Dear woke up early @ 10am just to pei mie to polyclinic to take my hep B jab. Sad to say i have to take the whole package all over again and that will cost mie $66.25 Gosh...
Dear will be responsible to force mie to take my jab regulary. If not i will have to retake again...*sob*
oh well, i was kind of funny. I was happily chatting with the senior staff nurse while receiving my JAB hahaa~ she recognised mie surprisingly xD cos i once posted to BM polyclinic for my attachment.
hah~ and she thot i was yr 2 or 3? i wish i am.. not im not...
Left clinic like 11 plus, Bought some snack and head to dear's HOUSE.
It took mie quite alot of courage to go his hse. It was my idea. Cos i wanna pei him, but also not neglecting my next week TESTS... wad i can do is to study @ his house.
is like since his parent get to noe abt us Since his parent saw mie before i even see them, i might as well take this chance to see them? I was pretty afraid of his dad. cos he looked kind of fierce.
When we reached his house, i dun see anyone =.='' His mum had gone out for shopping, His dad workinh His Brothers went out.
i wanted dear to ring his mum & inform her Cos dun feel is rite for a outsider girl to be present in a guy hse without letting the parent noe without them in the hse...
soo i just feel soo weird. and i doesnt wan them to misunderstood mie. But well, dear said it was alrite and told mie not to worry abt tat.
Dear was soo bad... he ka jiao mie. Bt manage to discipline myself xD
Den went to his room to watch vcd with him ohhh~ the show was nice.. hahaa... HK show rawks~
and den, one by one his family members came back LOL
first, i saw his elder brother "Jun Yi" my first impression of him was "CUTE" =x He is soo chubby and he look darn cute lahh~ *He watch part of the show together with us*
Second, i saw his mum my first impression of her was "FRIENDLY" =x Indeed she has a sweet smile. and she offer mie cake but i rejected =x
Third, i saw his dad someone tat i wasnt mentally prepared to see today. perhaps some other day. BUt didn't noe he will get home soo early. well, my first impression of him wasnt as bad as i think "FRIENDLY BUT LOOKED ABIT STRICT"
Forth, i saw his younger brother "Jun Wei" a guy who i always thought younger than mie but the fact is im still the youngest =.='' My first impression of him was "Knowing how to dress up" =x
Overall, his family members were pretty friendly. They never failed to smile and "hi" back to mie when i greet them. Kind of like them =)
pretty curious abt wad they think of mie. =x hope i didn't leave them a bad impression bah =)
Next week will be a stress week for mie. wanna get it done real soon. cos there are like 4 common tests next week and 3 presentation to be done. den 1 training lesson for red crosss :s Only friday i can rest in peace before i start my revision for my examination. =(
JIA YOU!! I believed i can do it~ back to the main topic, about dear & i Things are getting better between us as the days passed, i had forgiven him totally [sunday] I know i forgive someone easily. But it has its effect too. So dun ever take mie for granted before im gonna say sorry, i CANT FORGIVE YOU! I tend to missed him back wanted to see him badly wanted to do things to make him happy cuz no matter how much i hate abt 10 Jan, how much i dislike abt him wad i cant deny is, i still love him deep in my heart. Dear, I love you~ I forgive you, doesn't mean i had forget abt tat day. I miss you, doesn't mean everything are fine. I love you, doesn't mean i will accept you I just need time to adjust myself back. I just need you to show mie how much you love mie. I just need to trust and believed in you abit more. Every now & then i will just tears. I wont let anyone noe abt it cos i chose to keep to myself. I love keeping things to myself cos im lazy to tok about it. I had always been like tis since young. When i faced problem, i dual with it alone. When im sad, i perk myself up. When im happy, i will jump around without anyone notice it
rite now, i got no idea why zheng Jie will feel tat one day i will like him. and one day he will miss mie when he got over tat gal.
i just hope he will understand tat im just there for him when he needed my advice and nth else. I tried ways to hint him tat i like someone else, hopefully he got the hint =)