrifice soo much thing,
soo much time
just for someone who doesn't care
doesn't appreciate at all !!!
&
i just wanna stop crying
and be alone in my room...
cos i noe if i dun stop crying..
i will be going work with a goldfish's eyes
&
I noe i'm gonna lose him
EVEN as a friend