Saturday, May 26, 2007
My feeling
Do i like him?
i duno..
I had been a escapist...
since the day i tried to forget previous "him"
I run away from my feeling
i run away from everything..
There are things tat i noe about him
I know he like mie..
he told mie before..
But i choose to run away
Cos how true can it be?
Is not that i dun trust him
But what does he wan in the first place?
He did told mie we are impossible
Cos he going back to study le
and yet he confessed to mie..
what for?
He expect a reaction from mie
How should i react to him?
Showing him i'm happy?
Nah...the best is to pretend
"I see Nothing, I hear Nothing"
I dun denied i wasn't happy
I dun denied i dun miss him at all
& i dun denied i dun like him at all
But does it mean i really like him?
How true can my feeling be?
aniwae i doesn't wan to noe...
i miss you
Can't wait to work with euu again
i duno..
I had been a escapist...
since the day i tried to forget previous "him"
I run away from my feeling
i run away from everything..
There are things tat i noe about him
I know he like mie..
he told mie before..
But i choose to run away
Cos how true can it be?
Is not that i dun trust him
But what does he wan in the first place?
He did told mie we are impossible
Cos he going back to study le
and yet he confessed to mie..
what for?
He expect a reaction from mie
How should i react to him?
Showing him i'm happy?
Nah...the best is to pretend
"I see Nothing, I hear Nothing"
I dun denied i wasn't happy
I dun denied i dun miss him at all
& i dun denied i dun like him at all
But does it mean i really like him?
How true can my feeling be?
aniwae i doesn't wan to noe...
i miss you
Can't wait to work with euu again
Aniwae today went to national library to study with geradine darling and her 2 guys friends..haha!! getting along quite well with them...haha!! guess geradine also get a shocked..LOL!!
This friday is our 2nd mth anniversary..
Wanna buy her something..
tat isn't impt..
what matter most is how can i surprised her
and to make her cheer up after soo many things had happened.
heh!! glad to say i had succeeded...
and ya..it's my first time making someone almost tear lo...
she was soo touched!!
my god..
how i wish i could record down the scene..haha!!
aniwae i gotta thank chris and kenny for their cooperation...
is soo nice of kenny to baka with mie to lie to geradine
and is soo nice of him to accompany mie to the cold storage...
Bought her 2 type of chocolates, and 1 strawberry heart shape cake...
well, it's beyond my budget...
But everything is worth it..
As long as she is happy,
as long as she is touched,
i'm more willing to pay for it...
aniwae it may not be a very nice plan..
bt to mie i'm satisfied with it
cos it's a last min plan..heh!!
This was what i did...
i smuggled food into the library locker =x
Den before lunch,
Kenny ask geradine to put our valuable into the locker first
den kenny passed her the locker key,
saying that he had reserved one locker for her..
[well tat's my idea and thank to kenny for being a good actor!]
Cos i wanna surprised her when she opened it..
xD
and god knows,
she almost cried...=D
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Went to beach with darling...
Yea~I'm soo happy...
This week is finally over...
whoohoo!!
Finally can relax abit liao
The very first thing i did after school
is to go Vivo City with rei to buy moi clothe
XD
Bought a nice clothe from Esprit...
My god..i'm soo in love with it >.<''
Saving money to buy more clothes.
Gonna buy a white jacket which gonna cost mie $67 (T.T)
Gosh...
I'm soo in love with tat nice and unique jacket..
Ewwww~
Can't wait to buy it man...
Can't wait to start working...
My target is to earn $400 in 2 weeks..
Gonna save $300
And spend $100 on clothing..
heeehee!! Just the rite time man!!
Great singapore sales is coming!!
Gonna shop shop & shop!!!!!!!!!!
Reach home at 7pm..
had my fast dinner and shower..
initially i'm meeting darling CL at 8pm in harbour front.
But due to his work,
we end up meeting at 9pm...
Initially wanna go esplanade to relax myself
but darling dun wanna go there.
Guess where we went?
we went to sentosa siloso beach. lol
Didn't regret going there man!!
the nite is so nice
and it's my first time going beach with darling...
had lots of fun with him...
bt tat 2pid pig keep bulling mie!!
splash water on mie,
throw sand on mie,
snatched away my stuff.... >.<''
aniwae he wrote something on the sand..
really wanna keep tat by my side ohh
but sad to sae...
this memories can only be kept in my memory..
i can't keep it with mie forever....
haha!!
wanna take a pic of it...
but too dark le...
so sad larh!!